tpjc runway show

tpjc runway show was spendid! it is my first time attending school's night performance!
well, it (refering to being there) was meant to be just there to support the twins (angela n shirley) in my class, since they're participating. then the songs n atmosphere triggered me. my spirits were lifted. i started whistling, cheering and shouting at top voice! haha. the feeling is just so cool! its been a long time since i last cheered! ohh.. my voice getting softer man! haha..
obviously, not the whole class went down to support (tt can NEVER happen). only a countable of 8people out of 21! of course, i definitely feel rather saddening that so few actually turn up to give wad they can actually offer to make people's day! (i.e. support!) not that all should go because i want them to, but apparently, they dun feel the need to be there? sad to say, yes. i seriously regretted being so selfish last yr for not attending guitar, band, choir, drama night!! they must've been even better than today. of course, if majority of the people are already comfirmed attending, then perhaps u can skip one performance night. but knowing the twins have very few close friends in school and class, there's a need for their closest friends (like us!!) to support them!!
its not an obligation to do it. tts for sure. its not anyone's duty. but doesnt it goes against your conscience? making u feel a little guilty? well seriously, i feel like i've done a good deed for attending this runway performance tonight! i believe the twins appreciated our presence too! i cheered and clapped as loudly as i can to calm them now during their walk - that's the best that i can do, and i've done it. +++ i enjoyed the performance! =)
good job!

i just hope to see a little more unity, a little more teamwork, a little more cooperation, a little more responsibility, a little more cohesiveness, a little more fun in class! if not, how are we going to win this year's dragon boat competition!?!?!?!!?
dont coerce me to think that i can just endure thru another 6mths with u guys, and everything will be over.

election!

omg. now that im online, i forgot what i have in mind to blog!
ok, first of all, elections coming up! wohoo! this year's election seems to be really interesting! with many opposition parties stepping up! we've SDP, SDA, WP.. so who will you vote? haha! that's out of the question.. im still underage! but somehow, this year's election caught my attention! and im reading up news on the MPs who are contesting in my town's GRC. hahaha. oh, and today is the first day where rallies begin!! yea man! im going down to listen!! and will they speak like caleb? muhahaa!!!
school is fun! you know, lessons with mrs neo, ms lee, ms leo are really engaging and inspiring! solving questions, explaining concepts even going through gp lessons becomes a breeze now! =)
first aid society is killing me!!! so many events coming up that require medics!! we've sportsday next friday, seasports heats the following monday, then the actual seasports carnival another week! omg! i hate duties!! i never like it! so what if i help the casualty to clean his wound?! i dont feel as appreciated and rewarding as to give up my seat on the bus to an auntie!!! even after reading, memorising theories of first aid, wad matters most is still the practical part! locating the casualty to a shady area may be something that u tend to even forget! first aid society is supposed to render services to the school, worse still, when u're doing your duty, the teachers (and not students!) will crowd around you and check if you're doing the correct thing!! for that, i mean staring at you (and not the casaulty) and continuously criticising/commenting on what you're doing!! worse of the worse, "are you sure what you doing is right?" they will ask!! F off man!! if you're so good, why dont u do it!! that's why i really hate duties. especially the ones in my school! see, even before the events start, im anticipating for the worse to happen.
im just going to get people to do the duties instead, since im a little haemophobic! haha!
angela's birthday celebration went well! haha my trick works brilliantly ok! smart! hahaa! surprise!! of course, with a little wit of hweechin's to piece everything nicely! hahaa. since 'shi ba di gu nian yi duo hua' (18yrs old girls are as pretty like flowers), we're all hua (flower) already! muhahaa! oppss!! one more to bloom.. hweechin! quick! LOL! =x
well, i was telling them, i couldnt take surprises man! i was tramatised by what they've actually planned for me! haha! sorry for saying that. but its true! my goodness!! no mental preparedness can kill me man! i'll faint! hahaa.. so i was telling hweechin "buy me a little meaningful storybook for my bday next time!" hahaa! or somethg like wad fat made for me!! i think it tells a thousand stories. ok. so surprise = shock = tramatise and leads to death. hahaa.
came across this, "ur own capabilities are dependent on others". well, if you've done ur best for an exam for example, then the rest is all up to how well ur mates do! haha. apparently it sounds right. but dont forget.. ur friends capabilities are dependent on urs too!!! so moral of the story is, JUST DO WELL! defeat urself and not others! u know, u know.

