Athens

Yoz Yoz.. can't wait to read my post? haha! thanks Kenneth, Jes & Simin.. for being such nice fans of my blog.. hehez.. therefore.. im posting for your sake! haha.. cool har?! heez
Well, the day gone by very quickly.. as TIME IS RUNNING OUT!!! Prelims coming in just 2weeks!! and O's in 2months+!! HAha.. hmm.. stressing u out?! =P i dont mean to.
Alright, this few days im crazy about ATHENS OLYMPIAD 2004! Wah man.. i love RONALD SUSSILO!! haha.. so im kind of happy when JiaWei loss the game?! haha.. sick ah me! heez..
No lah.. actually im desperate for her winning a medal also! She almost won a gold or silver for us.. but well, lost in the last match to that bloody loud speaker!!! - She loves shouting 'ah hah!' in high pitch! Irritating!! Hmm.. Therefore lost the chance to get into finals.. since no silver or gold already.. then what for get a bronze?! RIGHT?! haha! So she must have deliberately lose to the korean opponent - The Chopper (she chops every ball over).. heez.. But im also in agony when i read the newspaper or see the picture of her crying.. so sad!!! She tried! But failed! poor thing right.. haiz..
Anyway, i realised that im afraid of competition.. afraid of facing the fact that i've lost.. hmm.. that may therefore be the reason for me being a optimistic & happy-go-lucky person! =) hmm.. not really everytime happy.. especially to some of my classmates.. wahhaa! i guess, i have always given u all a 'black' face right.. heez! Dont be too bothered about that.. im like that! =P Cant help it! Mood swings u see~ =)
Oyeah, i need to tell u this.. my sis just went to Genting n back on Sunday. She won 2 tickets by sms-ing to the mediaworks.. So lucky heh? Well, so she went there with Ivan. The main thing is that.. u know what she bought for me??!! oh my gosh.. i only loved the 'dao sha pia' - a round shaped biscuit with yellow paste inside.. She bought a cat pencil box! A CUTE LITTLE CAT FACE INFRONT!! .. man.. man man... hahaha! funny right! wah piang eh.. its like for kindergarden pupils!! duhz~ im really wondering if somethg went wrong with her taste?! =P and i told her i will show her how i shop when i go there... after Os! haha.. i'm waiting~~ heez..
Yeah.. late already, i need to bathe! o yah, just realised Philip is the assistant camp commandant for SNCO 2004! IM GRINNING! =) hehehehe! hopefully can work with him! haha.. im nutz again.. okok, hope u all like this post.. tata~ cya!

MC

Sick ah today.. didnt go to sch.. woke up at 9am.. and started doing Amaths June paper!! see lah.. sick also need to do homework.. haiz.. and watched Olympics.. haha! then went to see doctor at 10.30am.. so happy!! coz Dr Tan is sooooooo handsome!!!! REALLY!!! Although he is 40++ over age.. but he look so CHARMING!!.. wah seh.. i dont mind getting sick often just to go and see him.. heez!! Sorry guys.. i dont hav his picture.. so cant show it to u.. anyway.. he is really handsome! i love him! haha! =x he's one of my favourites.. beside Philip, ChongBoon and Justin Toh.. heheez! =)
Oh.. i had backache.. at the battock area.. haha! and guess wad!! he touched me!!! =x hahaha.. i mean he examine lah.. pressed pressed my bone.. hehe.. i was so embarrassed!! shy seh.. but so nice..~ heheez.. sorry ah, i think im kinda sick! mad! haha.. The medicine was so expensive!! $28 dollars for 3 kind of medicines!!! But nvm.. he's handsome.. so everything is worth it! haha!
Reached home.. started doing homework again.. haiyo!! everyday im doing the same thing!! Is either i sit down n do homework.. or i walk ard my house.. thats it!!! nothing else?! play with my dad's fishes??~ oh man... wad a plain life.. In sch.. also the same! EL, Maths, Amaths, Physics, Biology, Chemistry, Geography, Social Studies.. nth special after havin lessons for the 2nd yr!! So sianx!
Oyah.. i learnt something today.. lesson learnt: Doctors & Teachers are connected in certain ways. The life in school will affect the no. of times u see the doctor.. The more stress & tougher the life in school is.. the more times u will go n see the doctor.. and ask for MC!! haha.. am i right? =P So when teacher stresses u.. u go n consult doctors.. therefore, arent teachers helping doctors to earn more?! haha! make sense right.. heez
Okie, cya! need to go to sch tml~

