Alright, I'm having this feeling like I'm unable to part with St John once again. I had this feeling just before I stepped down due to 'O' levels. Now, I'm back to St John. My mind is full of St John St John St John and St John. How am I going to divert all my attention back to studies? I'm getting too obsessed with St John! I'm feeling too attached to it!! Is it good or bad? Save me man..
Friday, December 31, 2004
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
3rd day of xmas
Closing the back door. Opening the front door. What's behind this front door? Will the path be everlasting?
I choose to close the back door and not locking it. Allowing some memories to flow through. A new route ahead. I'm bringing a torch with me. To shine my way through. To make sure I see things clearly.
What's so special about New Year when you have already passed 16 times? Well, maybe its special when you have special companies with you to spend that day. They're going to make it fabulous and wonderful!
Well, year is ending very soon. I'm going to set my objectives again. Life without aims, hopes, dreams, wishes is meaningless. =) Spend your life wisely. You will be proud of yourself. Heez.
I choose to close the back door and not locking it. Allowing some memories to flow through. A new route ahead. I'm bringing a torch with me. To shine my way through. To make sure I see things clearly.
What's so special about New Year when you have already passed 16 times? Well, maybe its special when you have special companies with you to spend that day. They're going to make it fabulous and wonderful!
Well, year is ending very soon. I'm going to set my objectives again. Life without aims, hopes, dreams, wishes is meaningless. =) Spend your life wisely. You will be proud of yourself. Heez.
Monday, December 27, 2004
2nd day of xmas
Good Night People, one last week to schooling time!~
Excited & nervous to meet new people in my life. Haha.
I love my spectacles. I can't live without it. For the sake that it gives me perfect vision each time I wear it.
However, it sucks when you're having a hot drink and when you alight from a damn cold air-conditioned bus. I believe you get what I mean right? =)
Anyway, just learnt a new greeting sentence from my Xiao Yi. "Complements of the season." Its a greeting used after the 1st day of Christmas. Well, that means now you can start greeting people "Complements of the season!" till the 12th day of Christmas. Cool!
I love to learn new things! Heez =)
Tomorrow going back to TPSS to help out with the First Aid Competition trainings. Hope everything goes smoothly. Doesn't want to disappoint Zhi Wei. Afterall, you can see the effort and hardwork he puts in preparing the kids.
Oh, counting down to a brand new year soon! But shit, I got no invitation!!! Haha. Ask me out quickly!!! =P
Excited & nervous to meet new people in my life. Haha.
I love my spectacles. I can't live without it. For the sake that it gives me perfect vision each time I wear it.
However, it sucks when you're having a hot drink and when you alight from a damn cold air-conditioned bus. I believe you get what I mean right? =)
Anyway, just learnt a new greeting sentence from my Xiao Yi. "Complements of the season." Its a greeting used after the 1st day of Christmas. Well, that means now you can start greeting people "Complements of the season!" till the 12th day of Christmas. Cool!
I love to learn new things! Heez =)
Tomorrow going back to TPSS to help out with the First Aid Competition trainings. Hope everything goes smoothly. Doesn't want to disappoint Zhi Wei. Afterall, you can see the effort and hardwork he puts in preparing the kids.
Oh, counting down to a brand new year soon! But shit, I got no invitation!!! Haha. Ask me out quickly!!! =P
Sunday, December 26, 2004
xmas day ~
Shit case. I flared when she hit me one more time! Irritating spoiled brad! She's a fucking asshole! Nobody teach her manners? Must be! Probably the mama also doesnt know manners either! Whoever she follows is damn shuay! She's jUst 7 thiS yr my dear!! 7! And she's fucking sticky smelly shit! She will suffer when she grows up! That's for sure! Some other small kids look much adorable and loving. Yet this is different! She looks irritating!! Although I admit she looks pretty somehow~ with god-damn big eyes~, she simply suck to hell in terms of character.
What's more can I say about a Christmas spending with such a kid?
Anyway, still wana thanks my Xiao Yi and Xiong Jie Biao Di for the presents they gave me. HaHa. That's so sweet~ =)
What's more can I say about a Christmas spending with such a kid?
Anyway, still wana thanks my Xiao Yi and Xiong Jie Biao Di for the presents they gave me. HaHa. That's so sweet~ =)
Friday, December 24, 2004
merry xmas!
Well, how to stop myself from blogging on CHRISTMAS DAY? Heez, MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!
Heez, well, went to Tampines Cafe Cartel with Angela, Vanessa and Hwee Chin to celebrate Van's birthday! Haha, we spent around $40.35. =)
Then went to shop for shoes that are suitable to wear to a Junior College. That's damn irritating. For a person as thick skin as me, haha, would wear normal school shoe to JC. Heez. Well, they kept advising me not to. So probably will buy one from Converse. Expensive arh!
