Sunday, July 11, 2004

ThE SistErs..

hEy, well, juz now went to sch for SS n Eng test.. hmm.. it was easy?? haha.. coz i finished very fast.. but dont know lohx.. hehez... aftEr tt, we had a talk with vanessa.. there's Angela, HweeChin, Joanna, Grace, Fatmah, Vanessa n me.. this talk was suppose to perhaps clarify all the misunderstandings n unhappiness between us n van.. Hmm.. at1st.. all our us seem to hav the 'dont wana talk' face.. haha! coz we had already repeated wad we wana say to 3 ppl.. so kinda sianx!! not again!! haha.. well, of coz, im the 1st to speak.. n i push the thg to grace.. haha! i asked her to talk abt it 1st.. heez.. den i did told her abt wad i dislike abt her too.. maybe some i hav 4gotten.. hmm.. the problem simply lies with her 'tea'.. haha! tts wad angela n me came up with.. well, it means tone, expression and attitude.. from that talk.. hopefully reali made her know why we dislike her so much.. i believe that we r right.. becoz most of us hav the same view xcept her.. hmm.. becoz we dont 'click'?? well, i agree that diff. ppl hav diff. views.. and of coz diff. ppl do diff. thgs on diff. situations.. but if we r reali close frenz.. gd frenz.. we should be doing the same thing.. Finally we talk it all.. i believe now we see each other will still say 'hi' bah.. not lk recently is act nve see.. haha! the atmosphere should b better le.. After talking at the sch opp. kopi tiam, we went shopping xcept van, grace n fat.. van went home, i believe she felt weird with us bah.. hmm.. we shop shop shop for quite a while n went home..
At home, i helped my sis with her blog.. stupid ah her.. use sooo damn long le the blog still so ugly.. n she dont know a lot of thgs.. after tt.. went to watch movie with my sis n my sis frenz, Juana. We went to watch 'sisters' the thail horror movie.. well, it was stupid too.. weird ending.. i dont understd the story.. n the ghost is lk the same as previous ghosts shown in movies.. i wasted money manx.. coz i spent most of the time closing my eyes or holding up the cracker to cover the screen. heez.. oh yahx, we each bought a big cracker in the movie secretly.. so tts our dinner.. n i hav a very big Qs abt ghosts.. WHY R THEY ALWAYS CRAWLING ON THE FLOOR??? haha.. i thought ghosts float??? fly??? why crawl??! sad leh.. heez.. dont understd.. stupid show anyway, ppl dont watch it!
After the movie.. i waited for my sis more den an hr!!! she went shopping.. went nokia care.. my goodness.. i was damn bored!! she dont even allow me to go off 1st.. duhz!!! den i call hweechin i talked to her.. for also ard an hr.. haha! thanks for her.. if not.. im lk my sis's maid ah! follow her n wait for her! bloody hell.. n of coz .. i wasnt happi when i reached hm.. i complaint to my parents.. n told them my lesson learnt for the day, NEVER GO OUT WITH UR SIS! or maybe.. MY SIS!..
HmmM.. well, den she used the comp until dont know until wad time to learn more abt blog.. n boom~ now her blog is nicer den mine.. bloody hell!!! i taught her wan leh... arggGG! i muz go recreate mine again ah.. haha! okiex, tts all i wana say.. gdnitE!

Friday, July 09, 2004

MEaN GiRLs

Hey.. today is Weekeat's birthday.. well, angela n me managed to trick him.. haha! we gav him a nicely wrapped marker at 1st.. den he reali thinks we bought only tt for him.. but of coz.. we r not tt mean.. lata on we gave him his real present.. haha.. i poured all the glitter on his pants n shirt.. i wanted to do it on his head manx.. but well, Ms Ong was approaching me.. heez.. better not do it den..
After sch, Angela, HweeChin, Joanna n me went to BK for lunch.. den we went to bought tickets at Century Sq for Mean Girls.. heez.. it was at 3.15pm.. so we went shopping first.. n guess wad we shop for?? haha.. bras!!! heeheez.. (for certain ppl i believe u all noe who we shopping it for rite? haha!=x) so we had reali fun at the bra's dept. hahaax.. nicenice but exp. sehx.. When its about time, we went to watch the show.. it was a .. average show i find.. i dont know why, i simply dont enjoy this kind of drama show (esp. Prince & me).. but i like cartoon shows such as monster co., shrek1&2, harry potter, nemo, etc.. well, i find those drama shows too dramatic.. hahax. Its like very fake.. the storyline is juz like the storyline in storybooks.. very unlikeable to happen.. i guess thats y i dont lk it bahx.. but cartoons are diff.. u noe its cartoon.. u noe its fiction.. so u'll enjoy those animations.. actions.. etc. =) do u think so too?? haha aniwayx, we had a great time watching, coz joanna was laughing all the way.. haha! very loud somemore..
Then, we went home because tml we'll b having ss and eng tests. haha, tts all i can recall for the moment.. update other time, cya!

