unbeatable.

today's open house was very crowded! most rewarding part is the milo van at ntu!! hahaa.. can imagine if kit kenz were there too, we'll drink more than wad we drank on our sports day! miss dat taste! fantastic! then it was so coincidental to meet my 'pro' colleague, and many jc friends and ex classmates!!
very long yet worthing trip.

went back tpss at night to visit.
mdm sim! thanks for the camp, i get to meet her. thought that it wouldnt be nice for me to leave just like that. and true enough. it was what she has said that inspired me more. dat was wad i want to see in all teachers as well. the confidence they have in you, the appreciation they show, and the support they're giving just cant stop me from wanting to help her more. no doubt, she has enlightened me, in a very motherly way.
the cadets! it feels so homely to see them again! and guess wad! the smiles on their faces when they see me made me feel so guilty for not doing enough for them!
my juniors and mates! they definitely can become great successors of tpss! gotta groom one first before leaving isnt it! esp now that im already the solo man in training. i wouldnt want to leave, and put grace n chin in difficult situation. i surely dont wish to instigate them to leave as well.
so, they've given me the answer again. =)

ah. that means im left with lesser days for myself! hmm. but still my courses! so excited to go for my first interest course next week! finally get the time and freedom to learn something i want! gotta do more before uni begins..

spreeee!

today's leave was well spent.
visited mr teh tarik again! wohoo! nice and economical teh you can find in raffles!
of course, its the cheeseeee baked rice at bugis which angela recommanded us that can still make me salivate now! hahaa. shiok! oh, it was my treat! ;) and hweechin's one soon.. hee
thats my last piece of cheeseeee...

shopping was fun especially when the pay comes in! though there's an increase in my atm, im still very picky with the stuffs i bought! sourcing for the most worth goods was tedious but the sense of satisfaction was great!
解脱 is the best song for me now. it feels like god has removed the rock that has fallen on me since the year begins. just when ive blamed van and angela for not pulling us away as well, i made it. moving away from the politcally corrupted place is the right thing a best man should do. haa. offensive? well. then i might be referring to u.
sj has taught me to lie. made me lie. and proved me wrong when im honest. irony? yea. at first i disagreed. but now im fully convinced. by the ugly dirty hands ive seen.
in fact, im starting to appreciate the phrase 'blessing in disguise'. after two years of experiences, many came to me and say "you're heng!". =) thankew.
bioengine, chem engine, environmental engine, biological sci, life sci, biochem, food sci.. im thinking of wad to study in uni! haha. but i should be glad that im given choices. its definitely better than some people who may never get to make this choice.
(*wink to angela n chin)

chin went for our fantastic agent! ;)

heave a sigh of relief

im satisfied. its good enough.
finally. im there. yes there.
thank god. thank everyone. thank you.
pls bless my friends too.

the end of feb

this morning, an article caught my eyes!
"Eau natural is a turn-on" - mind your body (the straits times)
Eau refers to water. natural water that can outsell high-end branded perfumes!
"women can be sexually aroused and their moods greatly improved by sniffing male sweat!" haa. incredible right!
"androstadienone is a derivative of testosterone that is found in male sweat and other body secretions."Sniffing androstadienone can stimulate the secretion of cortisol by the body to "help maintain proper arousal and sense of well-being, respond to stress and other functions."
haa. i was on the train and i tried hard to hold my laughters! its highly questionable! and i just realised ive not been visiting gym for quite some time!
but well, it depends on which male's sweat right! haa. i can visualise a few macho hunks already! haa! anyway, i just cant erase the thought of one incident when i was a sec2 cadet in stjohn! oh no. i fall-in beside this guy for speechday parade, and the odour was.. marvelous! i suffocated. xp
oh yah. and there was a day, my squadmate bought him a body odourant!! or did chin took it instead? haa! cant really remember the details! but it was hilarious!
ah. just feel like turning back the time, to when i was sec2! its the best time in stjohn! trained hard for jnco, fac, speechday goh.. away from politics, indulge in officers favours, create all forms of prejudicing.. ahh. childish in a way. amusing in another.

whats left behind

was reading this article about finding the job that u love the most. which is practically impossible. it intrigue me and i read on further.
there is no work or job that u'll forever love to do. in fact, what makes u stay on to work on it, is the environment.
environment involves the people around you. if you're happy with them. they become your motivation that help to generate your interest in work everyday! of course, vice versa can happen which u need to avert from to keep yourself in the correct mental state (to work).
all in all, relationship is a point of paramount significance.

its beyond words for me to express my gratitude and appreciation to those who actually remember my bday. u know it warms my heart so so so so.. much to receive email bday card. call. msn prompt. sms. its late but better den never that i realised these people care. u guys made me care a lot for u too. and i really hope u guys are doing very very well in life. most of them are my secondary school mates. thank u even though if u get to know my bday through friendster or bday calenders. haa. its the thought that counts.
which proves to me that your genuine thoughts are more precious that your physical presence.
sometimes, feeling it is much better than seeing it.

20 02 2007

today im so touched to receive every single birthday messages from my friends! thank you so much.
i find it especially thoughtful of 2 guys to call me! haa. my secondary friends! thank u!
oh. and one that just wished me on msn! haa. so nice to wait till exactly 12am to be the last to wish me. "no pple wan to be last ..so i take it ... at least i can be the one" oh god. im touched. =) thank you guys!
Honestly i wanted a silent bday this yr. since my parents going for some oldies musical and my sis is definitely out for mahjong. so it will be nice to just stay at home and lately i have been feeling rather reserved. haa.
anyway, guess my dad was remorseful for not being at home for my bday, he brought my mum and i to the kranji turf club!
look! im excited!!
im 18!! haa. no im 19 already!! my first time into turf club!
its the first singapore race in this lunar new year!
ha. wadever! the main point is, its my first visit!






at the lower grandstand.

look! im standing right infront where the horses ran passed me and towards the end!! wohoo!

the uncles there will only start shouting when its nearing the end. its fun lah! haa. i get very excited too!

oh! the first horse i chose was a no.5 horse called cabana. it turned up 3rd! =)

ok. see the white horse and a man in red on it? dad said its the lead horse. the white horse will lead the horses into the racing area. the other black horses will some sort of respect and follow these white horses!

so cool! i wanted to take picture with them! but haa. i doubt its allowed. so i took these pics off from my hp.

so like i said. im the master of surprise! haa. chin's and angela's plan was foiled. i discovered. ha.

thanks for coming though.

just nice. the end.

lunar new year!

the chinese new year bells are ringing!!
anyway, is there such a phrase? heard of xmas bells so i guess there is! haa.
if my grandparents or even greatgrandparents are still around, they'll definitely be glad that ourextended family is so united.
i just love the sight where most of my aunts (including my mum) are helping out at the kitchen.
the scene made me feel warm all over.

sentosa flowers!

the bangalah are so detestable!! makes me sick.







look at the lightings at tampines! the whole stretch of road is so beautiful and colourful!!

river angbao; crossed the so-called lovers bridge.












my animal! HUAT AH!

i just realised my mum cant smile in pics! haa. she claimed that smiling will make her mouth looks wider and bigger!
ahh.. i see!







reunion dinner again after i blogged! same people but i love them all! so much better den "the other side".
yea. my birthday bells are ringing too! hee!
whats meant to be and whats not?