st john nutz

Alright, I'm having this feeling like I'm unable to part with St John once again. I had this feeling just before I stepped down due to 'O' levels. Now, I'm back to St John. My mind is full of St John St John St John and St John. How am I going to divert all my attention back to studies? I'm getting too obsessed with St John! I'm feeling too attached to it!! Is it good or bad? Save me man..

3rd day of xmas

Closing the back door. Opening the front door. What's behind this front door? Will the path be everlasting?
I choose to close the back door and not locking it. Allowing some memories to flow through. A new route ahead. I'm bringing a torch with me. To shine my way through. To make sure I see things clearly.
What's so special about New Year when you have already passed 16 times? Well, maybe its special when you have special companies with you to spend that day. They're going to make it fabulous and wonderful!
Well, year is ending very soon. I'm going to set my objectives again. Life without aims, hopes, dreams, wishes is meaningless. =) Spend your life wisely. You will be proud of yourself. Heez.

2nd day of xmas

Good Night People, one last week to schooling time!~
Excited & nervous to meet new people in my life. Haha.
I love my spectacles. I can't live without it. For the sake that it gives me perfect vision each time I wear it.
However, it sucks when you're having a hot drink and when you alight from a damn cold air-conditioned bus. I believe you get what I mean right? =)
Anyway, just learnt a new greeting sentence from my Xiao Yi. "Complements of the season." Its a greeting used after the 1st day of Christmas. Well, that means now you can start greeting people "Complements of the season!" till the 12th day of Christmas. Cool!
I love to learn new things! Heez =)
Tomorrow going back to TPSS to help out with the First Aid Competition trainings. Hope everything goes smoothly. Doesn't want to disappoint Zhi Wei. Afterall, you can see the effort and hardwork he puts in preparing the kids.
Oh, counting down to a brand new year soon! But shit, I got no invitation!!! Haha. Ask me out quickly!!! =P

xmas day ~

Shit case. I flared when she hit me one more time! Irritating spoiled brad! She's a fucking asshole! Nobody teach her manners? Must be! Probably the mama also doesnt know manners either! Whoever she follows is damn shuay! She's jUst 7 thiS yr my dear!! 7! And she's fucking sticky smelly shit! She will suffer when she grows up! That's for sure! Some other small kids look much adorable and loving. Yet this is different! She looks irritating!! Although I admit she looks pretty somehow~ with god-damn big eyes~, she simply suck to hell in terms of character.
What's more can I say about a Christmas spending with such a kid?
Anyway, still wana thanks my Xiao Yi and Xiong Jie Biao Di for the presents they gave me. HaHa. That's so sweet~ =)

merry xmas!

Well, how to stop myself from blogging on CHRISTMAS DAY? Heez, MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!
Heez, well, went to Tampines Cafe Cartel with Angela, Vanessa and Hwee Chin to celebrate Van's birthday! Haha, we spent around $40.35. =)
Then went to shop for shoes that are suitable to wear to a Junior College. That's damn irritating. For a person as thick skin as me, haha, would wear normal school shoe to JC. Heez. Well, they kept advising me not to. So probably will buy one from Converse. Expensive arh!
Then went to Vincent Watch Shop. Oh my Goosh. I'm in love with a Casio Baby-G watch ($141) and a Citizen watch ($295). Shit case. Its damn damn damn expensive!!! However, its really user-friendly and nice!!! I'm going to think thrice again. HaHa. Just like last time. I thought I'm in love with a Swatch watch ($123), but I didnt buy it in the end. =) So maybe I will just let it go. Awwww''' so sad! HaHa.
Well, then after shopping for awhile at TM and Century Sq, we went to TM foodcourt for a seat and drink. Van had left us, course she going home to cut her birthday cake with her family.
HaHa. Around 10.30pm, we decided to go home. Well, practically, we've got nothing much to do on the streets. Those bangaladash-looking-people really looked scary. They looked as if they want to attack us.
HaHa, lucky this year didnt go to Orchard like last year, stupidly did it. =) So, wasnt a lonely Christmas after all.

