alright! just finished area cleaning. my bunk looks sparkling clean and neat! hahaa.
went ikea last night with my hall mates. bought a stool and a dog food bowl. hall life is quite exciting i guess. supper, mahjong, bridge and talk c*** at night. oh, the guys play hide and seek as well! they hid our shoes somewhere and we're supposed to find them with a clue writtened on the chalkboard on 4th floor. haa. childish u may think. but i thought it reminds me of my childhood memories.
hall has a lot of guys. by the way, im in block c. and as usual, camp is always scandalous for me. chong boon. philip. pia leong. huawei. etc. and im not spared in this hall camp either!
well, i merely said that they are good looking. in fact, that's about it. anyway, angela thinks that im dumb. thanks.
lectures gona start on monday! and im totally not prepared. this time round, there isnt any feeling of "school's begin!". and definitely u have no teachers in school to lead you to your lt. hahaa. im both anxious and nervous.
going down to padang later to support rag! yea man. i really think sheares will win this time! our float and dance looks fabulously pretty! and if you look carefully at the float, every bits and pieces are folded/painted/cut/tear and then stick on. well, i helped a bit larh. i really appreciate the committee's effort and passion for rag, but, im old bird already man. i cannot cannot and dont know how to commit myself into such big events again. they give me goosebumps! hate it simply.
i love reading! i love running! but i dont think i have the time for them in hall. haii. that's sad. and my poor david baldacci has been sitting on my table for the past week w/o me touching it. oh man.
bless all my beloved ones.
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Thursday, August 09, 2007
sheares hall
a one week orientation camp has just come to an end. or should i say, its only the beginning of my new life in university.
honestly, i cant believe that i can endure through this camp! the duration, and the fact that ive no one that i know in the camp makes me feel pretty much like a "shit".
of course, there are plenty of moments where i was cursing and swearing at myself. those times where i felt tortured. felt cheated. felt stupid. nevertheless, flashbacks on previous camps that ive attended made me felt even worse at that instant. well, i simply hate to orientate. especially as a freshman.
on the other hand, i am really fortunate to be blessed with a few friendly affable jovial hostel mates and faculty mates. they have inevitably become my pillar of support. encouraging me to persevere. i wont deny that there were times where my face was as 'black' as bao qing tian. i tried to lie to my subconsciousness that i can relax and enjoy the camp. however, it all just didnt work at that times. piqued. i almost walked out.
first day of hall life was bad. inability to adapt to the room. but, the following day was good. and now im used to it. of course, i havent forget what happened last week.
came nus with ben and angela. i had a good laugh finally, after so long. thanks for taking the wrong route. thanks for cleaning my room and carrying out bunk inspection. thanks for the subway lunch. thanks for all the jokes, and the accompany. im sure gona miss it somehow.
just did quite a lot for rag and flag. hopefully we'll win the war this time! finished with bidding of modules for sem1. yeah! off to my bunk bed. ha.
honestly, i cant believe that i can endure through this camp! the duration, and the fact that ive no one that i know in the camp makes me feel pretty much like a "shit".
of course, there are plenty of moments where i was cursing and swearing at myself. those times where i felt tortured. felt cheated. felt stupid. nevertheless, flashbacks on previous camps that ive attended made me felt even worse at that instant. well, i simply hate to orientate. especially as a freshman.
on the other hand, i am really fortunate to be blessed with a few friendly affable jovial hostel mates and faculty mates. they have inevitably become my pillar of support. encouraging me to persevere. i wont deny that there were times where my face was as 'black' as bao qing tian. i tried to lie to my subconsciousness that i can relax and enjoy the camp. however, it all just didnt work at that times. piqued. i almost walked out.
first day of hall life was bad. inability to adapt to the room. but, the following day was good. and now im used to it. of course, i havent forget what happened last week.
came nus with ben and angela. i had a good laugh finally, after so long. thanks for taking the wrong route. thanks for cleaning my room and carrying out bunk inspection. thanks for the subway lunch. thanks for all the jokes, and the accompany. im sure gona miss it somehow.
just did quite a lot for rag and flag. hopefully we'll win the war this time! finished with bidding of modules for sem1. yeah! off to my bunk bed. ha.
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
im screaming!! from inside.

if you love reading, love novels, love thrillers, love mysteries, this book is highly recommended! absolutely intriguing!
Simple Genius by David Baldacci

met up with angela after her pok outbreak! and again the next day with fat! once again, nostalgical feelings kicked in. missed the "golden years".
oh god. my stomach cramping and my limbs going numb! the cause: attend zone meeting
this isnt a real good feeling ok. i hate it especially when i don't see any advantages for myself. oh god. i think i totally screw up the whole event. how to present?! im in for it! probably getting shoot real badly later! ah. now i know, szeling, you're right man! as long as you're in sj, you remain slim! spoiling my apetitite and mood. ah! why am i so afraid of it? damn it!
i dont have armour. no armies for defence. its a one-man show. bless me.
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
i wana go back!
i havent been blogging for quite some time.
an eye-opening experience that i will never ever going to forget.
my og: Afro- Alvar! we're the best og of our house ok!!!

albeit the stinko self, we went dxo! hahaa. it was my 2nd clubbing experience. and i think i have enough of dxo! hahaa.
and yea. im back! but im not going to elaborate a lot on the past weeksss. i generalised it with "i've enjoyed it!".
first: i went overseas for a week! yea baby. that's like my first time in 19years taking a plane! soo excited and nerve-cracking for me. hee.