Thursday, July 08, 2004

nEw hP~

yOz pPl.. gueSs waD.. i finaLLi gOt a nEw hP.. SamSUng X430.. well, although its not very good.. i love it.. coz it is small, thin n flat.. juz too pity it doesnt has a camera.. all else .. it will b perfect! hmm.. actuali i was wondering.. considering if i wana buy it or not.. but to my surprise, my mum came to sch this afternoon looking 4 me(haha, i believe lotz of ppl saw rite??) n she told me she bought it already.. duhz!! hmm.. so i dont hav a choice alreadi rite.. heez.. although she bought it 4 me.. but im the one paying!!! haax..
Hmm.. today im pissed off with Ms Picca.. oh my gosh.. who the hell is she to scold us.. n tell us to read our eng tys while waitin for mr singh.. haha!! she, herself was marking her papers n not listenin to mr singh when he teaches!! lastime i lk her a lot.. when she taught me literature.. but not now anymore.. she's getting very picky..!
Well, today we had maths infocus for 2hrs.. haha.. sobx.. i was seperated from Angela.. she is on 'duty'(teach the 4e5 pupils) today but me, Fatmah n weekeat on nxt week.. and we were suppose to do a worksheet.. i was shocked tt ppl from other classes actuali came to our classroom.. n i said loudly "other class ppl also hav band0 wan meh?" haha!! **Plz dont get offended!! im sorry... i didnt reali mean it.. as u noe.. last week i was having my MT Olevel oral.. so wasnt in class.. hence, didnt noe that ppl will b caming to my klss.. i wasnt trying to be mean.. really!! plz understd!! =) anyway, i hoped i didnt offend any1 of them in my class then.. haha! i tried doing the worksheet.. but of coz was also happily talking n playing with Fatmah, Chong Xun n WeeKeat.. den at ard 4pm we went to Inno-cafe aka library, haha! i went thr to looklook seesee.. wah.. thrs a lot of ppl in thr.. the drinks n food r cheap.. it is actuali kinda noisy.. n i saw my fav, kit guan thr! haha! he so cute ah...
After infocus, Angela n me meet up n went to buy Weekeat's present.. hmmm, i reali wonder why thrs so mani ppl born on July???!! haha.. 2days ago i juz went to buy too.. hmm.. well, we ponder for a very long time on wad to buy.. @1st we agreed on juz a nice big box of chocolate.. haha! sounds bad?? unsincere?? stingy?? haha.. so we decided to change.. n in class, i kept bluffing cheewee n weekeat that we will b buying pen! haha! make until weekeat wana cry ah.. haha too sad 2 noe he got a pen for bday present.. heez hmm of coz, tts FAKE! after shopping for quite sometime, we bought a white polo shirt for him.. the sales girl thr are damn RUDE!! they didnt even approach us to ask if they can help.. n angela n me were lk searching for the size.. so in the end, we simply messed up the whole area! haaha! im so proud!! bloody hell, den finally one came, but she stood beside me n started folding those 'untidy' clothes.. n didnt help us once again.. so i told angela to mess up again! haha!!! n of coz, i check THOROUGHLY for defaults b4 paying.. n definitely is with a black face!! heez they gave me shit attitude, i gave them worse! =P dont test me.. 'grin' o yah! we bought him a blue marker too.. intending to gib him first n said we bought nothing else.. haha! scare scare him 1st heez..
Hmmm.. guess wad! i wrapped 3 layers for his shirt.. the innermost is with newspaper, den of coz with LOTS N LOTS OF GLITTERS!! haha actuali is the leftover for Angela bday.. heez =x well, den 2nd layer newspaper also n finally the top is the nice wrapper.. =)(wrapped by my sis) its overall a VERY PRESENTATABLE present! whose that i bought is not?? none! heez =) so hopefully he dirty himself tml! i believe weichong, xuanrong, sheldon etc. will giv him a hard day.. haha
Okay, i shall stop here n go discover new functions in my new hp~ heez