Leisure Camp

Alright, camped at 3 places this month!!! Just finished my Leisure Camp in TPSS. Awww''' Back at my own Sec. school. HaHa. I'm going to miss it somehow.
20/12/04 - 22/12/04 Leisure Camp
The camp was pretty fun. The Std4 Nursings were enjoying themselves. We were known as the VIPs of the Camp. HaHa! Cool huh!
For the first night, we slept in the AVA Room. HaHa, air-conditioned. Well, thought that it would be comfortable, but--- Heez. The benches were hard!!!! We went inside the staff's lounge to watch True Files together. Woah, that's my first time entering there. It was cool. The kitchen is full of labels. Such as 'Please switch off after use', 'This is for Halal Food'. The sofa is the best!!! So soft, comfy and nice!!! We hardly wanted to lift our butts off the sofa. Kai Zhong and us then opened all the cardboards and shelves to see whatever in it. HaHa! It was funny! We slept at 2.30am and woke up at 4pm to gather at the operational room.
It was time for hiking! I share a can of Red Bull with Van and Chin. Well, the hike is actually a much much shorter and easier route march. We walked from TPSS to Pasir Ris beach via the connector near Sun Plaza Park. The trainees were complaining and complaining non-stop!!! Oh my god!! I almost burst into pieces. Anger flooded through me. They were whining that their JNCO Camp's hiking was even much easier and at lower pace than this Leisure Camp. What the fuck! These batch of people needs to undergo really tough trainings.
At the beach, they went to pick up litters. Well, that's part of their CIP project. The VIPs were resting then and eating our cup noodles. HaHa, we were enjoying ourselves. I was freezing cold like ice man!! The wind is damn strong and cold!!! I wasn't feeling well. Butterflies were in my stomach. Anyway, on the way back, I was the Rear Scout. HaHa! Saw the picture of Van and Me wearing the vest and holding on to the board? HaHa!!! Anyway, after walking to the bus-stop outside the DownTown Chalet. The VIPs took bus21 back to school!!! HaHa! We lazy to walk back arh. =)
For the 2nd night, we had BBQ and Social Night at the Parade Sq. The food were quite good. The Social night was entertaining with us and some of the EVSS guys around. HaHa. We played and sang cheers/songs together. It was somehow same as the Leisure Camp I've attended 2yrs ago.
We had Training Session in the night. It was supposed to be a somesort of defaultes parade. Mainly was for the std2 kids. Well, I had the std1 kids of course. HaHa. My Angel wings were with me that time. So, was so damn nice to them. The session last only 30mins. Because we dont want to alert the teachers-in-charge. ~whatever~
We agreed to do the night sentry through the night. However, we went to the bunk (classroom) to sleep instead. HaHa.
Woke up at 6.30am to wash up. Then went to sleep again. Haa. Woke up again at 7.30am. Went down to the cookhouse for breakfast. Then, Chong Boon came down at 12pm. He was doing the assessment stuffs with Angela. Awww'''.. so sweet of him to rush down to Tampines at that time. Heez. Then stupid Kai Zhong keep making fun of me by saying "your Chinese come already!" ... Zhong Wen --- Chinese --- Hua Wen They are somehow related. Duhz!
Lastly, the evaluation part then the photo taking. Shit case! The bloody bitchy sucky Fish took the whole camp picture with us. What the fuck!!! She spoiled the whole pic! Damn it!!
Alright, so that's all I can remembered for this yr's Leisure Camp. Had Fun, of course. If not it will be a wasted trip. Anyway, it will most probably be my last camp in Tampines Secondary. =)
Tata~

Peicai Camp

HellOx pEoPle!
Went to Peicai Secondary School yesterday at about 3.30pm. Well, I stayed there for one night just to complete the 50 assessment forms with Ben. Peicai, Presbyterian High and Orchid Park are having their Junior N.C.O.s Training Camp together. Last year, Tampines had the camp together with them too. I was in the committee and got to know many people. In this year's camp, Ben is the Discipline Officer, Stanley and Kai Liang are the enciks.
I was damn happy and excited when I reached the school. Wasn't because of Chong Boon, Haha! It was because I missed the people there!!! Exp, Chi Ying, Sharon, Da Ting, Xiao Ting, Wen Mei, Hui Ying, Yanni, Chui Yee, Stanley, Ben, Sijie, Lionel and many more. Haha. They are really fun people to be with.
Anyway, I headed to the Operational Room immediately. Heez. And saw Ben, Wen Mei, Sijie! So happy to see them!
Talked loads of craps and then time passed by slowly. I really felt the warm and happiness they gave me. They are so sweet.
Unfortunately, Ben gave me a damn black face for the night. (It wasn't my fault) Then, many people came and told me that I won't be doing the forms tonight with Ben. Well, he wasn't in his normal mode. So, I wasn't feeling alright then. I was once again, serious.
Late in the night, they had their evaluation. It ended at 1am. Ben came to look for me to do the forms. Well, how to do it ? I rather I do them myself. Seeing his damn face and I couldnt do anything to help, I didnt feel good. In the end, we came down with a solution.
I stayed up in the Ops Room till 3am to complete more than 20 forms. Slept a little. Woke up again at 3.30am and chatted with ChiYing. Slept again at 4am. Woke up at 5am. Talked a while to Stanley. Well, he and Kai Liang are wonderful enciks.
Alright, I skipped the morning parade to do the forms again. Breakfast time, I spreaded peanut butter bread for Ben, Lionel and Kayee. Haha, they are busy people today. I didnt had any - I hate bread with milo. Chatted with Sharon and Shannel in the cookhouse. Then, went back Ops Room to complete the forms leaving only Ben's signatures. See, I'm such a nice AGA. I arranged the forms nicely and all he needs to do was to sign. However, I dont feel appreciated. Nevermind, finished my stuffs and saw their Endurance Training. After that, Dad came and I ran off without really saying thanks to the people. I felt bad of course. Hope that they know I'm really grateful.
Thanks a lot. I really love their St John spirit!