the plane left the "clean"and green singapore and brought me to a paradise.
an eye-opening experience that i will never ever going to forget.second: i came back from holiday and i bang straight into nus arts camp! yo yo wasup yo! that was the coolest camp i've ever been! the ogls, the house leaders, the freshies are all so high!! well, of cause, your truly, can live w/o food and water but not w/o sleep!! so i was freaking tired and irritated (i admit) when they delayed my bedtime. hee!
my og: Afro- Alvar! we're the best og of our house ok!!!
albeit the stinko self, we went dxo! hahaa. it was my 2nd clubbing experience. and i think i have enough of dxo! hahaa. alright. then after holiday and camp, its back to reality. i was turned from a princess back into a frog! hahaa.
its work and stjohn once again. work has been fine. luck was with me and i managed to make quite some deals. thank god.
but stjohn was (and it still is) on the other extreme. i had many unresolved, open-ended cases to clear. ugh. ah. that's sick.
and recently ive just found out that leslie has quit! its an unexpected tragedy. well, tpsjab has definitely loss someone who is willing to bulwark it whenever its in need. after all, i've worked with him and i think its quite a pity. anyway, goodluck to his future endeavours. we're still young and fresh, and are definitely capable of venturing into something new! (i really think so, and its making me follow suit! shit!)
so back to tpsjab. it has been really hard on grace to cover everything as a successor of leslie. i really hope she has gained enough experiences from him and is able to hold the corps together still. (in fact, it seems like i've drifted real far)
well. come to think, i am indeed immensely exceptionally extremely truly greatly lucky blessed fortunate to miss my grade6 officer rank twice!! don't smell any sarcasm because i really find it a blessing in disguise!! look at all the work that an officer has to take! omg. my responsibilities would definitely have been greater if i was promoted! im becoming really reluctant to even touch sj stuffs! furthermore, look at all the faces that officers have to bear. omg. im an unassuming person. (haha i think so) hence, sometimes, acting can be really tiring. and its absolutely a downright hypocrite to act in sj! (i can see many ppl are/at least were still like that though) oh yarh! and after two years of my failed attempts to become an officer, many seniors have come to realise how "capable" the others whom they chose to pass are. like what i've always say, it is not possible to accurately determine someone without truly comprehending him. yea. thats roughly wad sj was all about for me.
hahaa. good times never last. bad times won't either! ;) its another month to university life!! im staying in hostel! so anyone gotten their hostel too?
nus, here i come! =D
Saturday, June 16, 2007
Sunday, June 10, 2007
The Cronies

albeit the routine (7am) wake today, i still have the adrenaline rush in me! (thx to the cake, or the ppl?! haa!)
nus campus tour was quitee.. monotonous. basically roaming around the campus from faculty to faculty with an empty stomach. but its still gd to know which fac has the best food!
for eg, fac of arts and ss has the best canteen (newly renovated, the only one with aircon!), engine's canteen is next! (cheap and gd indon food, western pastas, and the only canteen which sells mango juice thats not diluted!) and fac of sci has the worse canteen (where most of the students would rather migrate to arts or engine for their meals!) haa.
nus is super near to vivo! (that may not be a gd thing after year1..) bus10 takes us around 15mins. what a fantastic dinner i had with my 1e3/2e3 clique!! oh gosh. slap me. im so happy to see them happy! haa.
im really lucky to be blessed with these mates! i was really feeling nostalgic just now (and now again) haa. that's girl. always more emo. but i believe the guys were equally satisfied! =D
well, unfortunately, certain people (xia! nie! pc! wk! sel!) couldnt turn up, if not it would be reallll good! but its ok. a chalet is coming up in sept! get to meet again! hee! super nice to be close to my 6yrs frens still! love them all!
the birthday man (in-advance!) ha. super shui right! =)

after cutting the cake, we gave wc the biggest piece! (for he claimed to be really hungry still after finishing his lagazna)

see the diff. b/w my cake and wc's?! haa. anyw, opp mine is an's! haa. she deserved it man! she asked for that piece for she said tts the smallest one (in da end, its not small at all!) haahaa!
and look! he finished it!!
and was proud of it!
dining at secret recipe is a one in a lifetime thing. main course/service sux. =)


the girls of da day:

nus campus tour was quitee.. monotonous. basically roaming around the campus from faculty to faculty with an empty stomach. but its still gd to know which fac has the best food!
for eg, fac of arts and ss has the best canteen (newly renovated, the only one with aircon!), engine's canteen is next! (cheap and gd indon food, western pastas, and the only canteen which sells mango juice thats not diluted!) and fac of sci has the worse canteen (where most of the students would rather migrate to arts or engine for their meals!) haa.
nus is super near to vivo! (that may not be a gd thing after year1..) bus10 takes us around 15mins. what a fantastic dinner i had with my 1e3/2e3 clique!! oh gosh. slap me. im so happy to see them happy! haa.
im really lucky to be blessed with these mates! i was really feeling nostalgic just now (and now again) haa. that's girl. always more emo. but i believe the guys were equally satisfied! =D
well, unfortunately, certain people (xia! nie! pc! wk! sel!) couldnt turn up, if not it would be reallll good! but its ok. a chalet is coming up in sept! get to meet again! hee! super nice to be close to my 6yrs frens still! love them all!
the birthday man (in-advance!) ha. super shui right! =)

after cutting the cake, we gave wc the biggest piece! (for he claimed to be really hungry still after finishing his lagazna)
see the diff. b/w my cake and wc's?! haa. anyw, opp mine is an's! haa. she deserved it man! she asked for that piece for she said tts the smallest one (in da end, its not small at all!) haahaa!
and look! he finished it!!
and was proud of it!dining at secret recipe is a one in a lifetime thing. main course/service sux. =)


the girls of da day:

somehow, the guys wana take a cool picture too.. (judge it yrself! ;) ) lol
xr and me! he looks angmoh eh?

he's my favourite! =D (i personally think this is the best pic!) romantic eh?
Friday, June 01, 2007
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