let it be as long as you're happy

i talked when you speak to someone else
i looked at you when you look at someone else
i smiled when you smile at someone else

i think

im growing

directory need

too many to disbelieve
too many to disuade
too many to talk to
too many to speak of
too many to unveil
too many to bless

i cant change anything
but im sure you guys are not in this shit alone
and i really understand how it feels

there's no u-turn for planes
so is life

terminal

blogging at the most absurd place in singapore
the changi airport terminal 3 transit area
yups theres this big sia aeroplane beside me right now
so cool
and as usual i so want to fly
just wana fly off to a place where
perhaps nobody knows me
and i can start everything
all over; but
not again. as this time
it would be different

dont drink

it doesnt help
even if the stars are alined
or the birth dates and time are the same
or any other million things that can possibly be similar
they are afterall
coincidental and pointless
and nothing beats more than the reason you gave

wishing on the moon

may not know what helps

but am sure what doesnt

i wish others the best

and still will

cos we've been wishing on someone else's star

far apart

face smiled
but not the heart and soul anyone can heal

its either never sleeps
or never wakes