only when i managed to see wad the hell has happened, i realised im stuck in the middle.
and it just happened that im the main concerned and the victim.
ive forgiven you guys. for the backstab and the forceful whack on my back. i thought, perhaps at that moment u're just out of your mind. or maybe u've been instigated by someone something somewhere somehow.
perhaps what ive contributed and done so far were blind to you guys. but i know. my cadets appreciated and understand my effort in every training ive prepared for them. and i know they do benefit.
sounds like im convincing or comforting myself huh? haha. yes i am. i thought ive let it go already. but just when people starts asking. people starts boasting. people starts talking.. it just all came back to me.
how am i suppose to answer them when they ask why not going? its just weird. to give the truth? wads the truth anyway?
its not about attending or not. its not face that matters. it the fact that youre not given any reason for being rejected. you know? even if a guy wants a break. he reasoned it with faded love.
of course im upset and absolutely mad.
however. life still goes on huh?
so i decided to forgive.
i cant wait for tpsjab 20th anniversary celeb!!!
i cant wait to meet hua wei tong!! philip!! huiying!! ben!! szeling!! yangzhen!! pialeong!! chuiyee!! wahwei!! and many more!! oh good. its gona be a gathering.. =)
wait for yr invitation!
and even if exceeded the no. stated, just come down k!
have funn!!
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a wish not to happen. just how much do you know. about feeling miserable. when the comfort no longer there,
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ha! i didnt expect myself, so soon, to be greeted " Ms Tan " by classes of students! a fantastic experience that i will always kee...
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I SAW MY NAME!!! and it happens to be before ahem *someone* haha.... HAPPY! wahaa....
we'll try to make it.. btw when is it? hope it doesnt clash with my working... its in the morning???
haha... but i will make it down just for u! wahhaa...ben? eh... i will try to pull?! haha... =P
WAIT FOR US GIRL!!!
SJ is just part of ur life... if u think u've done enough ... never care what others said...becoz in their eyes...its never enough my girl... =)
smile! i like to see u smile! hoooo!!! haha
hahahaa!!
its on 15th july Sat. ACtually starts at 5pm but its clashes with EVSS parade. So U guys can join come down after that.
At 6!
awwww.. so sweet!!! yea just come down and eat!! hahaa.. yah. pull him down! say i treating ah! LOL
yarh. its nve enough to them.
haha! smile ah? u come down loh!! come k!! den can gossip.. hmmm...
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u scare snco not enough time to gossip ah?
haha...save some for SNCO haha... =P lalala... i cant wait to see u too haha....
if we cant go over ur sch... we can meet at TM for drinks also ma haha... =P right????
haha... i like to see my name on ppl's blog...haha (of coz its for good!) haa....
Hey juz saw zhihua, he say he might be coming man!!!!!!!!
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