Tuesday, July 06, 2004

HaAHAhaHaaAx

Hey Hey, finally got in blogspot.. damn it manx.. i keep having hard time signing in.. well, onli today den i realise a lot of ppl r reading my blog!!! whahaa.. like Vernise, Yvonne.. haha! oh manx.. n all toking about the bra i said in earlier post.. haha! =x
well, today.. definitely is tired.. i wasnt paying a least attention to amaths manx.. i was so sleepy.. n dont know wads wrong with Chee Wee, Hafiz, Wee Keat n Fatmah.. keep laughing at me.. i either say a word only, or laugh loudly.. they will laugh!! duhz.. aniway, it was funny lahx.. Fatmah onli said coz i cute! wahhaa.. my actions?? maybe~
During recess time, Angela n i were laughing at Hwee Chin's joke all the way.. hahaaha!! she ah.. Ms Blurry.. haha!! funny ah!!
And after sch, Angela n me went to TM n Centuary Sq a lot of times!!! we were entering all those gift shops, wondering what to buy for Xia.. her birthday is tomorrow.. well, and Angela was having gastric pain (its her first time!) haha.. n i joked tt she will hav 2nd n 3rd time.. haha! =x hmm.. we finali made up our minds to buy for her a rabbit looking photo frame.. cute cute nice nice! =)
Then we went home after that, of coz, we were TIRED!!! n lotz of homework.. n Chem exam tml!! ~ okiex, hav to sign off here manx.. wana sleep~~~ zZZ.. niteS!

Monday, July 05, 2004

YoUtH DaY~

Hey, today is youth day, dont hav to go sch.. yeah~ the day started off quite happy.. i wake up to see the newspaper for the match yesterday.. but dont havE!! haha coz the match in the morning mahx.. of coz dont hav.. duhz! hmm.. den i check hp n received a msg from 'him'!!! asking if wana go beach to play.. oh my god!!! haha.. do u think i will go??!! haha.. no lahx! juz gav an xcuse n tts it! haha.. =x hmm.. den went to the coffeeshop behind my hse for breakfast/lunch with mammy.. ate the porriadge n some dishes.. it was very nice!! esp. the LaLa.. somesort like clams.. YUMMY!! =P
Then reached home.. scolded a lot of things about my 'ah ma'.. stupid ah her.. bloody hell.. eversince i'm borned, did she carry me b4?!!! did she buy any toys for me b4?!! n yet i still hav to call such a person my 'ah ma'!!! i hav been so stupid for ard 16yrs of my life.. i hate her!! i dont understd why muz she re-marry when my 'ah gong' died.. duhz! n neglected my dad!!! if not for my 'jek gong' n 'gor poh', my dad wouldnt be wad he is now! so is thnks to them n not my 'ah ma' whom is my dad's mom!! i curse her n want her to treat me eat 'ka li kuey'(curry chicken).. haha! u noe why.. coz it actuali means dead.. mark taught us wan.. haha! funny ah.. now muz use..
Well, after that went to TM meet dua kim, xi kim, sa kim, jiafen, xiong jie n longlong.. the 'kids' went to arcade n played lotz of games.. FUN FUN!! we played the pluck game, spot the diff. etc.. n longlong xpert seh.. beat a lot of ppl in the street fighter game.. haha! cooL~
After that my mammy wana rush home to watch the 430pm show 'si jian lu'... n i buay tahan her manx.. rush like hell lohx.. went into the line for 293 den say wad 'iya 29 faster seh'.. can u imagine?!!! so rush 4 wad... take taxi hm den lahx.. duhz!!! den she said why i get so angry so easily.. den i dont talk to her le!.. n guess wad.. from 430 till now.. i hav not spoken to her AT ALL!! wahhaaa!! great eh? .. dont care.. i angry.. didnt eat the food she cooked t00.. juz ate the 'dao sha pia' bought by dua kim.. it was very nice~~ yummy~ n ate a donut.. n im still angry!!!
Sianx.. i feel xtremely stress now.. muz b due to studies of coz.. but i cant run away from it.. i believe.. i muz face it.. n conquer them! I CAN DO IT MANX~ =-)
i guess i cant online so often le.. mayb twice a week or so.. aniway, my blog is so nicely decorated, im contented! haha.. =x Days better pass easily..

