all over again.

sleep. easily said than done.
i just cant do it.
my body clock is failing.
im physically exhausted. but my mind is still alert. and soon will be drained.
is this exam stress again.
i slept at 4plus am, and wake naturally at 730am!
isnt good.
i tried sleeping at 230am, but i laid there for an hour, twisting and tossing over tens of times.
ended up, studying again.
ive done this. and have to do it many times more.

read a senior blog that reads last day of school.
how will i feel if this is my last sem. my last day.
happy to graduate. but have left many things undone.
will i regret not studying hard enough, or regret not taking up enough challenges.
with loads of uncertainties and unpredictable fate, i might be sailing into the working world 3/4years later.

just realised lots of my poly friends are graduating this year too.
hope they already know what they want to achieve in life.
and dont be like yours truly, caught in the labyrinth.