Thursday, July 16, 2009

selfish

pls share your problems with me
keep me occupied
cos there's so much
i cannot share

pls be kinder to me
i choose to believe you..

wait

im so glad today daddy says
L can be
lovely too

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

initial

daddy made it worse by agreeing with me that
L stands for
last
lose lost loss
lonely
late
lousy
low
lame
lust
.. and nothing good about it

haha and i just found a good one
lucky

Monday, July 13, 2009

help

cannot control
and it keeps flowing
no ways no ideas no methods
tried all possible but to no avail
so dead so dead so dead

wheres my guardian angel?

no reality

if i happen to sleep,
dont wake me up

true

love these people! keeping to our promise!
except this 21st special request unfulfilled.. uhh..


still dont have the strength
to turn it off

Sunday, July 12, 2009

oneself

not the sound of silence,
but the feel of silence
that im afraid of.

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...