my thoughts and feels

i did something terrible today.
i tried to ignore. or be an angel. but failed.
the sight makes my blood boil.
im sure she is mad too. or they. maybe not mad at me.
but i just felt weird.
in fact, i find it ultra hilarious too.
when it comes to $$, almost everyone turned up.
must it be made so obvious. and direct.
dont you think its pointless and hypocritical of you to show kindness only when the person is gone.
im talking about humanity. its ugly.
uve successfully made me given up on this relationship.
a blood related one.

working has been getting better and better each day.
my sups are considerate and understanding. my colleagues are sociable and friendly.
=)

meeting mrs neo tonight has brighten me up so much.
she's as usual so bubbly.
and its so nice to hear her stories on her twin daughters.
like wad she adviced us too.
"wait first and the right man will come."

went ang mo kio hub today. visited the fairprice xtra.
its pretty much a place where u might see me thr once in couple of years.
thats too far frm my place and i can get lost!
fortunately, learning english has helped me to figure my way out.

to make up all the sins ive done today, (well, i think its sinful cause maybe i was too harsh on them) i met up with mummy at tm again at 930pm and treated her the best i can.
and we visited tampines ntuc fairprice!
ha. which i felt its equally gd as the xtra. (its name sounds more like 'more than necessary' than 'extraordinary')

my heart's crashed. im figuring out how to divide it in the most correct and rightful way.
i need advice. in my dreams.