exams finished!

yipee! phew. just finished my last paper for CT.
bio! haha. exactly! my worst subj of all. hee.
but i did my best lah.
okiex.. how to describe my crazy feelings right now?
pretty excited about the upcoming programmes like st john day!! family gathering!! and its hols tomorrow for me!
but looking far, i've a long way to go. haha! so i choose to look at the fun parts! =)
okiex, jus pissed kenneth off.. muhahaa. feel so great.. but he pissed me off too lah.. by using our emoticons on msn. lame right? haha. but its boring right now..
oh. and got to know my sec1 cousin's gf! hahaa.. funny seh.. put her pic in the friendster and he's wondering how i know abt his gf.. its obvious?
ok. exams are pretty tough. except for maths. im surprised tt its so simple. grinning. haha!
i mean its do-able larh. my liking and determination for maths is back! yeah!
as for chem. omg, rushing like hell and still couldnt finish.. prob its the first time havin the exam and planned my working time wrongly.. nvemindx.. haha. its over!
bio? ermm.. some are tough. some are straightforward. and im stuck at those straightforward qns.. haha! coz i simply giv up on those tough ones.. hee. did put a few strokes on the ans lines.. but arent sure if its correct. the gd thing is i've enough time to finish all. phew.
chinese? ugh. the filling in of the words i cant do!!! compo was quite ez.. i wrote until i almost cried! haha.. its a true story. =)
lalaLaa!~ having Alevel MT oral next wed! so fast.. i thought i jus finished Os? haha! zoom..
ok.. had a great time crapping. going for my durians now! muhahaa! =P
st john day this friday!!~!~!~~~ weee..

fat's bday

sickening world.
im wondering wads life man.
my life is so occupied with studies and money!
so little time left for own leisure.
is this the life i want? i guess i dun hav the right to say.
i still need to study hard work hard and pay back wad i owe my parents.
yesh. that's wad keeping me going too.
how i wish i can get married off nw and be someone's taitai!
haha. wishful thought! but tts prob the best way to slack a life man!
but i yearning to start working. well, to expand my social circles, socialisation skills to earn cash!
no test no exams no schools no teachers no marks no results!
no matter how hectic my life can be, i need to strive on!
and at the same time not forgetting my bestest friend's birthday!
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY FATMAH!!!
i know its tml, just wana wish u early.
may u stay cheerful pretty smart lovely forever!
u're alwayz prettier den ur sis! hee. oh, not forgetting the man of ur life too! find it grab it! haha.
got along well with u eversince sec1, really treasure tat friendship, in class, in stjohn, everywhere.
no doubt we cant see each other so often now, i've never forget you.
how u laughed at my silly jokes n pranks! haha. miss ur smile so much!!
all the best to ya! no matter wad, we're friends forever!
love ya!!!

yoga harbin zone meeting bbq

last week, so many things happened.
now i know, wad family problems mean.
anyway, went for yoga lesson last fri with my PW grp!
cool man!! yoga was fun! though at first i was pretty nervous about the stretching! haha.
oh yea, our guru is a female n oh gosh! she din wear bra my goodness! haha. everyone noticed that, but, we kept quiet. only jing2 was loud when she mentioned.. haha! she's really nice. showed us her cute cubby baby and she extended the lesson to 2hrs and jus made us pay $10 each!
took some pics.. weird stuffs we did.. too bad yipin wasnt with us..





hmm. yesterday my dad n i went to the harbin wonderland with my uncle's family! wooo!! the temp was negative 10degress ok!! omg! wore 3 pieces of clothes and its still not enough!!! can u imagine the thickness of the socks? haha! cheek and nose were freezing! cool experience! freezing lk hell after one hr. haha. the ice are not really impressing. the area is small too. its jus the temp thats cool~







oh yea. then meet up with hweechin n leslie at around 7 and attended zone meeting for the first time! with lots of officers and representatives from all 9 corps.
hee. actuali sir pialeong from dhs is quite handsome too! oh yea. he kept lookin at me when he was voicing out somethg! haha! hweechin lah, made me even more nervous. haha!
sir junyang is the best! he was my team advisor when im a trainee. he's so cool!! he spoke so bravely! haha, and he really made a good point! he's the man ok! haha.
not forgetting sir andy! haha. had a great chat with him too! miss him so much! eversince the camp! haha.. he's nice lah ok! haha, cant imagine how i cursed him b4 going for the camp.
thats wad i like abt camps too! u'll get to know ppl from the 4days3nites! hee. its interesting!
okiex, chin, leslie n me rushed down to the bbq after the meeting. by tt time left ard 8 ppl. haha. chatted with them for awhile den we left for tm mac! yea, tts our hang-out place!
haha. but well, got chased off ard 2330. so headed home after that. coincidentally met up with zhengqiang near mrt station.
up and down i went.
shall update again nextime!

im in love

i finally know why im always involved in st john and not having any regrets.
ive fallen in love.
yes. its the power of love and friendship that keep me going for these 5years and more to come.
theres no words that can describe my feelings.
i feel warm and comfortable.
im carefree and able to divert all energy to my love one.
ive no worries but loads of memories.
love is about committment, enjoyment and respect.
ive embraced all inevitable sufferings.
im still in love.
i hope my love for you will never die.

yipin my frend.