Then went to Vincent Watch Shop. Oh my Goosh. I'm in love with a Casio Baby-G watch ($141) and a Citizen watch ($295). Shit case. Its damn damn damn expensive!!! However, its really user-friendly and nice!!! I'm going to think thrice again. HaHa. Just like last time. I thought I'm in love with a Swatch watch ($123), but I didnt buy it in the end. =) So maybe I will just let it go. Awwww''' so sad! HaHa.
Well, then after shopping for awhile at TM and Century Sq, we went to TM foodcourt for a seat and drink. Van had left us, course she going home to cut her birthday cake with her family.
HaHa. Around 10.30pm, we decided to go home. Well, practically, we've got nothing much to do on the streets. Those bangaladash-looking-people really looked scary. They looked as if they want to attack us.
HaHa, lucky this year didnt go to Orchard like last year, stupidly did it. =) So, wasnt a lonely Christmas after all.
Heez, well, went to Tampines Cafe Cartel with Angela, Vanessa and Hwee Chin to celebrate Van's birthday! Haha, we spent around $40.35. =)
Then went to shop for shoes that are suitable to wear to a Junior College. That's damn irritating. For a person as thick skin as me, haha, would wear normal school shoe to JC. Heez. Well, they kept advising me not to. So probably will buy one from Converse. Expensive arh!
Then went to Vincent Watch Shop. Oh my Goosh. I'm in love with a Casio Baby-G watch ($141) and a Citizen watch ($295). Shit case. Its damn damn damn expensive!!! However, its really user-friendly and nice!!! I'm going to think thrice again. HaHa. Just like last time. I thought I'm in love with a Swatch watch ($123), but I didnt buy it in the end. =) So maybe I will just let it go. Awwww''' so sad! HaHa.
Well, then after shopping for awhile at TM and Century Sq, we went to TM foodcourt for a seat and drink. Van had left us, course she going home to cut her birthday cake with her family.
HaHa. Around 10.30pm, we decided to go home. Well, practically, we've got nothing much to do on the streets. Those bangaladash-looking-people really looked scary. They looked as if they want to attack us.
HaHa, lucky this year didnt go to Orchard like last year, stupidly did it. =) So, wasnt a lonely Christmas after all.
Leisure Camp
Alright, camped at 3 places this month!!! Just finished my Leisure Camp in TPSS. Awww''' Back at my own Sec. school. HaHa. I'm going to miss it somehow.
20/12/04 - 22/12/04 Leisure Camp
The camp was pretty fun. The Std4 Nursings were enjoying themselves. We were known as the VIPs of the Camp. HaHa! Cool huh!
For the first night, we slept in the AVA Room. HaHa, air-conditioned. Well, thought that it would be comfortable, but--- Heez. The benches were hard!!!! We went inside the staff's lounge to watch True Files together. Woah, that's my first time entering there. It was cool. The kitchen is full of labels. Such as 'Please switch off after use', 'This is for Halal Food'. The sofa is the best!!! So soft, comfy and nice!!! We hardly wanted to lift our butts off the sofa. Kai Zhong and us then opened all the cardboards and shelves to see whatever in it. HaHa! It was funny! We slept at 2.30am and woke up at 4pm to gather at the operational room.
It was time for hiking! I share a can of Red Bull with Van and Chin. Well, the hike is actually a much much shorter and easier route march. We walked from TPSS to Pasir Ris beach via the connector near Sun Plaza Park. The trainees were complaining and complaining non-stop!!! Oh my god!! I almost burst into pieces. Anger flooded through me. They were whining that their JNCO Camp's hiking was even much easier and at lower pace than this Leisure Camp. What the fuck! These batch of people needs to undergo really tough trainings.
At the beach, they went to pick up litters. Well, that's part of their CIP project. The VIPs were resting then and eating our cup noodles. HaHa, we were enjoying ourselves. I was freezing cold like ice man!! The wind is damn strong and cold!!! I wasn't feeling well. Butterflies were in my stomach. Anyway, on the way back, I was the Rear Scout. HaHa! Saw the picture of Van and Me wearing the vest and holding on to the board? HaHa!!! Anyway, after walking to the bus-stop outside the DownTown Chalet. The VIPs took bus21 back to school!!! HaHa! We lazy to walk back arh. =)
For the 2nd night, we had BBQ and Social Night at the Parade Sq. The food were quite good. The Social night was entertaining with us and some of the EVSS guys around. HaHa. We played and sang cheers/songs together. It was somehow same as the Leisure Camp I've attended 2yrs ago.
