snco 2005

slept for 14hrs yesterday. not immediately after i reached hm at 330. but at about 630.
this camp is another new experience, memory and journey for me. not with the trainees but with the trainers. glab that some people actually helps me to straighten my thoughts. love the corridor programme that we went through. that seems to be the most worthwhile moment i had in the camp. achieving what i want to.
had little connections w the trainees this time. thats good. at least i wont get pissed off by them if i had. haha. infact, being with trainers of older ages than me has allowed me to observe them, listen to them.
made my own gunpowder can for campfire. really satisfied with the outcome. luckily it did work! hahaa. though i was grumbling and complaining throughout the making of it, i've learnt a new skill! hee. can make it for other upcoming campfire! its the peak of the whole event ok!
im still sick. been coughin n coughin and worse still! i develop rashes during the 3rd and 4th days!! it itchs like hell and made me look really ugly with it! it goes frm arms to thighs, to upper arms and face! and today to legs and stomach! went to doc this morning. its mostlikely the aftermaths of my fever. im not going to eat the drowy medicine!!
the camp itself ended abruptly. break camp is just so out. a lot of things are missing. i cant explain..
its a green green post..