Saturday, July 24, 2004

SJAB GamEs DaY !!~

I AM SAD!!! i cant go to Orchid Park Sec Sch tml!!! becOz of the stupid common tests!!!!.. argGgGG!!! i waited 7mths for this day to come.. n yet i cant go!!!! actuali i intend to skip the tests.. but.. if i skipped.. i need to re-take the test nxt week on weekdays somemore.. that means i hav to stay back not only till 4.30pm.. but 6.30pm!!! and its for 2days.. haiz.. come to think of it.. i decide to take the test then.. but.. haiz..
Why is this yr's SJAB games day in the morning.. last yr it was at East View Sec n its in the afternoon.. haiz... i really want to gooooOOoo... yes, i admit mainly is to see Chong Boon.. but.. i also wana meet up with some of the last yr JNCO trainers.. lk weicong.. sijie.. etc.. n also wants to visit OPSS.. eversince last yr december, which is the JNCO camp.. i looked forward for this games day.. coz i know it will be at OP.. but den.. now the day is approaching.. i cant go!!! Haiz.. i know if i nve go.. i'll definitely regret it.. but.. my tests end at 12.. and the games day end at 12 too!! how to make it?? my dad actuali wana send me thr.. so nice.. but.. the problem is.. im afraid if i reach thr.. no1 is thr anymore.. or maybe juz some ppl left clearing up.. haiz.. and guess wads the worse!!.. Chong Boon comfirm will go tml!!!!!!! i hav nve seen him for 7mths.....~~~~ oh frenz, u all muz b wondering why i fancy abt philip n den now thr is chong boon (the pic of him n me at a bbq, the pic is on my blog) rite.. hha.. well, both r my sjab officers.. n are my target of man.. heez! that's why.. I WANT TO GO TML!!! well..
im sure i cant go tml.. i juz hav to ask my cadets to send my blessings to him.. n of coz.. his birthday coming.. haha.. im going to msg him on that day.. hmm.. or do u think a call will be better? heez..
Haiz.. there goes my dream.. stupid test.. i will definitely do horribly for the eng n amaths test tml! i hate it.. i wana go!


Thursday, July 22, 2004

RaCiAL HaRMoNy DaY '04!

