in my name

would u say yes
when your no is diminishing
yet others no is overpowering
and u can only stares back at yourself
with whispers of
unknown

wheres my rainbow..
im missing it

wheres my real smile

i see sadness
i see disappointment
i see stupidity
through my own eyes

wheres the sparkle in your eyes

lost. still.

so it was nothing
like i knew it
.

cold wind blows

the nights so quiet.
why follow.
mind blank.
heart sank.

how long will this last

u can bring it up and bring it down

im willing to trade to be myself
why am i so unhappy when i can be otherwise

how long is this going to last

blame me.
hate me.
love me.

its weird seeing u again.
its often once in a year.
it feels weirder to call u.
and i thought i wont even bother to listen to you.
but apparently, i was saying a lot to you.
and they came from my heart.

like a full moon

shade some light
somethings glowing
aint too sure
but u'll realize it shines brightly
when surroundings are dark

heartfelt.
will u say?