We had Training Session in the night. It was supposed to be a somesort of defaultes parade. Mainly was for the std2 kids. Well, I had the std1 kids of course. HaHa. My Angel wings were with me that time. So, was so damn nice to them. The session last only 30mins. Because we dont want to alert the teachers-in-charge. ~whatever~
We agreed to do the night sentry through the night. However, we went to the bunk (classroom) to sleep instead. HaHa.
Woke up at 6.30am to wash up. Then went to sleep again. Haa. Woke up again at 7.30am. Went down to the cookhouse for breakfast. Then, Chong Boon came down at 12pm. He was doing the assessment stuffs with Angela. Awww'''.. so sweet of him to rush down to Tampines at that time. Heez. Then stupid Kai Zhong keep making fun of me by saying "your Chinese come already!" ... Zhong Wen --- Chinese --- Hua Wen They are somehow related. Duhz!
Lastly, the evaluation part then the photo taking. Shit case! The bloody bitchy sucky Fish took the whole camp picture with us. What the fuck!!! She spoiled the whole pic! Damn it!!
Alright, so that's all I can remembered for this yr's Leisure Camp. Had Fun, of course. If not it will be a wasted trip. Anyway, it will most probably be my last camp in Tampines Secondary. =)
Tata~
20/12/04 - 22/12/04 Leisure Camp
The camp was pretty fun. The Std4 Nursings were enjoying themselves. We were known as the VIPs of the Camp. HaHa! Cool huh!
For the first night, we slept in the AVA Room. HaHa, air-conditioned. Well, thought that it would be comfortable, but--- Heez. The benches were hard!!!! We went inside the staff's lounge to watch True Files together. Woah, that's my first time entering there. It was cool. The kitchen is full of labels. Such as 'Please switch off after use', 'This is for Halal Food'. The sofa is the best!!! So soft, comfy and nice!!! We hardly wanted to lift our butts off the sofa. Kai Zhong and us then opened all the cardboards and shelves to see whatever in it. HaHa! It was funny! We slept at 2.30am and woke up at 4pm to gather at the operational room.
It was time for hiking! I share a can of Red Bull with Van and Chin. Well, the hike is actually a much much shorter and easier route march. We walked from TPSS to Pasir Ris beach via the connector near Sun Plaza Park. The trainees were complaining and complaining non-stop!!! Oh my god!! I almost burst into pieces. Anger flooded through me. They were whining that their JNCO Camp's hiking was even much easier and at lower pace than this Leisure Camp. What the fuck! These batch of people needs to undergo really tough trainings.
At the beach, they went to pick up litters. Well, that's part of their CIP project. The VIPs were resting then and eating our cup noodles. HaHa, we were enjoying ourselves. I was freezing cold like ice man!! The wind is damn strong and cold!!! I wasn't feeling well. Butterflies were in my stomach. Anyway, on the way back, I was the Rear Scout. HaHa! Saw the picture of Van and Me wearing the vest and holding on to the board? HaHa!!! Anyway, after walking to the bus-stop outside the DownTown Chalet. The VIPs took bus21 back to school!!! HaHa! We lazy to walk back arh. =)
For the 2nd night, we had BBQ and Social Night at the Parade Sq. The food were quite good. The Social night was entertaining with us and some of the EVSS guys around. HaHa. We played and sang cheers/songs together. It was somehow same as the Leisure Camp I've attended 2yrs ago.
We had Training Session in the night. It was supposed to be a somesort of defaultes parade. Mainly was for the std2 kids. Well, I had the std1 kids of course. HaHa. My Angel wings were with me that time. So, was so damn nice to them. The session last only 30mins. Because we dont want to alert the teachers-in-charge. ~whatever~
We agreed to do the night sentry through the night. However, we went to the bunk (classroom) to sleep instead. HaHa.
Woke up at 6.30am to wash up. Then went to sleep again. Haa. Woke up again at 7.30am. Went down to the cookhouse for breakfast. Then, Chong Boon came down at 12pm. He was doing the assessment stuffs with Angela. Awww'''.. so sweet of him to rush down to Tampines at that time. Heez. Then stupid Kai Zhong keep making fun of me by saying "your Chinese come already!" ... Zhong Wen --- Chinese --- Hua Wen They are somehow related. Duhz!
Lastly, the evaluation part then the photo taking. Shit case! The bloody bitchy sucky Fish took the whole camp picture with us. What the fuck!!! She spoiled the whole pic! Damn it!!
Alright, so that's all I can remembered for this yr's Leisure Camp. Had Fun, of course. If not it will be a wasted trip. Anyway, it will most probably be my last camp in Tampines Secondary. =)
Tata~
Monday, December 20, 2004
Peicai Camp
HellOx pEoPle!
