firstly my application for otc wasnt received.
after which, my involvement in snco is apparently being rejected.
though both issues are neither comfirmed nor clarified, (my senses tell me) i feel that they have happened and are still happening.
how i wish i can leave sj just like some other squadmates. or perhaps indulge myself with another commitment. not that im free, or have nothing better to do, i simply couldnt detach myself totally.
i really miss the times that my batch has with sir zhiwei, zhihua and taytong. and im truly glad that we're still in contact. soon after they left, tpsjab is so unstable. we've internal disputes, organisation adjustments very frequently and unhappy sch graduates, poor fa comp performances! im partly to be blamed, after all im part of tpsjab. but seriously, till now, im unsure of the final board of management (BOM) - that is the organisation chart.
unjust. unreliable. partial. irresponsibility. untrustable. have become so prevalent!
well. i expect, the 2issues have most likely arised due to previous misunderstanding and miscommunication.
perhaps i should learn to give things up.
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a wish not to happen. just how much do you know. about feeling miserable. when the comfort no longer there,
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ha! i didnt expect myself, so soon, to be greeted " Ms Tan " by classes of students! a fantastic experience that i will always kee...
6 comments:
sniff:
hmmm really there isn't ur name...not a single of your batch people. what happen?
dun assume unless you can confirm it ok?
we're here! our meeting! hehee....shhhhh.....
yarh im trying nt to let my imagination runs wild ah.. haha! just letting it out on blog.
hmm.. my batch ppl that r comfirmed going are me and hweechin. (vanessa/angela still pending)
is leslie's name thr? i heard tt he's going..
i also gt no idea.. how to clarify? suddenly sms him and ask?? anyway whens the dateline of submission?
haha private meeting.. hee thanks a lot man!! =)))))
heh heh...fri right? wahaa... =P
yar his name is there. i think its better to clarify than to let your imagination run wild. best to get an explanation.
but never to argue back k? if cannot go ... still can visit us! wahaha... i sure will entertain u and help u take pics wahhaa... specially for u only =P
if cannot go then i wun turn up alrd lorh.. so silly.. he cant jus reject w/o informing us..
wad!! friday dateline?? so fast!
i just msged fai and les "hi can i know what r the dates for snco, is it the same as last yr's? coz i may be holidaying"
testing larh.. if they nve put me in then they shud hav replied an explanation or tell me its ok, u can go holiday etc.
but NONE OF THEM REPLIED!
DUHHHZZ
sniff:
friday is our meeting up! haha... =P
call lah! duhz... isnt it fasteR? haha...
GO GO GO !!!!! must go!
huh.. actuali i duno wad meetin up u talking about? this yr's snco commitee meet ah?
ughh.. im still thinkin how to ask man.. the 2nutzz..
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