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sometimes i just feel like drinking and drinking and sink myself into the deepest darkest world of what i call, ephemeral joy.
try it? u should. but well, obviously the company matters a lot. the venue too. so if u need, i recommand u, hall.
=)
ugh. wad am i doing at 215am. duhh. i think i need a washing.
slap me.
please.

Question Mark

i simply dont understand.

speechless

then i'll be so lonely over at this corner.
as much as i wish to hop around, ive tutorials and midterms to study for.
theyre not killing me. because i know im strong.
committees were a struggle too. but thanks to my date, and many others. it was pretty much solved. im grateful. i really am.
so now the problem is for me to have low endurance and tolerance level, to be unable to withstand whatever that is falling down on me.
it could be anything. failure. disasters. and i know what i just dont fathom.
why such high sense of self consciousness.
i need to feel weaker.
theyre making me tired or stronger. challenging me day by day.
soon, i'll be like the earth. run low and out of fuel.
then, maybe. i'll comprehen and accept the reasons gracefully.
better be, substantial.

BlockC's Buaya

my buayee kenneth. he wrote and sang me a song. auh. damn touched.
my buaya, junsheng aka vodka/moon. someone who i didnt know so well before and still don't know him after. hahaa. he's a jiu gui too!
my song and a piece of black forest from kenneth.

these are from my buaya, named vodka and moon.

see! made this for kenneth! its writtened "trust me, he's good! but he's mine! ~kenneth's girl"

hahaa..
this looks simple but damn it. it took me most of the time and effort. and to my realization, im dumb.

thank junsheng! ive got the toilet basin personalized too.

(20/09 - 27/09) BUAYA WEEK!

Buaya (b-y-ya) NounDefinition: Malay for "Crocodile". Also a person who likes to hit on girls/guys by doing sweet stuff for her.

Buayee (b-y-ee) NounDefinition: Someone who is being "Buayaed" by his/her Buaya.

Buaya Week (b-y-ya.wee-k) NounDefintion: One of the Best week in Sheares Hall where everyone spreads their love!

definitions sourced from quin's blog. ;)

as the pictures show. u can see tt we're pretty good at buaya-ing huh! in fact, should have taken pictures of the lobby and the lift! they were even more extensive than wad ive done for my buayee.

so to thank both buaya/yee, i brought a vodka peach down to celebrate! hahaa. shall not elaborate how it went. but i had a great night that day, albeit the horrendous morning sickness i had the next day.

so its isnt so hard to say "i love you", what's hard is the deciding factor of whether is he/she the one.

SPORTS!

alright. needs some blogging to keep it alive.


ibg07/08 has come to an end. rather upsetting!
cause i enjoy sports! participated in badminton, volley, handball! wanted to play softball, hockey, road relay and swimming actually. but because it was weekend phantom for me.. hee!

last thursday, chin bunked into my room! haa. gave her a little little taste of hall experience. hope she enjoyed, albeit some awkwardness. hall is getting more and more interesting as days go by. we just had stj (seniors treat juniors) where seniors prepare dinner and performances for juniors. and of course, ponding (where they pour water over you and add some foam (i.e. facial/shampoo/handsoap/soap/wadeva at their reach) its a traditional way of welcoming juniors into blk c. never realised wetting people can be that fun. haa. was rather high after that. lets pond more k! ;)
and yea. the ever enticpated buaya week is approaching! next thursday! yea. hopefully its gona be fun for me!!! xP

brought chin to my fav. blkc rooftop.















last sat. went minds cafe! finally! haa. met up with cpf mates! so nice to see them again! of course, it was the time for hb to prove me that board games arent bored after all! hahaa. but unfortunately, im not a board game person. guess i better keep to my boggle, scrabble, monopoly. =) but the game 'ugly doll' is fun larh! try it if ure going there!

SNDCC / ST. JOHN

my gang!
mun, chou, shimin, queen, neighbour candice, celin!



my date! Lawrence! who attends gsp1101e (gossips exposure) module with me!

many claimed that he's the most handsome guy in the blk. hmm. Edwin.
this is our ex blk c head! darius (uncle)! well, he did this action because he kept saying that i do this when i play badminton!



these are the table girls! taken when the guys went to collect food for their partners.




we went up to the hall for performances.
chio right! hahaa

see our doors?! this is my neighbour! =)


honestly, SNDCC dinner was good! the experience was extraordinary!
seen the pictures! its cool! =)
and seriously, its a pity for those uni students who fail to get this chance to enjoy such an event.
you have to be in hall (i.e. hostel) to have such activities. and people, many more are coming up! such as 'bua ya', seniors' treats, d&d!
so join sheares hall! sheares hall will win the war, sheares hall will win the war..















proud to announced, im officially out of St. John Ambulance Brigade!
i have done my best for sj for my past 7 years of contributions. since the day i stepped into the quadrangle where cpr was performed on a dummy, i was determined to be there the next year to publicise sj. and from the interview by ma'am ruping donkey yrs ago, i promised to sign on and assist in sj activities. i am glad to say, i have accomplished all these.

