Sunday, November 21, 2004

snco meeting

Just back from 23rd St John Ambulance Brigade Senior NCOs Training Camp's meeting. Sick. Sick. Sick. I'm so disappointed. What can i say? Backout?! No way! Its not the correct way of a responsible trainer. Then how?! Disappointed! Disappointed! I'm SO DISAPPOINTED! Its so disappointing!
First of all, what!!! 3 out of 15 trainees from Tampines Sec came for this meeting! I understand that there were 4 of them that went for public duty. Then how about the rest? the 8 of them? Come'on that's not what I have expected. Is it because I wasnt involved in any sjab activities for such a long time and I'm like lost contact from everyone of them? Haiz.
Next, I'm actually very happy with my post, as an assistant group advisor. However, guess what! Group advisor, which is my head, is Benjamin Tan. Sick. Sick. Sick. He's a weird, crazy fellow! What can i say?! And he is driving me mad with all his bombastic words! Although he can be really funny sometimes, he's a weirdo, sicko. Ha Ha. How bad I am to say that huh. Just diappointing not to have Chong Boon instead. I'm sad.
Then its the whole atmosphere. Maybe because there were only 3 of us as trainers from TPSS (Vanessa, Angela & Me) at the St John HeadQuarters just now. So it was hard to blend in with the rest of the officers from other schools. They were joking among themselves more. Though I have worked with them before during last year's Junior NCOs Training Camp, I just don't feel very right. Afterall, Im not close to them as much as they are close among themselves.
Alright! So I'm trying to adapt to that kind of atmosphere and situation. But before that, I hope that I can enjoy myself first since its like after Os. And of cause, get ready the graduation night stuffs! yeah! =)
God Bless All.

Saturday, November 20, 2004

O's OVER!!!

yOz yOz yOz!!! Whahahaa!! MuuAHahaha!! Well, 19th of Nov!! O's is OVER!!! Phew!~ Its OVER! Finally manx!!! This three weeks were a torture! Stress, nervous, anxious were shown all over my face! What the heck manx.. Luckily, 3weeks flew past just like that. However, still have to wait till next year to get back the results. So its still somehow 'not done yet'. I'm not really as happy as i thought i will be after the exams. In fact, I feel nothing. ~
Well, now got to get ready all the stuffs for graduation night!!! haha! Buy shoes, buy earings, buy bangles, buy necklace, cut hair.. what else? O, I'm going to wear my sis's dress. No choice ah, must cut cost!! I very thrifty ok! =P Hmm.. that's all for now.
St John 23th Senior NCOs Training Camp coming!!! Yeah! Ha Ha, now going in as assistant training commandant.. heez. Trainer wor, so excited, because Sir Philip is going too!!! mUhahaha! Alright! not really lah, nothing to do with him! haha, I'm just excited to 'touch' St John activities. So long never mention, handle, see anything associate to SJAB manx! Miss it ah! HaHa!

Alright, look at the table now. So clean huh! Only my hp. Ha Ha!


I just cleared the table.


HaHa, look how happy they are for me! Heez.

Sunday, November 07, 2004

pictures

Hey! Have not been posting for the pass few days. Sorry about that. Anyway, life is so monotonous. Nothing special and exciting. Examinations in progress. Hence, its kind of bored. All I do is eat, shit, sleep, study and play hula hoop. Ha Ha. What else can I do. O yeah, i took some pictures! Ha Ha, they are lame. Alright, show it to ya!


Ha Ha, that's the table i use to do all my homework & revision. Saw the calculators? Ha, they belong to my cousins. So nice of them to lend it to my Mum? or me? heez Thanks JiaFen & Ian!


Ohh.. Baby Baby, haha! They are my bestest bud!! SO LOVING!!! MMMmuUaCk!! Luv Em!


Well, my Hp hardly rang this few days. So sad.. haha! Beside it is a nod-nod-head. All it does is to nod its head. haha! So u can ask him all sorts of Qns and he only answer u YES! heez.


Alright, this is irritating me. Its dirty, smelling and ugly! hA hA!


See!!! Even Doraemon-sters feel bored =)


How can i miss out my lovely, cutey, funny, little thing. Heez. His name is PorPor. I love him!! MuAck!

HaHa, that's my photo gallary. OK Ok, I shall update again some other time!~


Sunday, October 31, 2004

practicals' reflections.