Sunday, July 04, 2004

EurO 2004

yOz.. today my sis's boyfrenz, Ivan came my hse.. n i didnt wear bra manx.. haha! so guess wad.. i ran to my room lah! haha.. so embarrassing.. duhz! den we played the mini-mahjong which my mum juz bought it yesterday.. its so cute u noe.. somehow slightly bigger den the size of ur nails!! haha.. fun to play too.. hmm den went to eat with him n my mum at the coffeeshop.. n of coz.. i keep asking him to marry my sis! haha.. i reali wish she can get married off asap manx.. i cant wait to live the life w/o her.. hmm.. but he said he wana marry at 30!! oh my gosh.. so i hav to wait another 4yrs.. well, i shall wait n see.. haha!
Then he went to watch movie with my sis.. so my mum and me watch the Fong Fei-Fei 35th aniversary VCD borrowed frm jiafen.. haa! it was GREAT! she is old but look beautiful.. n of coz i love her 'zhang shen xiang qi lei'.. THE BEST! i also watch till wana cry ah.. haha.. the lyrics very touching..
well, after that i surf the net.. touching-up with my blog.. finally learnt from Fatmah how to add pic.. haha! anyway, i find myself quite clever at it manx.. without any1's help i can find the template.. add music.. add links.. add posts.. haha! so proud of myself 4 that =x heez Then in msn saw JiaJing, he wasnt happy.. hmm reali coz of wad i dont noe.. he didnt mention.. well, i tried to help but cant do much..
Oh manx, today is so bored!.. so sianx...~~~ i musn't sleep too earli.. wana catch the Euro at 2.3oam++ hahax.. i guess the game will b a DRAW!! but after penalty kick Greece will win! hope so~ =)

Saturday, July 03, 2004

Im PiSsEd oFF.. Im ScArEd!

hEy, iM baCk to writE my pOst for tODay.. well, in my house now besides my family, there's xiao yi, jia fen, jian hong, jiajia, amy jiejie n xiao jiujiu.. thEy playin mahjong manx.. and of coz.. i lost ermm... abt $3+ liao? haha! cannot make it ah.. starting win man.. full colour wor.. den now.. duhz! so let them play n i do my bloggy.. haha!
basically, im pissed off now.. not by ani one of the guests but MY SIS! wad can i say? i know she wanted to watch the 9pm chnU (looking for stars) show.. so i went to record for her.. den she saw me touching the video n she started screaming @ me.. coz she was alreadi recording a show.. BUT HELLO!!! i actuali was wantin to help her record n yet got scolded for doing that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! isnt it stupid of me??!! my goodness... i simply dont understd... why!?!?! why muz i be so considerate man!!! haiz.. my goodness is my weakness.. its not that im boasting but ITS TRUE! X_x wad can i say??
I simply feel very uncomfortable with her around.. now.. all in my mind now.. is st john n my close frenz (angela, joanna, hweechin, etc) haiz.. onli @ that time, i can relax myself.. do somethg i reali lk.. be myself.. n its reali great! how i wish im with em' now~ doing thgs i like..
hmmm.. den now im entertaining jiajia.. haha! generation gap man.. but well, i dont reali noe how to handle her.. coz i dont hav ani xperience with younger siblings..
O yah! jUz now was MT OLEVEL LC.. its was somehow quite misleading.. but well, its over n tts it man.. juz hav to wait for my MT results heez.. after tt angela, joanna, hweechin, mark, zhenglin, aaron n me went for breakfast @ delifrance.. haha finished eating i accompanied chin to the library.. can u imagine?!!? haha! n o dear.. 'he' actuali said wana wait for me!!! arhhhHH!! den tt someone gav me a stupid xpression!!! arhhh.... ohh man.. @1st i was tryin to b normal with him.. den after tt.. i hav the fear of him again!!! wad should i do??? if onli he dont b so persever.. den mayb i wont hav that feeling.. but i dont noe.. well, dont know wad he's thinking.. soo.. we shall see to it..
Aniway, now im stuck @ hm.. mahjong occupied.. money-less.. n im MAD & CONFUSED! =~|

