insidious me

alright. im back.
dear bloggy.
dont think this is jealousy. neither is it sensitivity.
but it does create uneasiness and upsetting feel.
truly sincere friendship going to a waste. gone i mean.
how much more can one define. how benevolent can one be.
reciprocation does not always reciprocate.
if you get what it means. move on.

why do one escape.
escape to where shall be asked. but not told.
nowhere can take you to a perfect world.
perfection is up to you to adapt.
despice is all that you gain.
i wish i have super powers overnight.

22 april !

darling!! its 19th tomorrow!! woo! anyway. my phone died on me. super disappointing and upsetting! especially when its close to you coming back. ugh. so hard to manage. well. work is tough today. tiring too. but im looking forward to the weekends. i hope u have them all planned. =)

week 1 done.

hmm. the first weekend without. quite a tiring week. with the heavy downpour and strong scent of durians. good to have parents to lunch with. and work of cos. thats my sat. without. lots of misses and dizzes. coupled with tom365. goodnight baby.

silent night

the place. that is filled with memories. memories of those that would be better off not remembering. as it is. living silently in the hearts of those who care. that is then, the hereafter. -------------------------- missed. cbr.

just for dad

if i could
i really will.
now that you made me no choice
ive to dish out every single cent for you.
yes in the name of yours
to clear dark clouds among you two.
ive my limits too babe
but u seem to see only yours.
i really loathe you.
someone. tell me what else to do.
someone. give me the strength to do.
someone.

UNI

went back
to recollect
to feel what has lost
to understand what was done
to face what ought to
to move on
to lift the lie
to bid farewell

will you?

if i could turn back time,
will i do the same thing again?