yipin my friend,
meeting u is really a miracle.
didnt expect to know someone like u in tpjc.
with just 23 of us in s07.
the first few people i know after the 2nd intake was u.
impression wasn't really good.
a quiet and shy girl.
however, as time goes by.
look?! u made me capsize! deliberately!
haha. had the same backbone problem
and all the funny frog stories we shared!
gona miss ur presence definitely.
will keep the memories we had together.
didnt send u off today. was at my aunt's place at sengkang.
couldnt rush down on time. really sorry.
hope that u can understand.
anyway, no matter where u r & wad u're doing,
ALL THE BEST! and take care!
=)

friday day

hey, its friday again! love it man~
im still in the 'camp' mood. yea. always misses a camp so much.
how i wish there will be 10days 9nights camp. =)
alright. it depends on who u camp with and what camp is it too.
hmm. its been a busy week. having loads of makeup lectures. sick.
oh, had a bbq on tuedays, with my st john pals again!
went to whitesandS at about 9+.
there's this incident that really surprises me:
chin and nana went to the toilet on first floor while gela and me decided to go up to the mac (2nd floor) first then use the mac's toilet.
however, the mac's toilet wasn't there. haha, i mean changed to staffroom instead.
so both of us went out of mac (still on the 2nd floor), and walk towards the toilet in the mall.
then i saw chin n nana coming up the escalator and i told gela "wah. we really have no fate. as though in drama series whereby both parties pass by each other w/o realising it!".
we laughed and went to the toilet. and guess wad when i walked out of the cubicle!
chin and nana were in the toilet too!!! i was stunned.
the toilets on the first floor were cleaning. so they have to use the 2nd floor's toilet!
omg. this is what i call FATE! i was totally speechless. surprised.
there will always be ways where TRUE FRIENDS meet again! i believe =)
finish reading? haha! great! hee.
oh, going marina south tomorrow for steamboat with them again!
yipee! gona love it again! =)
someone in my class going to australia soon. oh, gona miss her!! yipin!! =P
she's a froglover too! hee. she made us somethg today - chocolate strawberries & plastic hp chain.
she drew on a piece of big plastic then put it in the oven for it to shrink. then add the hp chain in. im so touched! so sweet~ its beautiful with my name n a frog picture on it! haha.

i showed it to my dad and he doesnt believe that the plastic will shrink with the words and the plastic strip so nicely intact! so i wanted to test n prove it to him.
i used the transparent plastic cover of my file and placed it in the oven. haha! guess wad!
black fumes and smelly poisonous gas produced!! omg! puking man. digusting!!
haha. yea, my attempt failed! hahaa. got further nagging from him somemore!! =well. gona try again one day! its really nice.. hee.
ok. lastly, bestest luck to all my friends in poly! enjoying ur new life, yea?

im emotional. can't help it. =)

junior nco training camp 05 combined corps

hey, bak from camp! the camp was fabulous!
well, not that it turned out to be good but the experiences and memories were great!
so sad. its over once again!! i miss the camp. the people as well.
my post in the camp was charlie's advisor cum senior duty nco.
camp day one, as usual its boring. started with opening ceremony. having me as the master of ceremony! muhahaa. however, it was not a perfect parade.
i was the senior duty nco for 2nd, 3rd and 4th day. haha! yea, self- volunteered with mingli as my duty nco. so was holding on to the walkie-talkie for 3days. haha. those holding on to it too surely know that i love playing it right.. hee.
the endurance training was a bit. ruined. haha. i knew i shouldnt hav sang. =) the footdrill moi was making me sleepy. no1 is so impressive that could wake me up. disappointed. urban hike was another fantastic journey of my life. walked from tpss to tampines festival park, then to bedok reservior, and to simei mrt, finally back to tpss!! yea walked! to make it tough, we're not supposed to cross any hdb blocks or shortcuts! haha.
and guess wad! my team came in first! =) oh as well as the obstacle course and amazing race!! (all the games in actual) hee. that's a great reason for me to pass all of them right? =P
oh first nite i slpt in the teacher's louge (2.5hrs), 2nd in the medic rm (3hrs) on a stretcher and 3rd in the classrm (1hr) on the table. hahaha! like i said, different new experiences. oh yea, not forgetting the 3 red bulls that gave me wings! haha.
seriously, i didnt shout or scold much. only the 3rd n 4th days. hahaa. well, just to follow the schedule as closely as i could.
the most hilarious experience was the parts where leslie (the deputy CC) made trainee marvelous marcus to sleep in the parade sq! hahaha! with his "buddy", a pot cover! and snore loudly!! muhahahaa!! i was laughing awy man!
ate very little thru-out the camp man. no appitide in camp. haha! and thanks to those who helped me to eat my dao hu, dao gua, dao pok or duno wad. =)
the social nite was fine. yea, just okay i shuld say. no funny things happened. rather there was a sudden activation right after that. sick. din get to chat with nana and angela! the best thing was that fatmah came!! so happy to see her and him. hahaa.
oh, not forgetting. becoz i was the senior duty nco, im the parade commander for the flag raising and lowering. the kids were damn slow in pulling up the flags!!! omg. made me hormat (salute) so damn long!! next, the worse that can happen is.. the st john flag was upside down!! all thanks to that person, everyone in camp including the officers hormat (saluted) the flag for 50 times!! yea, meaning we marched infront of the flag poles and salute the flag (hormat kakiri), turned ard (keblakan pu-sing) marched again and salute the flag (hormat kakanan) again. non-stop in double quick time. wad a first experience man!! how could the officers allow such thing to happen!! after that was the arranging bak of the classrooms we used. i was so furious that i rushed them like hell. until the photo taking part, i was still mad abt it. haha, can imagine how i look like in the picture?
haha. nice working with andy, waimun, yingbing from bdss and of coz leslie and fairus too!
ok, i reali do love st john.