perfect

"we are in this together"
then came the news of otherwise
and with no second breath
i cried a bucket

please don't go
come back

#please.

a part of me not giving up

as much as i try not to be too reliant,

don't leave me alone too often.

prayed and asked if thats you

it looks like

but had to reminding not to fall into it

sometimes its best not to start

you came back like an angel

so much that i couldn't believe how true

theres many options laid out

and i chose the one thats most challenging

because i know

you'll be with me

keep faith on self

it took only 4months
maybe some took only seconds
.....

relive the worst moments worst memories
remind the pain and sadness
recall the loneliness and helplessness
in order to stay awake

no fantasy no dreams

remember to smile and continue blessing
even if bleeding.

its better to suffer an injustice
than to commit one

you're my everything

time to stop and feel the world with your inner senses
time to know yourself
to give yourself the chance to live the life you want

Its not going to be easy
Its going to be different
walk out and walk far
don't look back

everything will simply fall into place

pray for me
to find me

you

this seems to be the pouring platform
for things that stay entangled in the heart
just doesn't seem to get out of it

i prayed and thought its over
but moment like this still stumped me
taken aback by how significant the impact is on yours truly
its really depressing to know,
i never got over it

i really want to be good
to be praying for your well wishes
but not only did i not able to do that
i seemed to be feeling really unjust

how could someone forget his roots
forget entirely who and how others helped you to get to where you are today
who paved the way for you
who motivated you and believed in you when the entire world doesn't !

all i ask for, is a thank you.