miox

just back from tpss's 20th anniversary carnival cum speechday!
well done st john, although i feel that we can be much better! =)
i thought terence did well as parade commander! did us proud.
the std4s are really happy that they're FINALLY stepping down. wahaahaa. every year's the same! 2 yrs ago i was like them! its like 'wo-hoo!, no more burden, responsibilities, trainings, scoldings!' yea right, but only after to feel so wrong every saturday w/o st john to attend, then i convinced myself i've sank into this deep shit.. well for now, was it because im so used to going for stjohn that i thought i cant live w/o it?! haha, maybe. but its just too early to ponder about this. =)

oh man. i've tried to be thrifty these days.. if not my dad's gona nag again. hai!~ w/o money IS a problem! not only to the person w/o money, but to the whole family as well! been trying to eat bread in school, not to buy drink, lunch at home. though might not be very useful, but i guess tts the most i can do. the best is to come home straight after sch, then i'll use the money for sch again tml. =)
i do hope we can strick some toto or 4D..

richness

im rich

with love;
with happiness;
with knowledge;
with power;
with zest;
with passion;
with joy!

how rich are you?

tests & exams everyweek!!
im rich with exams too! hee.
wohoo!

tomb sweeping

yesterday woke up at 3.30am to go chua chu kang!! yea. in the middle of god knows time.. its a tradition though. for my maternal family. we all meet at my ahgong's tomb which is the first stop. it was raining so heavily (for the first time) that my uncle brought out his ultra big umbrella! (the one that u'll see at the swimming pools, cafes even with the ice cream man) it was hilarious larh. dont know how he gets that. came in good use though. to shelter my ancestors. haha. we shouted few times of 'huat ah!' at all places and other people followed. copycats haha!
well. like my cousin said, its really touching to see families gathered around a tomb stone, praying, serving, chatting together. obviously, not assured tt everyone would turn up from each family. my ancestors are really fortunate! (or im really fortunate too!) about 90% of my maternal family went every year! even at this wee hours! best still, we always 'picnic' at my ahma's tomb. yea. i mean literally, we laughed, joked, eat mee hoon, durians, eggs, bread, dumplings there! haha.. like wad my mum said, my ahma likes parties and noises! hee. oh, and after visiting the last tomb stone at the coffee hill, we all went for breakfast together as well! its really a family gathering! we're so bonded! (except a few of course) haha.
but wad pondered me was, are all these offerings necessary? will the dead really gets it? its always at this time, tt my cousins and i will question..
"how big are their wallets?! the notes so big?!"
"got bank wad.."
"or they use visa!?"
"hmm.. then how they collect the money?"
"some one will do it for them.."
haha.. you sure? well, supposely.
hmm.. when my generation comes into place, will we still do the same for our ancestors? if all dead are cremated and ashes are kept, will one day the whole country be full of them? becoz the number seems to be increasing and nve ending.. will one day the law says keep all ashes at home? or even no one supposed to keep it?!
seriously, we'll nve know until the day comes. perhaps, people engaged themselves in todays world too much that the emphasis placed on respecting the dead, honouring our ancestors get less and less important?
well, for now, im just doing wad im told to do and wad i've been doing for years
=)

frends

see. true friends are those who not only verbally wish u all the best. but actually the ones making the extra effort to show his concern. not that the rest arn't friends. its in this way that friends are being catagorized. (just like how an Agrade script differ from a Bgrade script which ms leo kept saying)