i knew.it

30 July 2014 - you knew it, don't you
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Thank you.
Thank you for being a part of my one and a half years.
Countless of disappointments, unmeasurable amount of tears.
Unlimited self denial, unknown lies. 
However tough, i really thought we could pull through and was always holding on to a tiny glimpse of what we call, 'hope'.
I thought i knew you, in and out. No one knows better.
Until the day, my mind and heart zoned out. 

Thank you.
For the coincidental bump onto your other half.
For the unintentional hearing of your disgusting self. 
Honestly, no ladies should go through what i have just did.
I pray for all my girl friends to never experience this.
The feelings are just, worst than heartbroken.

God.
Thank you.
The second phase was horrible and i was not sure.
Somehow, i could feel your little help.
Thank you, Peace. Love. Life.
I need to move on.
I deserve the best for mysel

Thank you.
My dearest friends, M, F, CK, A, HC, C.
For those who know, for standing by me.
For those who don't know, for never asking.
This is really warming.
Please forgive me for being the me then.
Truly appreciate. Every single bit of kindness.

Thank you.
Ray.