Mothertongue Os

PhEw~.. its been a long time since i last posted.. well, i just find it weird.. hMm.. oright juz checked my email and found this interesting, meaningful mail.. :

A well-known speaker started off his seminar
by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked,
"Who would like this $20 bill?"
Hands started going up.
He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you
but first, let me do this.
He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill.
He then asked, "Who still wants it?"
Still the hands were up in the air.
Well, he replied, "What if I do this?"
And he dropped it on the ground
and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.
He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty.
"Now, who still wants it?"
Still the hands went into the air.
My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson.
No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it
because it did not decrease in value.
It was still worth $20.
Many times in our lives,
we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt
by the decisions we make and
the circumstances that come our way.
We feel as though we are worthless.
But no matter what has happened or
what will happen, you will never lose your value.
Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased,
you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you.
The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we
know,
but by WHO WE ARE.
You are special- Don't EVER forget it."

Basically, it touches my heart.. and i agree to it.. i hope this message can get to people who are more pessimistic.. to let u noe that.. everyone has his own value.. tts true! and everyone is different =)
Oyah.. haven tell u guys my O's MT result?! haha.. or u check it out at the board already? hehez.. i scored a A1!! Distinction for my oral.. PhEw..~ oman.. i dont know how to describe my feelings that day (12/08). Well, i was just hoping for a B3.. and that bloody hell CheeWee still laughed at me. Yeah, i failed my semester and scored a C5! for midyr.. haha.. and the final result was shocking right.. thats right.. i was so delighted.. but doesnt want to be 'hao lian'.. Generally i only told my mum.. then i don't know why.. all my aunties n uncles started phoning me n congratulating me.. haha! thanks ah! =)
Hmm.. juz now Angela and me went to buy present for Mark!~~ haha~ guess wad.. this is the only present we bought which we didnt really paid much attention to! =x Well, we had money.. budget ard $30+.. but just dont have the heart.. we entered the wallet shop.. and bought a Azozo wallet for $33.. we paid n left immediately.. n u noe wad, we spent less than 15mins looking and purchasing this present!!! =x Well, maybe becoz we are both very busy and tired after one full day at school. Aniway, the lesson i learnt is: The gift u received might be an expensive one, but the person might just bought it w/o much consideration and thinking if u like it or not.. While, if the gift is something cheap.. it means the person really spend a lot of time searching for it and wondering if u will like it.. becoz its not eazy to look for a cheap n nice gift! heheez =) But its true! isnt it?! haha..
Okie, now my mum is talking to Ms Low, My form teacher!!! duhz.. ~ update some other times! Cya!

NATIONAL DAE!

hEy.. today.. ard 12++pm.. CHONG BOON MSG ME!!! hehez.. although its just happy national day to u.. but im so delighted and excited about it! =)
Then he also asked me if im taking my Os this yr.. heez.. so caring.. haha.. im not thinking too much.. well, its really great for someone u like to msg u.. it may just be a msg.. but it means so much.. and is able to brighten your day.. or even weeks.. months.. ~ heeheez..
HAPPY 39th NATIONAL DAY TO SINGAPORE & U!