Zone 8 games day went better than i thought it would be. although hiccups such as me ordering wrong number of medals for the games (dumb!), we managed to get it covered up after all. im sure these people will not read my blog, but im just sincerely saying this to everyone else who reads, that im truly thankful and appreciate the greatest help i have gotten on that day. thank you sir chin chee wah (zone sup), zhuling (senior), mark, aaron, zhenglin, zewei, hweechin (my ex squadmates), foongming, melissa, mingli (juniors)!! of course, wenjie (cchms), yali and azlan (pcss) contributed a lot too!!

special thanks to my standard mates who i had invited back to be my guests but ended up helping me to clear up the area! my deepest appreciation and admiration to you guys.
all in all, you guys should understand now. apart from the leadership skills, the first aid, foot drills that you have acquired from sj, the most important of all is true friendship! these people made me feel like an angel. they put wings on me. and helped me fly. the perspiration, the pain, the fear we had together, made us where we are now. im grateful.

well, there's definitely some disappointment on that day. that is, ben, huiying, szeling not around! and ma'am chuiyee came so late! (though i know its not my fault, haha!) ah. it would absolutely be better if they can "see me off". but well, its ok. i did something that im proud of. =) shall disclose if u ask me personally. haa.

if god were to bless me. pls bless my friends too.

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hall activities are so full that im having problems managing my time!! so its pretty true that you might not be able to study well if u stay in hostel. but of course, without hall stay, it feels like u've missed out something in uni life. im sure i'll miss it when im out of sheares.
so ibg has started! and apparently, i didnt do good for badminton. ugh. i was praying for alison, junlong, kenneth, ziyang (my coaches) to be with me. hahaa. but well, lost one. won one. i did my best. i hate to be defeated. that's why i prefer to play sports for leisure, and not competition. on the other hand, every match helps me to grow in a way. the experience. the chance. are a lesson learnt, with a big scar on me. of course, without the support and encouragement by my hall mates and seniors, i wouldnt even dare to step out into the court again. and, im touched when u guys shouted the "leeling u chiobu u look like woo!" cheer! LOL. haaa. =D
this is the highlight! sheares hall is having a formal dinner tomorrow night! this is the one where the freshmen have to find a senior (of yr opposite sex) to be your partner for the evening! omg. this is damn embarrassing. we have to practically went up to the guys' room and asked them individually. and well, i started with "hey! are u free on the 23rd?" "can you go with me for the dinner?" hahaa! i felt like shit! have never done it before. but well, after doing so, its not so tough after all. hahaa! we're told to prepare a gift for our partner too! so hmm. i guess mine is quite presentable larh. i put effort in it at least. hahaa. well, the best part is, tomorrow before 6, we'll have to dress properly, and knock on our partner's room, to ask them to go to the mpsh (multi purpose sports hall - where the dinner is held) with us!! o gosh!! honestly, i dont feel good! ahh!! this is going (quite) against my rule. i hate to be forced to do things! ahh. and like wad hweechin said (she knows me well!) "you're the kind that needs to be on the steering wheel all the time!". well, absolutely!! whenever im off, i feel WEIRD! and i loathe this feeling. and chin continued to say "that's a man characteristic!" oh god. hahaa!! im damn not ladylike ah! hahaa. gotta be more demure tomorrow!
games day is coming. and once again, it gave me insomnia. lost appetite. i dont wana feel this way. but pls people. u know wad. only until today, im informed that, only 4 members of my committee will reach tpss on time on sat. haii. how do u expect the event to work? im seriously thinking that i'll flop this whole damn event. but somewhat. i can't choose to dig a hole and hide in it! i guarantee that many hiccups will arise on that day itself. haii. i really hope to leave st john with gd memories. but it doesnt seem to be possible now. maybe, i really should have left st john even earlier. a mistake made. whatever it is. saturday is my last day in st john. people, bless me pls. let me leave with tears of joy. and not tears of sadness.
thanks.
i really need to sleep now.