i finally know why im always involved in st john and not having any regrets.
ive fallen in love.
yes. its the power of love and friendship that keep me going for these 5years and more to come.
theres no words that can describe my feelings.
i feel warm and comfortable.
im carefree and able to divert all energy to my love one.
ive no worries but loads of memories.
love is about committment, enjoyment and respect.
ive embraced all inevitable sufferings.
im still in love.
i hope my love for you will never die.
Sunday, June 19, 2005
Friday, June 17, 2005
yipin my frend.
yipin my friend,
meeting u is really a miracle.
didnt expect to know someone like u in tpjc.
with just 23 of us in s07.
the first few people i know after the 2nd intake was u.
impression wasn't really good.
a quiet and shy girl.
however, as time goes by.
look?! u made me capsize! deliberately!
haha. had the same backbone problem
and all the funny frog stories we shared!
gona miss ur presence definitely.
will keep the memories we had together.
didnt send u off today. was at my aunt's place at sengkang.
couldnt rush down on time. really sorry.
hope that u can understand.
anyway, no matter where u r & wad u're doing,
ALL THE BEST! and take care!
=)
meeting u is really a miracle.
didnt expect to know someone like u in tpjc.
with just 23 of us in s07.
the first few people i know after the 2nd intake was u.
impression wasn't really good.
a quiet and shy girl.
however, as time goes by.
look?! u made me capsize! deliberately!
haha. had the same backbone problem
and all the funny frog stories we shared!
gona miss ur presence definitely.
will keep the memories we had together.
didnt send u off today. was at my aunt's place at sengkang.
couldnt rush down on time. really sorry.
hope that u can understand.
anyway, no matter where u r & wad u're doing,
ALL THE BEST! and take care!
=)
Saturday, June 11, 2005
friday day
hey, its friday again! love it man~
im still in the 'camp' mood. yea. always misses a camp so much.
how i wish there will be 10days 9nights camp. =)
alright. it depends on who u camp with and what camp is it too.
hmm. its been a busy week. having loads of makeup lectures. sick.
oh, had a bbq on tuedays, with my st john pals again!
went to whitesandS at about 9+.
there's this incident that really surprises me:
chin and nana went to the toilet on first floor while gela and me decided to go up to the mac (2nd floor) first then use the mac's toilet.
however, the mac's toilet wasn't there. haha, i mean changed to staffroom instead.
so both of us went out of mac (still on the 2nd floor), and walk towards the toilet in the mall.
then i saw chin n nana coming up the escalator and i told gela "wah. we really have no fate. as though in drama series whereby both parties pass by each other w/o realising it!".
we laughed and went to the toilet. and guess wad when i walked out of the cubicle!
chin and nana were in the toilet too!!! i was stunned.
the toilets on the first floor were cleaning. so they have to use the 2nd floor's toilet!
omg. this is what i call FATE! i was totally speechless. surprised.
there will always be ways where TRUE FRIENDS meet again! i believe =)
finish reading? haha! great! hee.
oh, going marina south tomorrow for steamboat with them again!
yipee! gona love it again! =)
someone in my class going to australia soon. oh, gona miss her!! yipin!! =P
she's a froglover too! hee. she made us somethg today - chocolate strawberries & plastic hp chain.
she drew on a piece of big plastic then put it in the oven for it to shrink. then add the hp chain in. im so touched! so sweet~ its beautiful with my name n a frog picture on it! haha.

i showed it to my dad and he doesnt believe that the plastic will shrink with the words and the plastic strip so nicely intact! so i wanted to test n prove it to him.
i used the transparent plastic cover of my file and placed it in the oven. haha! guess wad!
black fumes and smelly poisonous gas produced!! omg! puking man. digusting!!
haha. yea, my attempt failed! hahaa. got further nagging from him somemore!! =well. gona try again one day! its really nice.. hee.
ok. lastly, bestest luck to all my friends in poly! enjoying ur new life, yea?
im emotional. can't help it. =)
im still in the 'camp' mood. yea. always misses a camp so much.
how i wish there will be 10days 9nights camp. =)
alright. it depends on who u camp with and what camp is it too.
hmm. its been a busy week. having loads of makeup lectures. sick.
oh, had a bbq on tuedays, with my st john pals again!
went to whitesandS at about 9+.
there's this incident that really surprises me:
chin and nana went to the toilet on first floor while gela and me decided to go up to the mac (2nd floor) first then use the mac's toilet.
however, the mac's toilet wasn't there. haha, i mean changed to staffroom instead.
so both of us went out of mac (still on the 2nd floor), and walk towards the toilet in the mall.