yOz yOz.. HapPy HapPy tOdaY.. cOZ itS RACIAL HARMONY DAY~!!~ HaHa.. well, i wore a Malay kebahya costume borrowed from Fidah tO sch tOday.. heez.. Lots of ppL say it looks like Nuoya (duno how to spell) heeheez.. reaLi??!! haha.. aCtuaLi i also not sUre bahx.. hMm.. actUali doesnt wana wear waN.. cOz oN mOndaY wEnt Fidah's hse wiTh FatmaH.. den alsO seArCh onE 4 mysELf.. haha! thEn i bOught hOme n wEar like bEri weiRd lehx.. so im so troubled.. dont know shld wear or not.. my FamILy tOtaLi nvE giB me sUppoRt.. IM SO SICK ABT THAT!! GueSs waD! My Mom keeP saying 'dont wear lah.. wear sch U better..' My Dad says 'rAinIng u stilL wana wEar.. latEr all wEt.. diff tO waLk sOmemORe..' n the wOrSE is mY SIS!!! blOody heLL.. she said ' U nvE bRing Bag ah.. latEr cOmfiRm lOsS uR hP wan ah.. U alwayz carELeSs.. comfiRm will lOss somEtHg..' !!!!!! AFTER hearing alL thAt.. my goOdneSS! thE xciTeD mOod foR my lASt Yr RaCial HaRmOny cElebRatiOn waS tOtaLLi ErAsED!! all oF thEm pour coLd water on me.. weLL, they R thE wOrsE manx!!! sO yEstERday i aCtuaLi cOmfiRm nOt weaRing le.. bUt Angela, FatmaH, Xia, Jeanie, HweeChin kept asking me to wear.. then..
Finally, tOday mOrnin i woke up.. wOooO rainiNg.. gOOD!! So mY dAd wiLL dRivE mE into the scH.. sOmewhr neAr caNtEEn.. heez.. so no nEEd paiseh walk into sch myself.. thErefOre, i made uP my mind.. WEAR THE COstUme thR.. hhahaa! sO i prEparEd.. decorate myself.. heehee.. wore long EaRingS.. nEcklaCe.. BraCelEt.. n High hEeLs.. haha.. whEn im rEaChing Sch, i caLLed cHin n askEd her tO walk 4 mE at thE drOp-ofF poiNt.. haha! iM so gLab thaT shE waS thR.. i saW hER n hUg heR immEdiateLi.. heeEZ.. I WAS VERY SHY!!! ThEn saW Xia n JEaniE.. haha taLk tAlk Talk.. dEn waITeD fOr AngEla.. of COz aT tHat timE i saW a lot ppl weAr worSe thEn me.. eXample, a qi pao n carry a damn big black school bag.. DUHZ!! hhaha.. of coZ thE heeLs gave me quite a lot of trouble.. i got problem walking fast!!! partli also due to the skirt.. coz it doesnt has a opening to stretch open.. so cannot walk too big steps.. so hav to ACT femine! haha.. walk slow slow.. but of coz.. tt angela n hweechin.. delibrateli walked so fast during recess.. duhz!! thEn kinDa tiRed tOo..coz the hEEls also quite higHx.. n u noe wad.. we had our biO pRacticaL in thE costUme.. wah piAng eh.. i went tO takE thE hOt watEr.. i so scArE i tRiP ah!! haha! ThEn..
mY nighTmarE cAmE.. ASSEMBLY TIME!~ shit! how m i going to sit down?! haha!! lOtz of thEm keep Saying my skiRt wilL tEar.. argGG! haha.. in thE end.. me and Si Yi sat down.. with difficulties!!! haha.. so funny lohx.. den suay! muz stand again to say the hormony creed.. duhz! once again, sat down with difficulties! haha! thE aCt waS quitE intEReSting n nicE.. jUz tT.. BUTT PAIN AH! haha..
O yAhx, in claSs.. wE tOOk lOtz oF piCtuREs.. wiTh FAtmah's cAmEra n Vernise's digi Cam.. all the girls who wore sat at the staircase n took.. den some of us with guys outside 4e2 classrm took again.. n the funny thg is suddenli the 4e4 guys also join in.. w/o we asking.. haha.. nvm funny too~ den outside our class room also took some.. anyhow grab ppl n say 'take togther leh, take take' haha! suddenly our class like quite close ah.. hmm den we also took one class photo.. when we all stand infront of the whiteboard.. the sad thg is that Vernise doesnt wana take.. so she was the camera girl..
AfTer sCh.. wEnt tO Long John fOr brEaklUnCh.. so paiSeh!!! walked in and lotz of ppl eyes on us!! duhz.. i SHY ah!!! haha.. then went to Metro to look for _ _ _ for someone. haha!! =x finally she bought 2 pieces at $10 only.. cheap cheap.. o yah.. den my mom came.. i saw this skirt damn nice n i asked her to buy 4 me.. haha! yeah~ i got a new skirt.. Joanna n Angela were so xcited looking for a top for me to fit. hahaa! well, have enough fun at the changing room den went home after buyin the skirt.. heEz.. thEn,
Im hEre poSting.. i haD a WondERfuL RaCiaL hArmOny day! i REali trEasurE thiS peAce n UnitY we haVe.. iM gLab thAt i havE vEry gd fRenZ frOm othER rAcEs likE Fatmah, LeLa, Fidah.. grEat! and of COz thiS is the first timE i wore a costume to sch.. so im very delighted.. thanks ppL~ LovE ya!~


Monday, July 19, 2004

FoOd FaiR~

yOz..  jUz nOw aRd 4.30pm went to the Bedok Food Fair.. aniway, my dad said want my mum n me to meet him at the carpark by 4.30.. but we watch the super sunday until forgot abt the time.. den at 4.30pm i rush into toilet to bathe.. wah piang eh.. i broke my previous record ah.. 7mins!!! haha! fast right??! no choice lah.. went for 2 training camps le of coz skilled liao.. haha! well, den we rush down to the carpark of coz.. n my dad drove us thr.. hmm.. quite a lot of ppl.. but its not so crowded till u hav to squeeze lah.. the place is somesort of pasar malam.. lotz of stores at the sides.. the stall holders oh manx.. can all join st john ahh.. becoz all their voices damn loud!! u will hear 'lai ah.. lai ah..' here n thr.. so funny!! my dad made mi so malu!!! he saw the word 'free' n he told the auntie.. iya my daughter wana eat but paiseh... hahaha!!! OMG!!! I DIDNT!!!! but he said until as if i did!! my gosh.. i felt so ashame..!! hahaa!!! den the auntie reali gave me.. DUHZ!!! i was blushing still siao!!~ but ate it of coz.. heez.. oh yah, i saw the roasted pig skin... oooOohh.. its fabulous.. so nice.. although kinda oily.. haha.. i took the sample quite a lot heheez.. we bought quite a lot of stuffs.. then suddenly Joanna called me.. guess wad!! she n Hwee Chin saw PHILIP!!! again.. haha! actuali.... i didnt feel very anxious.. or surprise as i tot i might be.. maybe coz yesterdae i saw him also.. somemore at somewhr near my blk's coffeeshop.. they asked me to go TM to meet them but i didnt.. haiz.. lazy.. hehez.. n somemore yesterdae juz seen him.. i was thinking.. why suddenly got the fate to meet him ah.. ahha!! is our destiny here??~~ ehheez.. the car drove passed TM when on our way home.. its like we r so near.. yet so far.. haiz.. well, reached home.. finished all the food.. haha! nice nice.. and hav to wait for my stupid sis to let me use the comp.. bloody hell.. haiyo.. lata my mum going to some kampong frenz's wake also known as 'eat curry kuay (chicken) ' haha.. hmm.. my dad went for the frenz's wake liao.. n my sis going out.. duhz!! leaving me alone @ hm watching NKF.. well, nvm i will enjoy the show! haha... okiex, go watch the show le.. update some other time.. ~ tata~
 

