silence i keep

ok its oblivion.
but dont ask.
why do i get stuck in an s environment again!
once was stjohn, and now its sh..
not that i loathe, but if i feel that its "clinging" on me, i'll run away.

gosh. i knew its not my cup of tea, and have to do it anyhow.
only i can anticipate the horrors of it all.
pals pls understand, my resentments on orientate.
serious, blatant i am, engulfed with fear and displeasure.

chaya & ciro

contented

thanks coussie!
=)

lazy

my first 10km run!
even though got 'kite flown' by many people, it was definitely worth going, or should i say worth running for. i felt more satisfying than i thought it would be.
finishing in 1hr 09mins! just nice! number27 out of 130 for my category =)
actually had a bad stomach the day before and the following 3days of the run. but i ran still. never regret running. it was more gratifying than anything else i can find. even daddy mummy think im crazy. hee.
my first finishing medal! i cant wait to go for more running!

watched sex and the city with budds.
pretty good movie. especially nice to watch with my goodie friends! just like in the movie, how close the 4 friends are. simply made me envy, and treasure them around me.
i do wish they will be there for me through thick and thin, and i'll be there for them the same way. but i definitely hope i wont celebrate my 50th birthday with them!
haha. its not "them" being the problem, but me! i cant imagine being 50. hehee. ok, not even 30! sounds a little far fetch right now, im sure it will come really soon. oh time. move slowER pls.
so much things undone. and so little time. always the case.
how can i make my teen life worthwhile when i needa study hard, work hard, and still have time to play hard?

too many too short

Redang Island - 20 May - 23 May 08

beautiful beaches, sea, wind, sand, fabulous hotel room, sumptuous meals!

my first organized trip together with friends!

we went snorkelings, swimming, shopping, drinking.. hee bought lots of stuffs from those stopovers.

its recommended more for a relaxing enjoying romantic trip. not a lot of sea games compared to tioman or bintan.

and if u watched the movie "more more tea inn"! yea. its filmed just there! coincidentally we picked the resort on that island. as i watched the movie before. it was really nice to re-watch the movie in my room, on that island, with the inn just outside my window. gosh, it felt even better when the live band sang the more more tea's song. ooww.. the feeling was simply undescrible. so surreal.

despite so, i couldnt perk myself enough. when the surroundings, the background were beautiful, ugliness became oblivious. lost it that made me truly understand what opportunity means. i hate to do what im doing, but its imperative.

right away, back to singapore island, i went rock climbing @ yishun with my cousees!! it was fun! pretty stressful too when u climbed and realized that u cant go up higher, no energy, no ways, no lead. that feel sucks. but it was satisfying to reach the highest yea.

then gathering with the bunch of 1e3-4e1 peeps! hee! never fail to make me laugh! what a noisy pool game i had yesterday. ;p

lastly, collected my first ever 10k passion saucony run pack! the run is next sunday! o no, im excited! anxious! and really looking forward to the completion! bless me. anyway, 8018, nice number! hee! =)

stone collection

cruise was definitely a trip for me to relax my tensed mind a little. i had great time idling around the decks myself!

i kinda love this quiet, peacefulness, sereneness of life. strolling, watching sunset, sunrise, spending my time away freely! so pls bring me to new zealand. i heard people there live just that like! so carefree!! =)

this is front deck! cool! i was like steering the cruise! shiok.

my first sunrise, full of anticipation!

natural light.

another cruise cruised by! and a quickshot! hee!

many catching up to do! just had a sj gathering today! 8 turned up! =)

2e3to4e1 gathering next week!

hall girls gathering next week!
rock climbing this week! and im leaving for my redang trip tomorrow!!
o man. so fast! i havent rested enough at home! =d

im keeping my fingers crossed. hope the redang trip will be an enjoyable one for me. guys u can just leave me on the beach while u go snorkeling or canoe or do watever seagames yea!

hee. im just waiting for sunset and sunrise. =)

not the end

first time seeing my room so messy yea! because its time to move out! packing up was not so ez. hahaa. luckily daddy came this morning to help me move!
was kindda sad about departure last night! had my last long run around nus and hawpar, last visit to the rooftop, and last supper of the year with a bunch of year 1 kakis. so much laughters so much fun. but i guess they laughed at me more.
=( hehee.


my last goodnight sleep in c318. love it.
i hope c317 will be a better room! hopefully a funfilled sem to come, with my sistas all on the same level! wee!

so this marks the end of year1. wasnt easy academically, but ive enjoyed the progression. 3mths break ahead of me! its not a long actually. ive a page of agenda to settle. but before that, let me relax on the cruise first!!
yupiie. leaving in an hour! so, till then.

whats up at 3am..

-1more paper to go-

im moving out in 2days time! awww. so sure im going to miss sheares hall! but i'll be back. and soon orientation will begin.

how much do u devote your life to fate and/or luck?

do u think u don't have the opportunity now, its because your fate/luck hasnt come, or because you haven't put in enough effort to pursue?

well, i believe more in the latter. it doesnt make sense that im failing because im still waiting for my chance to success. but it does make sense that i fail because i tried, probably not hard enough. what i simply feel is, one should not sit back and wait for opportunities to fall on you, or to wait for a particular cue to start. if u're going to wait, then there wont be any start. and u might end up spending most of your lifespan waiting.. and never fulfilling or even being close to your goals.

and to me, fate is still in our hands.