then i saw chin n nana coming up the escalator and i told gela "wah. we really have no fate. as though in drama series whereby both parties pass by each other w/o realising it!".
we laughed and went to the toilet. and guess wad when i walked out of the cubicle!
chin and nana were in the toilet too!!! i was stunned.
the toilets on the first floor were cleaning. so they have to use the 2nd floor's toilet!
omg. this is what i call FATE! i was totally speechless. surprised.
there will always be ways where TRUE FRIENDS meet again! i believe =)
finish reading? haha! great! hee.
oh, going marina south tomorrow for steamboat with them again!
yipee! gona love it again! =)
someone in my class going to australia soon. oh, gona miss her!! yipin!! =P
she's a froglover too! hee. she made us somethg today - chocolate strawberries & plastic hp chain.
she drew on a piece of big plastic then put it in the oven for it to shrink. then add the hp chain in. im so touched! so sweet~ its beautiful with my name n a frog picture on it! haha.

i showed it to my dad and he doesnt believe that the plastic will shrink with the words and the plastic strip so nicely intact! so i wanted to test n prove it to him.
i used the transparent plastic cover of my file and placed it in the oven. haha! guess wad!
black fumes and smelly poisonous gas produced!! omg! puking man. digusting!!
haha. yea, my attempt failed! hahaa. got further nagging from him somemore!! =well. gona try again one day! its really nice.. hee.
ok. lastly, bestest luck to all my friends in poly! enjoying ur new life, yea?
im emotional. can't help it. =)
Sunday, June 05, 2005
junior nco training camp 05 combined corps
hey, bak from camp! the camp was fabulous!
well, not that it turned out to be good but the experiences and memories were great!
so sad. its over once again!! i miss the camp. the people as well.
my post in the camp was charlie's advisor cum senior duty nco.
camp day one, as usual its boring. started with opening ceremony. having me as the master of ceremony! muhahaa. however, it was not a perfect parade.
i was the senior duty nco for 2nd, 3rd and 4th day. haha! yea, self- volunteered with mingli as my duty nco. so was holding on to the walkie-talkie for 3days. haha. those holding on to it too surely know that i love playing it right.. hee.
the endurance training was a bit. ruined. haha. i knew i shouldnt hav sang. =) the footdrill moi was making me sleepy. no1 is so impressive that could wake me up. disappointed. urban hike was another fantastic journey of my life. walked from tpss to tampines festival park, then to bedok reservior, and to simei mrt, finally back to tpss!! yea walked! to make it tough, we're not supposed to cross any hdb blocks or shortcuts! haha.
and guess wad! my team came in first! =) oh as well as the obstacle course and amazing race!! (all the games in actual) hee. that's a great reason for me to pass all of them right? =P
oh first nite i slpt in the teacher's louge (2.5hrs), 2nd in the medic rm (3hrs) on a stretcher and 3rd in the classrm (1hr) on the table. hahaha! like i said, different new experiences. oh yea, not forgetting the 3 red bulls that gave me wings! haha.
seriously, i didnt shout or scold much. only the 3rd n 4th days. hahaa. well, just to follow the schedule as closely as i could.
the most hilarious experience was the parts where leslie (the deputy CC) made trainee marvelous marcus to sleep in the parade sq! hahaha! with his "buddy", a pot cover! and snore loudly!! muhahahaa!! i was laughing awy man!
ate very little thru-out the camp man. no appitide in camp. haha! and thanks to those who helped me to eat my dao hu, dao gua, dao pok or duno wad. =)
the social nite was fine. yea, just okay i shuld say. no funny things happened. rather there was a sudden activation right after that. sick. din get to chat with nana and angela! the best thing was that fatmah came!! so happy to see her and him. hahaa.
oh, not forgetting. becoz i was the senior duty nco, im the parade commander for the flag raising and lowering. the kids were damn slow in pulling up the flags!!! omg. made me hormat (salute) so damn long!! next, the worse that can happen is.. the st john flag was upside down!! all thanks to that person, everyone in camp including the officers hormat (saluted) the flag for 50 times!! yea, meaning we marched infront of the flag poles and salute the flag (hormat kakiri), turned ard (keblakan pu-sing) marched again and salute the flag (hormat kakanan) again. non-stop in double quick time. wad a first experience man!! how could the officers allow such thing to happen!! after that was the arranging bak of the classrooms we used. i was so furious that i rushed them like hell. until the photo taking part, i was still mad abt it. haha, can imagine how i look like in the picture?
haha. nice working with andy, waimun, yingbing from bdss and of coz leslie and fairus too!
ok, i reali do love st john.