heheEz.. ThaTs PhiLiP =)

 

Sunday, July 18, 2004

MY LUCKIEST DAY!

HEY PEOPLE!!!!! IM EXTREMELY, EXTREMELY, EXTREMELY.. HAPPY TODAY!!!!!!!!
1st happiness: i left home for sch n i saw the white cat at my blk... it is soooooo cute!!!! n lovely!!!! my dad went to touch him also.. hehez.. but i didnt lah.. coz bit scare.. heez.. but so happy to see the cat.. coz this few days nve get to see him (tts the cat) heez... okiex.. then took the eng compo test.. hmm.. kinda diff. but nvm.. completed after all.. den went to canteen with angela..
2nd happiness: And we saw Mdm Sim's youngest son.. he was the baby in Mdm Sim carrying when i was sec2..  He is sooo adorable.. he played with my rubber band.. haha! den i carry him.. but not beri gd position lah.. haha.. den angela n me hold his hands n went to buy drink 4 him.. i bought 4 him n let him drink.. haha.. he gave a very cute xpression when he drink.. muz be the drink too cold.. den i said i wana drink.. n he gave me.. hehe! so nice right.. he is only 2yrs old.. call Alestier (dont know correct spelling not) Aniway, he even gave each of us a hug before we left.. haha so nice.. o yah, hweechin carried him for quite a long time.. waha.. chin ah.. got the ability man.. skill wor.. haha! im so happy..
3rd happiness: This is the best!!!! After having dinner with my parents.. i was wanting to go home.. but my mom asked me to accompany to the coffeeshop nxt to my blk to take away for my sis.. so i accompanied her.. den when i stepped into the coffeeshop.... the first man whom i made eye contact with.. is... PHILIP SUNG!!! waahhhh... guess wad! the clock seems to stop at that time.. everytime bside me seems to be in stationary too.. my heart was pounding xtremely fast!!! my legs got numb n i went to a table diagonal to him n sat down.. i kept peeping at him.. of coz he was with lizhen which made me... argg.. fine! haha.. but nvm.. i used a lady's head to block my view of lizhen n i looked at philip.. hahaa.. he is so handsome.. so charming.. i guess he somehow remmber me bah.. coz i  talked to him b4 mah.. heehz.. den lizhen looked at me too.. i guess mayb philip asked him to look.. hahaha! well, aniway.. i called angela.. msg fairus.. n called hweechin too! to let them noe that.. haha!! i was xtremely happi.. can u understand my feelings??!!! someone whom u like.. whom u nve seen him for months.. whom u always nve get to see him which u tot u would (exp. first aid comp).. whom live far from u.. n u saw him!!! made eye contact!! n somemore at somewhr near ur house!! wahhaa.. the feeling is so true when we made eye contact.. is this called destiny??? fate??? hehez.. muz be lah! haha.. i dont blame him for not tokin to me.. coz he also rarely get to see me in st john.. hmm.. n talked 3times only.. heez.. oh yah, i guess lizhen n him gona break soon man! haha.. coz they like nve talk leh.. while sitting.. so quiet.. muz b no topic lah!! wahhaa! =x hmm... Philip was wearing a blue n white strip shirt with collar.. a knee length shorts.. slippers which he took them off.. waahha!! so cute right.. haha i will not 4get this day!!! I FEEL WONDERFUL~ IN HEAVEN~~
TOday Im reaLi LUCKY!! got so much nice surprises happening.. hehez!!! im reali reali over the moon now.. oh yah, when i saw philip.. haha.. my legs numb, tears wana dripped out, saliva kept coming out, mouth cant stop smiling or grinning, n seems to hav flu n kept perspiring!! =)
heehee.. ppl, i guess u all muz b thinking im crazy rite.. but im reali happy.. thanks 4 letting me to share my happiness with u all! May i have such happy days again! 17/07/04 6.55pm i saw philip. =)  happy shalala~ its so nice to be happy~ shalala~ laallaa~~ heez


