meow

my sweetest and dearestest,
never fail to make me so loved;
even when you're miles away.

mind over body but mind is all about u

at least there's one thing to let me smile about
employed =)
getting present for my darling in one mths time!
and by then, 3mths left to go.
hopefully with the work, i will have lesser time to feel depress.
i guess this is the hardest moments i ever have.
maybe thats why people say its magical.

crawling like a toddler

okies sad. if u can see through me.
im trying really hard to fight back the emotions and thoughts.
trying to keep myself occupied as well.
but everytime im left myself to either go for interviews, or simply lying silently on bed at night, i cant help but to recollect.
well, honestly didnt expect to be affected this bad, but i guess it just re-affirmed my feelings and love.
i hope time flies. only after these, i can sense that they really fly.

i need luck. please.

im freaking nervous!!
cos i want this so badly!
and i think, just like examinations.
when u really want to score well, u feel exceptionally nervous right!
oh man.
the butterflies in the stomach is making me having diarrhoea.
alright, i know, its just me.
wish me luck please!

majority of crosses

always wonder
infact still wondering
was it all a chance of mistake
happiness is outweighed by the otherwise
running out of reasons to convince
living on a defensive mode
letting others know that
choices make decisions change
blame it on the wrong belief
the wrong time and the wrong place

a step towards the wrong direction

i choose not to care anymore
u just dont get it

never enough

is it enough? or is it not?
cant balance.
cant understand.
cant accept.
thats all.