Went to Peicai Secondary School yesterday at about 3.30pm. Well, I stayed there for one night just to complete the 50 assessment forms with Ben. Peicai, Presbyterian High and Orchid Park are having their Junior N.C.O.s Training Camp together. Last year, Tampines had the camp together with them too. I was in the committee and got to know many people. In this year's camp, Ben is the Discipline Officer, Stanley and Kai Liang are the enciks.
I was damn happy and excited when I reached the school. Wasn't because of Chong Boon, Haha! It was because I missed the people there!!! Exp, Chi Ying, Sharon, Da Ting, Xiao Ting, Wen Mei, Hui Ying, Yanni, Chui Yee, Stanley, Ben, Sijie, Lionel and many more. Haha. They are really fun people to be with.
Anyway, I headed to the Operational Room immediately. Heez. And saw Ben, Wen Mei, Sijie! So happy to see them!
Talked loads of craps and then time passed by slowly. I really felt the warm and happiness they gave me. They are so sweet.
Unfortunately, Ben gave me a damn black face for the night. (It wasn't my fault) Then, many people came and told me that I won't be doing the forms tonight with Ben. Well, he wasn't in his normal mode. So, I wasn't feeling alright then. I was once again, serious.
Late in the night, they had their evaluation. It ended at 1am. Ben came to look for me to do the forms. Well, how to do it ? I rather I do them myself. Seeing his damn face and I couldnt do anything to help, I didnt feel good. In the end, we came down with a solution.
I stayed up in the Ops Room till 3am to complete more than 20 forms. Slept a little. Woke up again at 3.30am and chatted with ChiYing. Slept again at 4am. Woke up at 5am. Talked a while to Stanley. Well, he and Kai Liang are wonderful enciks.
Alright, I skipped the morning parade to do the forms again. Breakfast time, I spreaded peanut butter bread for Ben, Lionel and Kayee. Haha, they are busy people today. I didnt had any - I hate bread with milo. Chatted with Sharon and Shannel in the cookhouse. Then, went back Ops Room to complete the forms leaving only Ben's signatures. See, I'm such a nice AGA. I arranged the forms nicely and all he needs to do was to sign. However, I dont feel appreciated. Nevermind, finished my stuffs and saw their Endurance Training. After that, Dad came and I ran off without really saying thanks to the people. I felt bad of course. Hope that they know I'm really grateful.
Thanks a lot. I really love their St John spirit!
Went to Peicai Secondary School yesterday at about 3.30pm. Well, I stayed there for one night just to complete the 50 assessment forms with Ben. Peicai, Presbyterian High and Orchid Park are having their Junior N.C.O.s Training Camp together. Last year, Tampines had the camp together with them too. I was in the committee and got to know many people. In this year's camp, Ben is the Discipline Officer, Stanley and Kai Liang are the enciks.
I was damn happy and excited when I reached the school. Wasn't because of Chong Boon, Haha! It was because I missed the people there!!! Exp, Chi Ying, Sharon, Da Ting, Xiao Ting, Wen Mei, Hui Ying, Yanni, Chui Yee, Stanley, Ben, Sijie, Lionel and many more. Haha. They are really fun people to be with.
Anyway, I headed to the Operational Room immediately. Heez. And saw Ben, Wen Mei, Sijie! So happy to see them!
Talked loads of craps and then time passed by slowly. I really felt the warm and happiness they gave me. They are so sweet.
Unfortunately, Ben gave me a damn black face for the night. (It wasn't my fault) Then, many people came and told me that I won't be doing the forms tonight with Ben. Well, he wasn't in his normal mode. So, I wasn't feeling alright then. I was once again, serious.
Late in the night, they had their evaluation. It ended at 1am. Ben came to look for me to do the forms. Well, how to do it ? I rather I do them myself. Seeing his damn face and I couldnt do anything to help, I didnt feel good. In the end, we came down with a solution.
I stayed up in the Ops Room till 3am to complete more than 20 forms. Slept a little. Woke up again at 3.30am and chatted with ChiYing. Slept again at 4am. Woke up at 5am. Talked a while to Stanley. Well, he and Kai Liang are wonderful enciks.
Alright, I skipped the morning parade to do the forms again. Breakfast time, I spreaded peanut butter bread for Ben, Lionel and Kayee. Haha, they are busy people today. I didnt had any - I hate bread with milo. Chatted with Sharon and Shannel in the cookhouse. Then, went back Ops Room to complete the forms leaving only Ben's signatures. See, I'm such a nice AGA. I arranged the forms nicely and all he needs to do was to sign. However, I dont feel appreciated. Nevermind, finished my stuffs and saw their Endurance Training. After that, Dad came and I ran off without really saying thanks to the people. I felt bad of course. Hope that they know I'm really grateful.
Thanks a lot. I really love their St John spirit!
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