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

HaAHAhaHaaAx

Hey Hey, finally got in blogspot.. damn it manx.. i keep having hard time signing in.. well, onli today den i realise a lot of ppl r reading my blog!!! whahaa.. like Vernise, Yvonne.. haha! oh manx.. n all toking about the bra i said in earlier post.. haha! =x
well, today.. definitely is tired.. i wasnt paying a least attention to amaths manx.. i was so sleepy.. n dont know wads wrong with Chee Wee, Hafiz, Wee Keat n Fatmah.. keep laughing at me.. i either say a word only, or laugh loudly.. they will laugh!! duhz.. aniway, it was funny lahx.. Fatmah onli said coz i cute! wahhaa.. my actions?? maybe~
During recess time, Angela n i were laughing at Hwee Chin's joke all the way.. hahaaha!! she ah.. Ms Blurry.. haha!! funny ah!!
And after sch, Angela n me went to TM n Centuary Sq a lot of times!!! we were entering all those gift shops, wondering what to buy for Xia.. her birthday is tomorrow.. well, and Angela was having gastric pain (its her first time!) haha.. n i joked tt she will hav 2nd n 3rd time.. haha! =x hmm.. we finali made up our minds to buy for her a rabbit looking photo frame.. cute cute nice nice! =)
Then we went home after that, of coz, we were TIRED!!! n lotz of homework.. n Chem exam tml!! ~ okiex, hav to sign off here manx.. wana sleep~~~ zZZ.. niteS!

Monday, July 05, 2004

YoUtH DaY~

Hey, today is youth day, dont hav to go sch.. yeah~ the day started off quite happy.. i wake up to see the newspaper for the match yesterday.. but dont havE!! haha coz the match in the morning mahx.. of coz dont hav.. duhz! hmm.. den i check hp n received a msg from 'him'!!! asking if wana go beach to play.. oh my god!!! haha.. do u think i will go??!! haha.. no lahx! juz gav an xcuse n tts it! haha.. =x hmm.. den went to the coffeeshop behind my hse for breakfast/lunch with mammy.. ate the porriadge n some dishes.. it was very nice!! esp. the LaLa.. somesort like clams.. YUMMY!! =P
Then reached home.. scolded a lot of things about my 'ah ma'.. stupid ah her.. bloody hell.. eversince i'm borned, did she carry me b4?!!! did she buy any toys for me b4?!! n yet i still hav to call such a person my 'ah ma'!!! i hav been so stupid for ard 16yrs of my life.. i hate her!! i dont understd why muz she re-marry when my 'ah gong' died.. duhz! n neglected my dad!!! if not for my 'jek gong' n 'gor poh', my dad wouldnt be wad he is now! so is thnks to them n not my 'ah ma' whom is my dad's mom!! i curse her n want her to treat me eat 'ka li kuey'(curry chicken).. haha! u noe why.. coz it actuali means dead.. mark taught us wan.. haha! funny ah.. now muz use..
Well, after that went to TM meet dua kim, xi kim, sa kim, jiafen, xiong jie n longlong.. the 'kids' went to arcade n played lotz of games.. FUN FUN!! we played the pluck game, spot the diff. etc.. n longlong xpert seh.. beat a lot of ppl in the street fighter game.. haha! cooL~
After that my mammy wana rush home to watch the 430pm show 'si jian lu'... n i buay tahan her manx.. rush like hell lohx.. went into the line for 293 den say wad 'iya 29 faster seh'.. can u imagine?!!! so rush 4 wad... take taxi hm den lahx.. duhz!!! den she said why i get so angry so easily.. den i dont talk to her le!.. n guess wad.. from 430 till now.. i hav not spoken to her AT ALL!! wahhaaa!! great eh? .. dont care.. i angry.. didnt eat the food she cooked t00.. juz ate the 'dao sha pia' bought by dua kim.. it was very nice~~ yummy~ n ate a donut.. n im still angry!!!
Sianx.. i feel xtremely stress now.. muz b due to studies of coz.. but i cant run away from it.. i believe.. i muz face it.. n conquer them! I CAN DO IT MANX~ =-)
i guess i cant online so often le.. mayb twice a week or so.. aniway, my blog is so nicely decorated, im contented! haha.. =x Days better pass easily..