Well, finally practicals are over. Aww'' it would be sad not being able to return to our school's laboratory anymore. Ha Ha! Okay, Its now time for reflections on the practicals.
Thurs (21/10) - Chemistry. Alright, Iwas even more apprehensive than I am for my prelim practicals. I was reminding myself to rinse the burette and pipette with chemicals. Ha Ha which i did not do it during normal Chem practicals. In actual, nothing bad turned out that day. It was like what Mdm Zarinah had said 'do-able'.
Tues (26/10) - Physics. Ha Ha. When i entered the lab, "What?! circuit!" haha that was my first reaction. Bascially the circuit part was manageable. However, the method2, oh my gut! I did not know how to hang the mass and newton-meter on the retord stand! I was panickedLuckily, the examiner happened to 'keblakang bu-sing' (turn 180degrees) at my bench! wahahaa!! Guess what I did?! I looked left, looked right lah! Ha Ha! Sorry I admit I cheated. Heez. And thanks to Jianli. I was directly staring at his set-up. (He was sitting at 2 benches b4 me) Ha Ha! And I managed to set up the experiment. "Heng Ah!" I sweat! Ha Ha! I was really perspiring like hell. So in the end, luck was on my side. Thank God.
Thurs (28/10) - Biology. "wah seh, why is there a prawn?" exclaimed Jianli. Ha Ha, he said that when we were already in the lab. Anyway, I did not look at the bench when I entered, so I was surprised! I turned around and saw a raw prawn on every bench. Ha Ha, luckily we were just supposed to draw w/o labelling. O yeah, there was food test too. Mr Hafiz spotted it. Hence, we were all quite good at the testing part. The problem lies with the naming of the A,B,C,D. Okay, nothing much more surprising then the prawn happened that day. (Anyway, the past few yrs was handling rice grains, leaves, celeries, cucumbers and kiwi. No seafood before. So it was indeed something new.)
Well, that's all I've got to say for the practicals. I can't wait for Os to end!!! I need a BREAK badly!!! .zZz O yeah! Christopher Lee is OUT! mUhaahhaa!! Finally man! In fact, he should be out before David & Maia! Well, He wasn't that bad, but he sounded worse than David n Maia, that's why. Guess what! I'm falling in love with my pen, pencil, textbooks, tys, thickbook.. !! Ha Ha! Because I keep having this 'guilty' feeling once I let go of them. Ha Ha.. yeah, I'm feeling it right now. Nutz me. I'm weird. When my Mom asked me what I want for my dinner. I told her crocodile meat. Heez. Pig's leg will do too. Haa.. I'm going crazy~
*Reminder: If you want to see Wong Liling's baby, do tune in to Channel News Asia tomorrow at 8.30 p.m. on Here's looking you, Baby. =)

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

stomach ache

Okay, I'm having sleepless nights and gastric aches this few days. What the hell went wrong? Well, I guess I'm stressed, that's why I couldn't sleep well. What about the butterflies in my stomach? Duhz.. Did it went in through my mouth when I was sleeping? Ha Ha. Alright, maybe I really should go for a check-up. I suspect I'm suffering from maybe stomach cancer, gastric ulcers or stomach infection? I get diahhoea very often and gastric pains. Its not as if I eating too much, not eating or eating unhygienic food. Last night I woke up in the middle of the night, and my stomach ached! Oh shit right! I hate to go toilet at night. Cockroaches & lizards come out at that time! So i endured and endured. In the end, zZZzZ! heez. Woke up this morning, shit a little. Still pain! Went toilet again, and shit a little again! haha! (sorry if you're eating while reading) What seh, painful and can't shit properly! And yesterday came home after Physics practical. I'm deadbeat. However, i forced myself to stay awake. Because I don't want to sleep in the afternoon and can't sleep at night! 0_O Staying awake. I was really sleepy at 6pm but i strived! haha. After studying and watching pi li huo, at around 12pm, I went to sleep. zzZzZ Cannot make it! I couldn't sleep! WHY!! I was supposed to be extremely exhausted, but I just couldn't fall asleep. I flipped and flopped till 1am++ then I became unconscious. heez. So sickening, I want to sleep and shit properly!!! arhhhH! Ha Ha! Alright, got to go buck up my Biology. Heez. =P Cya!

Sunday, October 24, 2004

Singapore Idol~

What the heck! Maia is out of the competition? Come'on this is a sucking Singapore Idol contest.. I lost my favourite David Yeo!!! and now its Maia!!! Guess what, next should most probably be Sylvester or Leandra!! Because its simply based on whose the richest and not whose the most talented! This is shit! Can the Christopher sings? No! Can Daphne sings? No! These two should be out before David and Maia!! Just because they are rich, they are still in! As for Taufiq, he performed much better this few weeks, furthermore he is handsome and has the looks for an idol. And Olinder, she does not really has the looks to be an idol but she can sing, and she sings pretty well. Anyway, she is rich. Leandra looked sick on this few weeks performances. She looked as if she's troubled. Thus made her singing goes from good to bad and bad to worse. In my opinion, Sylvester should win. He sings very well, he is likeable by all and he has what the rest of the contestants don't have, which is the X-factor. He just have to improve on his appearance and attire. Well, this Singapore Idol just pissed me off. Its unfair and injustice! Alright, no more comments. I just hope Sylvester will win.

Friday, October 22, 2004

Os..

Yeah! 'O's ending in roughly a month time! 19th Nov! Haha, I'm not counting down to the start of the examinations rather, I'm counting down to the END! mUhaha! The thought of ending my Secondary life is simply so cooooooool! I've been yearning for it for 2yrs! And its just going to end in a month time!! wooo weee!! This is great! However, come'on, have to tackle the exams first right. Awwww'''..
Looking forward to something really nice, good, brilliant will actually helps time to 'pass' faster. That's what I think though. A month??!! What the heck! I've been in this world for 16years 7months and 29days! haha! A month is nothing! Its gonna pass very quickly.. I hope. *grin
Alright, nothing much more interesting than Os.. Haha! Wish me luck ya? =)

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...