at least there's one thing to let me smile about
employed =)
getting present for my darling in one mths time!
and by then, 3mths left to go.
hopefully with the work, i will have lesser time to feel depress.
i guess this is the hardest moments i ever have.
maybe thats why people say its magical.
Friday, June 04, 2010
crawling like a toddler
okies sad. if u can see through me.
im trying really hard to fight back the emotions and thoughts.
trying to keep myself occupied as well.
but everytime im left myself to either go for interviews, or simply lying silently on bed at night, i cant help but to recollect.
well, honestly didnt expect to be affected this bad, but i guess it just re-affirmed my feelings and love.
i hope time flies. only after these, i can sense that they really fly.
im trying really hard to fight back the emotions and thoughts.
trying to keep myself occupied as well.
but everytime im left myself to either go for interviews, or simply lying silently on bed at night, i cant help but to recollect.
well, honestly didnt expect to be affected this bad, but i guess it just re-affirmed my feelings and love.
i hope time flies. only after these, i can sense that they really fly.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
i need luck. please.
im freaking nervous!!
cos i want this so badly!
and i think, just like examinations.
when u really want to score well, u feel exceptionally nervous right!
oh man.
the butterflies in the stomach is making me having diarrhoea.
alright, i know, its just me.
wish me luck please!
cos i want this so badly!
and i think, just like examinations.
when u really want to score well, u feel exceptionally nervous right!
oh man.
the butterflies in the stomach is making me having diarrhoea.
alright, i know, its just me.
wish me luck please!
Sunday, May 16, 2010
majority of crosses
always wonder
infact still wondering
was it all a chance of mistake
happiness is outweighed by the otherwise
running out of reasons to convince
living on a defensive mode
letting others know that
choices make decisions change
blame it on the wrong belief
the wrong time and the wrong place
infact still wondering
was it all a chance of mistake
happiness is outweighed by the otherwise
running out of reasons to convince
living on a defensive mode
letting others know that
choices make decisions change
blame it on the wrong belief
the wrong time and the wrong place
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Sunday, May 09, 2010
the freedom i smell
the very last night
im sure it is
quiet room with my itunes on
dim lights and nice scene outside the windows
a small little corner where i used to hide
away from the troubles at home
and here i am for the last time
thanks sheares
it was a great hideout
love the comfort the familiarity the people the way of life here
wont regret being part of the block c history
and all the ups and downs ive teared here
love is so strong now
im sure it is
quiet room with my itunes on
dim lights and nice scene outside the windows
a small little corner where i used to hide
away from the troubles at home
and here i am for the last time
thanks sheares
it was a great hideout
love the comfort the familiarity the people the way of life here
wont regret being part of the block c history
and all the ups and downs ive teared here
love is so strong now
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