well, not that it turned out to be good but the experiences and memories were great!
so sad. its over once again!! i miss the camp. the people as well.
my post in the camp was charlie's advisor cum senior duty nco.
camp day one, as usual its boring. started with opening ceremony. having me as the master of ceremony! muhahaa. however, it was not a perfect parade.
i was the senior duty nco for 2nd, 3rd and 4th day. haha! yea, self- volunteered with mingli as my duty nco. so was holding on to the walkie-talkie for 3days. haha. those holding on to it too surely know that i love playing it right.. hee.
the endurance training was a bit. ruined. haha. i knew i shouldnt hav sang. =) the footdrill moi was making me sleepy. no1 is so impressive that could wake me up. disappointed. urban hike was another fantastic journey of my life. walked from tpss to tampines festival park, then to bedok reservior, and to simei mrt, finally back to tpss!! yea walked! to make it tough, we're not supposed to cross any hdb blocks or shortcuts! haha.
and guess wad! my team came in first! =) oh as well as the obstacle course and amazing race!! (all the games in actual) hee. that's a great reason for me to pass all of them right? =P
oh first nite i slpt in the teacher's louge (2.5hrs), 2nd in the medic rm (3hrs) on a stretcher and 3rd in the classrm (1hr) on the table. hahaha! like i said, different new experiences. oh yea, not forgetting the 3 red bulls that gave me wings! haha.
seriously, i didnt shout or scold much. only the 3rd n 4th days. hahaa. well, just to follow the schedule as closely as i could.
the most hilarious experience was the parts where leslie (the deputy CC) made trainee marvelous marcus to sleep in the parade sq! hahaha! with his "buddy", a pot cover! and snore loudly!! muhahahaa!! i was laughing awy man!
ate very little thru-out the camp man. no appitide in camp. haha! and thanks to those who helped me to eat my dao hu, dao gua, dao pok or duno wad. =)
the social nite was fine. yea, just okay i shuld say. no funny things happened. rather there was a sudden activation right after that. sick. din get to chat with nana and angela! the best thing was that fatmah came!! so happy to see her and him. hahaa.
oh, not forgetting. becoz i was the senior duty nco, im the parade commander for the flag raising and lowering. the kids were damn slow in pulling up the flags!!! omg. made me hormat (salute) so damn long!! next, the worse that can happen is.. the st john flag was upside down!! all thanks to that person, everyone in camp including the officers hormat (saluted) the flag for 50 times!! yea, meaning we marched infront of the flag poles and salute the flag (hormat kakiri), turned ard (keblakan pu-sing) marched again and salute the flag (hormat kakanan) again. non-stop in double quick time. wad a first experience man!! how could the officers allow such thing to happen!! after that was the arranging bak of the classrooms we used. i was so furious that i rushed them like hell. until the photo taking part, i was still mad abt it. haha, can imagine how i look like in the picture?
haha. nice working with andy, waimun, yingbing from bdss and of coz leslie and fairus too!
ok, i reali do love st john.
Sunday, May 29, 2005
short note
no matter where you are, there is always someone there for you to hate.
to love too! =)
bestest luck to my nana, all my std4s and my cousin, shengjie for their MT Olevel examination tomorrow!!
to love too! =)
bestest luck to my nana, all my std4s and my cousin, shengjie for their MT Olevel examination tomorrow!!
Saturday, May 28, 2005
a lot!
woo hoo! have been waiting for this day eversince ... months ago! haha!
anyway, after lessons, stayed back in class for some photo takings and class BBQ discussion!
yipee! im really excited about it! hope everything turns out well. =)
took bus to interchange with fredric! haha, its the first & the last time taking bus with her. so sad that she's leaving!! saw her leaving letter, felt really lost. afterall, she's the 1st person i get to know during the 2nd intake. never know i would feel so upset abt it.
anyway, met up wif hweechin and went tm LJ for lunch! guess who i had eye contact with immediately i stepped into LJ?! hong peng!! yea yea!! haha! omg. i was so stunned! heee. *blushed* he's so handsome. i just can't stop peeping at him. =P nah, im nt a stalker.
after lunch, went shopping for gifts for my taxi uncle. haha. bought him a bunny hook, that he can place it in his cab. then went addidas and bought a new waterbottle! oh and a shirt! so happy! 30% sales. well, didnt want to buy it at first, but coz hweechin has jus gotten her atm card and she's SOO anxious to use it, she just snatched the shirt, waterbottle and paid them for me!! haha! yes, so i guess i got no choice but to buy it. haha!
met kenneth, mark and fairus too at mac! so bloody happy to see kenneth!! hahahaa!! he has changed!!! he becomes even more handsome! haha! and cool man!! so stylish!! i love his spects!! and seeing him without braces! oh man. had a really fun time having silence conversation wif him. hahaha!
alright, now holidays begin! yeah! rest for a longer journey ahead! my schedule is damn packed!!