Sunday, July 04, 2004

EurO 2004

yOz.. today my sis's boyfrenz, Ivan came my hse.. n i didnt wear bra manx.. haha! so guess wad.. i ran to my room lah! haha.. so embarrassing.. duhz! den we played the mini-mahjong which my mum juz bought it yesterday.. its so cute u noe.. somehow slightly bigger den the size of ur nails!! haha.. fun to play too.. hmm den went to eat with him n my mum at the coffeeshop.. n of coz.. i keep asking him to marry my sis! haha.. i reali wish she can get married off asap manx.. i cant wait to live the life w/o her.. hmm.. but he said he wana marry at 30!! oh my gosh.. so i hav to wait another 4yrs.. well, i shall wait n see.. haha!
Then he went to watch movie with my sis.. so my mum and me watch the Fong Fei-Fei 35th aniversary VCD borrowed frm jiafen.. haa! it was GREAT! she is old but look beautiful.. n of coz i love her 'zhang shen xiang qi lei'.. THE BEST! i also watch till wana cry ah.. haha.. the lyrics very touching..
well, after that i surf the net.. touching-up with my blog.. finally learnt from Fatmah how to add pic.. haha! anyway, i find myself quite clever at it manx.. without any1's help i can find the template.. add music.. add links.. add posts.. haha! so proud of myself 4 that =x heez Then in msn saw JiaJing, he wasnt happy.. hmm reali coz of wad i dont noe.. he didnt mention.. well, i tried to help but cant do much..
Oh manx, today is so bored!.. so sianx...~~~ i musn't sleep too earli.. wana catch the Euro at 2.3oam++ hahax.. i guess the game will b a DRAW!! but after penalty kick Greece will win! hope so~ =)

Saturday, July 03, 2004

Im PiSsEd oFF.. Im ScArEd!

hEy, iM baCk to writE my pOst for tODay.. well, in my house now besides my family, there's xiao yi, jia fen, jian hong, jiajia, amy jiejie n xiao jiujiu.. thEy playin mahjong manx.. and of coz.. i lost ermm... abt $3+ liao? haha! cannot make it ah.. starting win man.. full colour wor.. den now.. duhz! so let them play n i do my bloggy.. haha!
basically, im pissed off now.. not by ani one of the guests but MY SIS! wad can i say? i know she wanted to watch the 9pm chnU (looking for stars) show.. so i went to record for her.. den she saw me touching the video n she started screaming @ me.. coz she was alreadi recording a show.. BUT HELLO!!! i actuali was wantin to help her record n yet got scolded for doing that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! isnt it stupid of me??!! my goodness... i simply dont understd... why!?!?! why muz i be so considerate man!!! haiz.. my goodness is my weakness.. its not that im boasting but ITS TRUE! X_x wad can i say??
I simply feel very uncomfortable with her around.. now.. all in my mind now.. is st john n my close frenz (angela, joanna, hweechin, etc) haiz.. onli @ that time, i can relax myself.. do somethg i reali lk.. be myself.. n its reali great! how i wish im with em' now~ doing thgs i like..
hmmm.. den now im entertaining jiajia.. haha! generation gap man.. but well, i dont reali noe how to handle her.. coz i dont hav ani xperience with younger siblings..
O yah! jUz now was MT OLEVEL LC.. its was somehow quite misleading.. but well, its over n tts it man.. juz hav to wait for my MT results heez.. after tt angela, joanna, hweechin, mark, zhenglin, aaron n me went for breakfast @ delifrance.. haha finished eating i accompanied chin to the library.. can u imagine?!!? haha! n o dear.. 'he' actuali said wana wait for me!!! arhhhHH!! den tt someone gav me a stupid xpression!!! arhhh.... ohh man.. @1st i was tryin to b normal with him.. den after tt.. i hav the fear of him again!!! wad should i do??? if onli he dont b so persever.. den mayb i wont hav that feeling.. but i dont noe.. well, dont know wad he's thinking.. soo.. we shall see to it..
Aniway, now im stuck @ hm.. mahjong occupied.. money-less.. n im MAD & CONFUSED! =~|

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...