Friday, July 02, 2004

St JoHn AmBuLanCe DaY!

yOz.. jUz baCk hm aftEr njOyiNg my daY.. haHa.. well, today's st john day realli gd!! although in the morning, it rains heavily man.. i was shocked.. n told the sky that 'hey i giv u half an hr to rain only ah' haha n the rain really stopped on time! then we had our parade.. = Mr bAng praised us for the xcellent parade man.. haha.. n zhenglin realli shouted very loudly n strong.. juz tt.. Oh my god.. hweechin! haha.. when she shouted tt 'yes sir!'.. wah piang eh... hahaa.. funny seh.. but cannot blame her lah.. she gt not much of shoutin xperience.. hmm.. o yah.. they claimed that my shouting of st john pledge is slow by one pace.. haha! realli?! i actuali noticed it.. but nvm mah.. @least i prononced it all correctly n obviously.. heez..
aftEr sch, Angela, Joanna, Zhenglin, Aaron, Mark n me went to KFC for lunch.. haha.. den we went shopping for weekeat's n qiuxia's bday gifts.. well, of coz the 'men' cant giv realli gd suggestions rite.. haha.. n we ended up playing in arcade at TM for an hr or so.. haha! it was soooo funny.. playing the pluck thgy.. u got to hit the pluck into the hole.. haha.. den the guys challenged daytona.. den we played 'the lost world' n 'the house of the dead2' haha.. very long nve play arcade le.. so was really happi to play n somemore with st john frenz.. @least we can still get along well, which is wad im most treasured about.. n we all r reali having fun.. =) oh yah.. the thg is... the girls dont hav to pay for the games! haha! n mark ended up spending $8++.. haha.. really generous seh the guyx.. gdgd..
wEll, realli NO MORE MONEY to spend.. haha.. of coz we went home.. hmmmm.. its been reali a great, xciting, njoyable day! IM HAPPY! =) hope thr's more of these days to come..

Thursday, July 01, 2004

My 1St pOSt!

yOz.. gueSs waD?! i cReAteD a nEw bLog Once aGaIn!! wahHaHa.. siLLy right.. well, cOz i kiNda haVing pRoblems with my prEvious blOg.. FinaLly, my O'level MT oral is over man!! wahhaa... its kinda stupid.. coz we r sitting in the same clssrm as the xaminer.. so is actually very close.. n can hear a little of wad the person is reading n talking.. but of coz we didnt care much.. juz talk n talk n talk.. haha.. n i talked to loudly tt weekeat said the xaminers 'dao' me.. haha! =x thE Qs r quite simple.. after i finished.. they even laughed!! i wondered why man.. did i answer in a hilarious manner..??~ but nvm manx.. aniway, they sat for ard 2hrs.. maybe they laugh is a gd sign~
hMmmm.. o yah! when waiting, Mal told me tat SIANG GUAN said wanna thank me for the keychain i bought 4 him!! hahaha.. made mi so happy.. @least i know he wanted to thank me.. juz tt he is too shy to do so.. wahhaha! =)
Ooo.. tml is ST JOHN DAY! whOrrAy! haha.. kinda looked forward 2 it eva since last yr.. hmm.. hopefully it will turn out to be great n a success tml.. coz today's NCC wasnt realli tt well.. somemore JOhanan sort of 4got abt their ncc pledge.. but i didnt laugh @ him.. coz i know tt he is surely panicking.. n coz today is our oral.. so he also cant spend much time practising.. so it was overall gd!
Coming back Sj was fun.. hav the kind of special 'feelings' again.. but dont know why.. when i see the std1 yesterday.. i didnt scold em' or punish em'.. they juz simply look so innocent to me.. haha.. i guess i use to n prefer std2s n above bah.. as they more xperienced..
k, stopped here.. gota polished boots.. make U.. do hmwk.. duhz~ =P

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...