Meeting Mr Bernard Chew.

okiex people.. the more they ask me.. the more they investigate about this matter.. im getting more and more pissed off! Today.. Jianli looked for me in canteen at ard 2pm.. guess wad! it is definitely something bad right!!!! duhz.. Mr Bernard Chew (discipline master) wants to see me.. see!! i knew it!!! So i went to the HOD room.. n looked for him. wahh.. he was sitting at the rear right area.. wahh.. his table is in a total mess! haha.. reali!! =x it is full of piles of worksheets!!! he asked me to sit down.. n i sat down.. n oh gosh.. the air-con is blowing DIRECTLY at my face.. wah piang seh.. COLD!!!! haha..
He asked me what happened.. n i told him. He laughed n said he believe me becoz i wrote FIVE PAGES of defence statement.. haha!! i reali spent quite some time writing.. He said this is the very first time he received a yellow form with 5 pages of facts! haha.. =) i told him because i was not afraid to hide anything.. and i still believe i might missed out certain points.. he laughed.. haha.. he said becoz usuali the students will be too afraid to write wad reali happened.. so they actuali wrote very little.. to miss out all the parts which they had done wrong. But for me.. im true to myself n others.. so i wrote out all that had reali happened.
okiex.. so we went on talking n talking.. we even talked about social studies stuffs such as source-based Qns.. haha!! he said tat if im in his class.. it will definitely be a lot of laughters.. coz i lk to argue mah.. n usuali hav diff. views from ppl.. well, so our conversation actuali dragged very long.. he kept telling me about life.. that life is alwayz unfair.. im so angry that why do teachers able to gib students this yellow form to accuse them being definant n when students find teachers unreasonable, students cant do anything!!!.. n Mr Chew was kept xplaining to me that it is like that.. she is holding the posting of a teacher.. therefore she is definitely able to issue me this form. stupid right.. of coz i shot back lah.. i said if this form can hapili issued to anyone the teacher finds in wrong.. den the meaning of this form will be gone.. ehheez.. he didnt say back anything about that. =) At the beginning.. Mr Chew actuali wanted to point that im definant by asking if i were angry when im at the parade sq.. i said yes.. so if u r angry.. is there a possibility that u showed the teacher ur angriness, by ur speech or action. i said yes. then.. haah! i clever! and i added on "but Mr Chew, look infront.. the yellow form stated that im defiant in 4e1 classroom.. hence, it actuali got nothing to do with the parade sq stuffs.. i wrote it down to let u know wad reali happened." hehez!! I WON!! =) and he didnt say anything about it too.. So he said he believe me n is not going to write anything under the column 'action taken'.. =) i was extremely cold at that time.. somehow trembling loh!! not becoz im scare.. becoz of the air-con.. he knew it.. but did not adjust.. duhz!!! Mr Chew told me that the teacher will also be questioned about wad happened.. juz that we as students dont know it.. well, he told me some of the consquences i might face if im going to pursue this matter.. he asked me to think about it n let him know..
Our conversation last for 1hr 30mins!! 2pm-3.30pm.. wahh.. long right! haha.. i even told him im mature enough to think.. i spoke very loudly in the HOD rm.. wanting all the teachers to know about it.. coz im not wrong.. n i stressed on this sentence the most "SHE IS NOT FIT TO BE A TEACHER!" hahaha.. shoick seh.. =) So Mr Chew left the HOD Rm with me.. he went to look for that EEEEE~ to speak to her.. den i looked for Ms Low.. to asked if she can make it for tml.. coz that EEEE~ said wana meet us tml after sch... Mr Low brought me once again to the HOD Rm n looked for Mdm Yasmin.. They spoke awhile n Ms Low told me not to worry n concentrate on my EL Oral.. and if tml's meeting is still on or postpone.. she will let me know tml.. gdgd.. n Ms Low even said many teachers are unhappy about that EEEEE~ wanting to meet all the students present at the parade sq that day.. muz be due to our studies n Olevel coming mah.. she still giv us so mani problems.. duhz!!! ahaaha.. Mdm Yasmin still scanned me.. as in her eyes looked at me from feet to head.. maybe want to see if im a 'ah lian' or wad.. and IM NOT! so she smiled at me.. ehhez =) nice ah.. of coz nice to me lah.. im RIGHT! =P
okie okie.. den i went back to class for infocus.. that was quite late le.. ard 3.45pm.. some of my classmates asked me wad happened.. thanks for their concerned.. but im too lazy to xplain every single bit.. so sorry if i sounded ofensive to u.. =) plz understd me.. im pestered by tis sickening thg.. im sick of it! n im not letting it distract me from studying! =P
Okie.. so i walked home after infocus.. well, wads in my mind it 'to pursue.. or not to pursue.. not to pursue.. or to pursue..' hmm.. i get a lot of opinions from my frenz.. thanks for that.. but in my opinion.. the final conclusion i hav when i reached my home is.. TO PURSUE! Because, if Jianli is to apologize to her for shouting.. then she should apologize to me for shouting at me TWICE when im not wrong! Furthermore, she accused me of being defiant. Therefore i want to pursue this matter.. I want her to apologize to me.. in my class! well, of coz.. i will consult Ms Low first n see how is it.. i believe they will ask me not to.. due to my Os.. but now the matter is getting bigger each day.. i shld continue to pursue since im not wrong.. n see wad consquences she's going to bear at the end.. RIGHT?! hehez.. okie, thr will definitely be more stuffs coming up.. stay tuned to my blog to find out more.. haha! =)

