so it was nothing
like i knew it
.

cold wind blows

the nights so quiet.
why follow.
mind blank.
heart sank.

how long will this last

u can bring it up and bring it down

im willing to trade to be myself
why am i so unhappy when i can be otherwise

how long is this going to last

blame me.
hate me.
love me.

its weird seeing u again.
its often once in a year.
it feels weirder to call u.
and i thought i wont even bother to listen to you.
but apparently, i was saying a lot to you.
and they came from my heart.

like a full moon

shade some light
somethings glowing
aint too sure
but u'll realize it shines brightly
when surroundings are dark

heartfelt.
will u say?

lost

everyday and everynight will never be the same
dumb is just an understatement.
no words can describe the internal turmoil
when smile is just an act
and speech is just for show

nonsense maybe for now
but never sensible for long
whats want and whats need
whats you and whats me
a little gesture a few words
lights a lamp that leads the way
or blow off the fire that keeps the warmth

fairy tales are tales to say
to lie its way to make a dream
wheres the happy ending
when theres no prince no princess stay

no hero no heroin
no magic no power
no will no strength
no wish no hope

when bells start ringing
thats when i think im wind

wads there

if i can answer again
i will say no right now

silly stupid dumb crazy mad