my face..

Well, camp is over. And I'm missing it!!~ Awww''''.. HaHa! Its always like that. =) When you leave your home for camp, you will have homesick. Then when you leave camp for home, you will have campsick. Hmm, Perhaps thats what 'people come and go in your life' means. You didn't realise when they come in. But you feel it when they leave.
Alright, nothing special happened today. I was trying to smile all day. HaHa, to get rid of my black face. That's tough ok! I really jealous of people who have a god-damn-cheery-face. Atleast, they don't have to act like I do? And its also a privilege for them. People become happier when they see cheery-face people. HaHa, but its different for me!
Hmm, However, I've accepted the fact of my face. So whatever it is, I'm who I am. =)

Camp day 4 (last day)

Hellox viewers! Today I shall proceed with Camp Day 4!
Day 4) Oh no, woke up at 1.45am!! Sleep nothing! Got to wake up early for route march!!! Oh my my my goodness. I washed up and went down to the medic. HaHa. Guess wad! I had 3 bloody blisters!!! Oh no. They are damn painful! Well, Gerald helped me with the spraying medicine and i used 4 plasters!!! HaHa. Went over to the cookhouse. Ooo.. many people were there. They are prepared, but Im scared. HaHa. I shocked Ben with another can of RED BULL~ We shared it and I felt as if I've got wings~~~ HeHez. Every trainer had a light stick with them. COol~ I still hav mine with me. =)
Chee Kian, Kee Leong, Chui Yee and Kessler asked if im alright. HaHa. Look at me at that time. I was damn awake and alert and ready to go!~ I counted the strength of my team and started leaving EVSS - 2.30am. Cool~ It was still so early. I ran with my team all the way. Ben and Chong Boon were the marshalls. They ran a lot! Rain was pelting mercilessly on the ground. It was pouring heavily at one point of time. Our destination was Changi Villiage. Due to the rain, we decided to make a U-turn back to school. I was moving my legs all the way. One officer told us that we must not show our tiredness to the trainees. They need us. This sentence spurred me on. I went further and further with my team. Trying to check if they're alright. Anyway, the way we walked were v.fast.
Lastly, reach EVSS at 6.30am/5.30am. Couldnt remember clearly. =) Anyway, I was not really exhausted. Went up the hall and did somemore stretching. Cool~ It was really fun!!! I was so proud of myself for completing the race. Its a race between myself. I was still so energized after the march. I've got the power! HaHa. Oh no, its the wings~ heez. Well, I was great? Wasnt I? Afterall, I'm red tag man! AHAHhaha..
In the afternoon, packed our stuffs and was ready to go home~ Ben was extremely exhausted. Couldnt blame him. He did a lot during the march. Anyway, I was pretty stunned by his sudden black face. Lucky he showed me during the last day of camp. HaHa. Cool~ Well, took pictures of the whole camp, trainers and trainees. But didnt take any picture with my team. Hmmm, pretty sad that there's no pic for memory. But we can still take them during the POP right. haha! Furthermore, Ben was damn tired and hack care all the photograph stuffs.
Alright. It was a GREAT CAMP! I dont know why. But I simply love going to camps! Esp. as trainers!! HaHa. U'll learn a lot!! I miss this camp as much as i miss JNCO last yr. =) Luckily, it wasnt a nightmare. It turned out v.well. I love it! Thanks to all that hav taught me during the camp! =) *Muacks!