28/06 (sat) - go bsss for st john!
29/06 (sun) - S07's bbq!
30/06 (mon) - junior ncos training pre-camp!
31/06 - 03/06 (tues - fri) - junior ncos training camp!!!
04/06 (sat) - yoga lessons for PW!
05/06 (sun) - great grand uncle's 80th birthday!
06/06 - 10/06 (mon - fri) - make up lessons!
haha! wad a way to start my june holidays!
i just can't wait for my camp!!~ shall update again when im free!
drop me a testi anytime!
seeya!!~ =)
anyway, after lessons, stayed back in class for some photo takings and class BBQ discussion!
yipee! im really excited about it! hope everything turns out well. =)
took bus to interchange with fredric! haha, its the first & the last time taking bus with her. so sad that she's leaving!! saw her leaving letter, felt really lost. afterall, she's the 1st person i get to know during the 2nd intake. never know i would feel so upset abt it.
anyway, met up wif hweechin and went tm LJ for lunch! guess who i had eye contact with immediately i stepped into LJ?! hong peng!! yea yea!! haha! omg. i was so stunned! heee. *blushed* he's so handsome. i just can't stop peeping at him. =P nah, im nt a stalker.
after lunch, went shopping for gifts for my taxi uncle. haha. bought him a bunny hook, that he can place it in his cab. then went addidas and bought a new waterbottle! oh and a shirt! so happy! 30% sales. well, didnt want to buy it at first, but coz hweechin has jus gotten her atm card and she's SOO anxious to use it, she just snatched the shirt, waterbottle and paid them for me!! haha! yes, so i guess i got no choice but to buy it. haha!
met kenneth, mark and fairus too at mac! so bloody happy to see kenneth!! hahahaa!! he has changed!!! he becomes even more handsome! haha! and cool man!! so stylish!! i love his spects!! and seeing him without braces! oh man. had a really fun time having silence conversation wif him. hahaha!
alright, now holidays begin! yeah! rest for a longer journey ahead! my schedule is damn packed!!
28/06 (sat) - go bsss for st john!
29/06 (sun) - S07's bbq!
30/06 (mon) - junior ncos training pre-camp!
31/06 - 03/06 (tues - fri) - junior ncos training camp!!!
04/06 (sat) - yoga lessons for PW!
05/06 (sun) - great grand uncle's 80th birthday!
06/06 - 10/06 (mon - fri) - make up lessons!
haha! wad a way to start my june holidays!
i just can't wait for my camp!!~ shall update again when im free!
drop me a testi anytime!
seeya!!~ =)
Sunday, May 22, 2005
jnco course 2
hiyee, had fever on friday. oh man, guess wad! 39.4 degrees!!
at that moment, i thought im burning! terrible feeling i experienced.
hence, i didnt go to sch on that day for my maths test! oh man.
though i was sick, after having my medication, i felt better and i went out!
yeah! friday is my day man! went back to tpss for st john!
weee. miss it so much!! 3weeks didnt get to go back due to the midyr exams.
anyway, was really mad with the idiotic indian security guard at tpss! shall not elaborate on this freak!
today, went to bsss for st john again! haha. having junior ncos training course 2.
had a wonderful time. so long didnt get the chance to scold and punish the kids.
oh man.. just did it today! its was great! haha! i enjoy it!~ =p
really looking forward to the camp.
holiday! im coming! =)
to all my friends in poly, i really miss you!!! miss me too! all the best for all!!! take care & study hard!! =)
*muacks*!
at that moment, i thought im burning! terrible feeling i experienced.
hence, i didnt go to sch on that day for my maths test! oh man.
though i was sick, after having my medication, i felt better and i went out!
yeah! friday is my day man! went back to tpss for st john!
weee. miss it so much!! 3weeks didnt get to go back due to the midyr exams.
anyway, was really mad with the idiotic indian security guard at tpss! shall not elaborate on this freak!
today, went to bsss for st john again! haha. having junior ncos training course 2.
had a wonderful time. so long didnt get the chance to scold and punish the kids.
oh man.. just did it today! its was great! haha! i enjoy it!~ =p
really looking forward to the camp.
holiday! im coming! =)
to all my friends in poly, i really miss you!!! miss me too! all the best for all!!! take care & study hard!! =)
*muacks*!
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