say or show

to the tiniest beam of light that im still holding on
where are you directing me to
will there be an array of colours
which is imaginable yet never seem achievable
hasten the speed of light
before darkness starts domineering
when i not only lose you, but the world.

so fast 112299

on the very day.
my life has changed.
for better or worse.
9 years have shown.
unpredictable future. uncontrollable destiny.
follows me, carries me.
the scar that lives with me.

just wana say thanks to my family

cause i need what i want

make no difference in needs and wants.

i should

its only without hopes dreams and wishes, where disappointment wouldnt set in.

stop beating..

silent night

if only we can see, and know exactly whats going on at the other side of the world.
that will really cause much lesser misery and loominess hovering around each and every area filled with uncertainties and troubles.
if only we can exercise transparency and make every thoughts a see-through.
wouldnt that make the world more understood and less confused.

3mths left

last

im swearing.
right inside me.
as i sat there. stood there.
mindless. aimless.
wtf.

im feeling the change. do u?

haemorrhaging

it was so strong
into the eyes.
direct and without a trace of dishonesty.
overwhelmed of the unspoken.
hope that i can dig it out.
leave it farfar away.
so that im sure
there not exist, what i felt.

-no-


You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

So close to reaching that famous happy ending
Almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close So close
And still so far