Tuesday, March 10, 2009

true

happy 25th anniversary.


waiting all my life
to cross this line
just to find that
its just aint enough

Saturday, March 07, 2009

Thursday, March 05, 2009

myself

in a moments time,
i will look back,
and agree that i was being stupid and childish.

can the moment come fast..
please..

lost

okies. im affected.

still seems

response came faster than expected
unanswerable questions and doubts
flying pass the minute brain
diluting all that was once held

white lies help..
pls lie to me


05s07


Wednesday, March 04, 2009

dont read up

theres always reasons to love
cos u never know wads gona come
wads coming after
and u may have yet to know how the pain aches in the heart

almost everyday everynight
even the tiniest minute sometimes
u look at the texts and all thats running in your mind were nonsense
every decision every steps dont seem to matter anymore
cos the rain is coming and the days are ending
for me too


try recalling the last time u felt the elation of actually receiving something that u thought you can only imagine

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

would u sell

i havent buy myself a birthday gift.
but how much can i afford.

fitted in my mummy's wedding qipao of 25 years.

then, i wondered through my wonderland..

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...