Day 3

Lovely people, I shall carry on with my SNCO Camp experience. HaHa.
Day 3) Woke up at 5.15am once again. Hmm, this time slept for 3hours. Cool!~ Longer, however, still not enough. I was scare on that day. Because, there will be a DownTown Hunt!! Well, elaborate more later. First of all, went for morning P.T. I didnt really join in the exercise. I was shacked, lazy and mad! As I have mentioned earlier on. I waited and looked for Ben the night before!!! But he went to sleep!!! So I stood at one side with Angela and watched people doing it.
After that is Breakfast! I could feel as if blood rushing through my veins. Well, partly is because of the lack of sleep and the other, Ben. I didnt have the mood to join my team n him for breakfast. So i went over to the trainers' table and shared an egg with Vanessa. I cracked the egg and left the shells on the table. Later on, Zhiwei called me over. Shit! He scolded me sacastically about the egg shells. So Van and me went to throw it away. Haha, damn sacastic too. And Zhiwei said I'm bad!!! Because I left my team people. And I should learn from Angela. HaHa. Hey, we've got different team and different group advisor loh, so different case.
After breakfast, its time for the DownTown Hunt!! My team was supposed to go to 4 different stations at different places. 1) Bedok Ntuc 2)Loyang Giant 3)Simei 4)Sun Plaza Park then back to EVSS. Wah, we set off after the 'lose & found' of the 408 key. HaHa! Alright, I was scare man! Well, I have the endurance in myself to complete the whole event. However, I'm lacking some confidence. I'm scared that I will faint!!! HaHa! That's my phobia!! or maybe, damn exhausted!! Shit! Along the way, I was so happily making Ben jealous of my 3 cans of RED BULL in my bag. HaHa. Anyway, I still shared with him. See! I've an angel heart. So nice of me. In the end, I was not really tired due to the drink. My team managed to complete station 1 & 2 only. However, it was still an achievement! I had fun discussing pads and RED BULL with Ben. HaHa. We laughed like hell and the trainees were all puzzled. HaHa. Without the jokes, I'll most probably be bored to death. HaHa. Thanks! O, anyway, I had only a piece of bread with beans an a half egg for that afternoon. So, i was rather satisfied with myself. HaHaHaha!!
Back to school at around 2.45pm! On time! HaHa. Oh, my blisters were.. like shit! It was god damn painful. After plaster-ing it, I felt much better. HaHa. Anyway, Angela's team4 came back last from Kembangan. HaHa, poorthing.
Alright, they were supposed to have activation. And me being another casualty. However, it was cancelled and replaced by bunk inspection.
Wee Wee!! Preparation and then time for buffet dinner!!! I was not feeling good. Probably, because I was having the 'lost' feeling within myself. I felt alone. Angela has her team and Van has her job to do. I tried to finish all the carbohydrate food to giv my body energy. I didnt know why, but I felt weird at that time. Later, it was time for the CAMP FIRE! I observed how Yuan Zhen made the fire. The pouring of kerosene etc. I'm glab to be able to learn that!
The Camp Fire went well, with our team3 doing a 'Snow White & the 6 dogs' skit. HaHa. Quite funny having Xiao Wen as the pretty young lady. Heez. I tried to enjoy myself with Chui Yee and Zhiwei beside me. HaHa.
After that, trainers had a briefing on the Route March. Oh my god!!! U can see fear in my eyes. Ben told Ban Leong my injury. Well, I had mixed feelings at that time. I want to go!! I yearned to go!! But once again, I'm afraid of my own physical abilities. The officers were constantly reminding us that they dont want any trainers to fall-out. That means, all trainers are to complete it successfully. I want it badly. "Should I go, or should I not?" Having encouragement from Ben, Kee Leong and having continuous criticism by Kessler flashing in my mind. I went with a determination to complete, to win.