Saturday, July 17, 2004

ThOsE BaChELOrS..

hMmm.. im getting sick n tired of blogging n posting manx.. cant find nice template.. n dont know how to create.. so bo liao ah.. but of coz Jes kept pestering me to write.. whahaa! =x so i type some words here.. heez.. well, i cant recall much wad reali happen this week.. i guess nothing actuali gave me a deep inpression thats y i cant call to anithg now =) Same old stuffs all the time.. study study, homework homework, schooL~
im now watching bachelor 'women tell it all'.. hmm.. kinda sianx.. coz i check out the net n realised bob chose Estalla n gave her a 'promise' ring n not a proposal.. but but but in the end.. he broke the promise.. n now engage with a actress... ISNT IT STUPID?! he played the bachelor in this show.. met 25 pretty ladies.. and ended up breaking promises to all!~ he is such a freak.. then wad 4 joining this show.. still didnt find his true love n lifelong partner wad.. in actuali, all bachelor didnt be with the lady they chose at the finale.. for 1st bachelor, Alex i not so sure.. coz nve watch.. but know that they broke off too.. 2nd is most handsome bachelor, Aaron, he n Helene broke off the engagement becoz they realised they r not competible.. somemore is Aaron want it first! oh manx.. wad a manx he is.. duhz!! 3rd bachelor is Andrew firestone.. wooOo rich manx.. haha! well, in the end also broke the engagement with Jen.. which is most shocking.. coz Jen is the best lady most of the ppl think.. she is nice n not hypocrite type.  And now is Bob.. the 4th bachelor.. broke the promise n engage with a actress~~~~~ hmm.. i hate those endings.. but juz lk to watch the show.. wahaha.. oh yah the bachelorette! Trista.. married Ryan.. wahhh.. their wedding is WONDERFUL~~~~ my my goodness.. i cried while watching sehx.. its so romantic.. with all the vows.. the sand thgy.. remmber?! haha.. i want them! wahhaa.. heez. i check the net n some said they divorced a yr lata.. but not comfirm.. aniway Trista walk down the aisle right.. haha.. consider a greater step taken more than the bachelors.. haha
Oright.. muz go rest le.. tml still gota take Eng Compo test.. n the worst thgy is that my mum dont know kept all my workshts including the word lists Ranjit gave...!! sobx!! hopefully can pass ah~ heez
 

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

LaLa~ my Fav FoOd.. LaLa~

hEyx.. baCk for bLogging againx.. hMmm.. well, yesterday aftEr sch, it was raining heavily!!! n guess wad.. i asked weibin to lend me his unbrella.. haha! n he lent!! im so touched.. wahhaha.. but he insisted that he lent coz i forced him.. heez heez.. dont care! den hweechin n angela shared that umbrella n i shared with simin.. hhaa.. it was damn funny lohx.. den when we part with simin.. i was supposed to share with angela n chin.. wah piang eh.. we squeezed under tt unbrella.. sooooo funny!!!! ended up chin keep kena the rain.. haha!
weLL, as for today.. nth much happened.. juz fad up with alfred manx.. keep blaming peiyan n me for suggesting to do chem tys essays Qns.. but hellO~ since he so clever dont wan, den why didnt he suggest to teacher also?! =P bloody hell.. aniway, u hav to do it sooner or lata right.. i of coz talk back to him lah.. n he got nth to say in the end.. ~~~~~ made my day spoilt a while juz 4 that.. in the end, angela n norlela also agreed with me that do essays better.. SEE!!!! =P
hMmmm.. den for dinner i went to the kopi tiam opp. my block with my mum.. it juz changed owner.. so quite a lot of new stalls.. wahaha! all the food looked nice manx.. o yah! and now its 24hrs kopi tiam.. yeah~ nxtime n ask ppl come here n eat supper or talk talk at nite.. hehez! shiok ah! hmmm.. i looked at the meepok n fishball mee.. wahhh....!!!! tts my fav. too.. but ended up eating mix veg. rice.. coz got lala! hehee! but!!! my mum dont allow me to eat that.. ~~ say wad i nve take hepatitis B jab.. so cannot eat too much of it.. but i LOVE IT~ aniway, the rice n veg also not bad lahx.. =) hMm.. n it rained damned heavily juz now.. coOLing~ manx..i watched the rain outside my house.. wahh.. nicenice.. but lk a lot of haze.. drivers muz b careful manx.. okiex, nth much le.. update nxtime~

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...