Pic of my report..

EEEEE!

hEy.. guess wad! i received a YELLOW FORM from miss low today.. well, i suspect it is issued by that bloody EeEe~ On the top right hand corner is the word 'defiance'.. hmm.. i heard from SiYi.. Chong Xun.. Kenneth that this form is a some sort of a statement of the offences i hav made. It will be keyed into my data in the computer. It will be a black mark for me.. even when im out to look for job.. they will also know about me being defiant.. but.. the problem is.. I DID NOT DEFY EEEEEE ANYTHING WAD!! She herself, didnt mention wad manner means prepared to go home.. so i stood up lah.. cannot meh?! standing up also shows that i want to go home right.. arggG!! okiex.. so on this form.. im supposed to write a statement.. to defence myself of wad reali happened that day.. I m kinda pissed off with the form.. why if she thinks that im wrong... i will be pinned down by this form.. n when its her fault.. she gets nothing!!! no punishment.. no action taken.. n can happily go around the sch telling them lies!! (Exp. telling her class that 4E1 is noiser than them.) She is such a pain!!
Jianli got the form too.. for his is shouting.. well.. we went to asked Ms Low about it. She said that the form will not be submitted so soon.. the teachers involved (Ms Low, Mr Singh, Ms EEEEEEEE, Mdm Yasmin) will go thru' it n decide if to submit it or not. hmMm.. okiex, so i hav to write to defend myself..
After infocus, Jianli n me went to the office to look for Mr Hafiz.. he's on our side.. he also made fun of EEEE's name.. haha! so funny!! Mr Hafiz told us that the Sec1 pupils are writing a petition to send this EEE off.. see?! this proves that we r right.. =) okiex, Mr Hafiz was angry that we got the yellow form. He wanted to speak to Micheal toh about it.. but i told him that it is not comfirm to be submitted. Therefore, he said if it is to be submit, inform him and he will talk to Micheal Toh for us.. =) so nice to have a teacher on ur side.
So.. i reached home.. bathed.. on my comp.. and started writing this 'composition'.. sick man!!! IM NOT WRONG!!! arggGG..!!! The statement is about 4pages long.. n it is a summaried one.. haha! i guess i missed out some points too.. too mani manx.. how to recall all? =P i started writing at 5.30pm n ended at 7.30pm. TIRED SEH>>>!! my last few lines are "If she is persistent about this matter, i will not give in too. The truth will be revealed soon!" haah!! not bad right?! hehezz.. okiex.. juz let u hav a look at the yellow form n full scape papers i hav written on. =)
HAHAa.. wana fight with me?! arguE wiTh mE?! win mE?! dOnt takE ur TeachEr posting to talk to me lah.. i m a fair person! i will speak justice with u.. =)
okiex, im tired.. tired of writing letter n typing.. cya!