camp day 2

Hey Hey, I cant sleep. So just let me post again. Well, now its..
Day 2) Woke up at 5.15am. Slept for 1 hour. What the heck!! Eyes were damn smaller then the usual small. HaHa! Well, still quite excited for the whole camp. So washed up and went down for morning P.T. conducted by William. It was shoik!! I love the stretching and running. I have not been running for quite some time. So I was pretty enthusiastic about it.
After the P.T. had breakfast with Ben and team3. Then it was time for Situational Test!~
Our team was the 2nd team to set off. In other words, don't have to wait long for our turn.
Our team was pretty confident. They told the officer that they can make it within 21mins. Cool timing! HaHa. Well, I stood at the staircase for some time and ran with some of the cadets to observe what they are doing. Overall, they did really well. They were praised too. They manged to finish in just 16mins. Great job.
Had lunch. There were dao fu/dao gua/dao pok (sorry I cant identy them well). Anyway, I gave them all to Ben. HaHa. They are his favourite. However, I tried to digust him by squashing them infront of him. HaHa. It was funny. I hate the smell/taste of it.
After lunch. Its their theory MOI presentation. Our team had it at the Ambulance Officer bunk. Cool! HaHa. Some of the cadets really surprised Ben and me. We were happily assessing them mainly on the standard of aids and creativity. HaHa! It was really funny when Lionel drops his aid after having us giving him high points for the standard. He was lucky! HaHa! Marissa's aids were great too. She had certain cute stuffs and that draws a lot of trainers attention! It was done very fast. Because they are supposed to finish their presentation in only 5mins! HaHa. Cool! Mine was long!!
Then it was time for Endurance Test! Each platoon is to complete 1000 push-ups! Cool! At first, I was kind of shocked by the situation. I had the weird weird feeling back with me again. Its most probably cause I didnt get to do it during my camp. Some of my friends (trainers) cried and wanted to cry. HaHa. I endured. I couldnt stand myself standing there assessing them.
I hate doing nothing. In this situation, how to keep quiet? So, I shouted!!! HaHa. Encouraging people in platoon 1. Pushed them, kicked them! Letting them know how much more to go really helps to gain confidence. After all, they have all completed it. Counting out some red/green/yellow tag people.
Then its dinner time! What the hell!! Dao fu/dao gua/dao pok again?!!? Ben was happy. HaHa. I gave them to him once again. I wasnt really having good appetite. Because I feel like shitting. HaHa. Having some problem with that because my butt regconise toilet bowl. Sad case.
BOLD LIGHTNING - activation! HaHa. I acted as a casualty suffering from burns on the lower left arm and sprain on the right ankle. It sounded easy right? However, it was a nightmare to me. I had a god-damn hard time being a casualty!! The trainees simply dragged me out of the classroom (where I'm injured) and my face, shirt, shorts, legs were all brushed against the floor. My goodness. That's not the end, trainees' perspirations were dripping from their faces/necks onto my face and body!!! Due to my sprained ankle. I was supposed to hop down the stairs and hop my way to the first aid post (somewhere near the gate). This is shit! I was so exhausted, sleepy, smelly, dirty, untidy!! Cool huh? Anyway, WenMei, Kessler and Ben praised me for my performance. HaHa! Thanks!
After the activation. I excused myself and went home to bathe! Haha!!! I've got permission from the assistant camp commandant (opps) / Philip. Heez. He asked me to buy him 'kopi gao' (thick coffee). HaHa. I'm so lucky. So i dashed home having Li De opened the gate for me. Bathed and shitted really well! haHaha! Went to buy 3 cans of RED BULL, 1 green tea and 1 thick coffee. Had slight supper. After supper, I wanted to pass the 3 cans of RED BULL to Ben. I rushed down from 3rd floor to the ground floor 3times. Asking people where he is. However, I couldnt find him. A while later, Li De told me he's sleeping in the bunk. Wad the hell!!! I'm going to strangle him the next day. I've most probably wasted my effort n time wanting to give him the bulls~
Tata, continue Day 3 tomorrow! Its pretty interesting =)

camp day one

yOz yOz.. People, Im back!! Heez. Surprise?! Happy?! GrEat!!! Anyway, juz back from 23rd Senior N.C.O.s Training Course (2004). Its from 9th - 12th Dec. PhEw.. lots of things happened during the camp. How to tell u all everything?
Day 1) Admin stuffs and then its the team and platoon games. The platoon games were quite boring. Well, its not really the games that are boring. But simply the people playing it. What the heck loh. Couldnt even pour water properly and probably have more fun and enthusiasm!! They simply pissed me off. Shack.
3pm was the Initiation Ceremony rehearsal. Oh my god. I was so damn frightened!!! I'm scared that I'll faint again!!! I hate that!! I don't want to embarrass myself infront of my officers and cadets!!! "Do it once, and do it good!" was repeating in my mind. If i faint, I'm gona die. I don't want to!!!!!
7.30pm was the start of the Initiation Ceremony. People around me like Ben, Chi Ying, Alvin were kind of nervous too. Because, its our show!! Gotta show people our capabilities right. Then it was time!!! I did my part and I have no regret. We shaked and congratulated each other at the end. HaHa! I felt really great!!! No mistakes. Love the feeling man! Though its a small and simple ceremony, it matters a lot to us! That's what st john always give us, the sense of achievement and committment. yea yeah!
Everythings done. 3pm Night Sentry Duty for my team. Oh no, sleepy seh. Anyway, bathed for 20mins and chiong down for the duty. And guess what, Ben wasnt there!! He's late!!! Shit! Anyway, I talked to them and haha, was kind of awake after drinking bit of RED BULL! Had a bit of milo bought by William. Get to know some stories Ben told me. Cool~
Then, good night.
Wah, im only at Day 1.. Continue other time manx!!! 3more days to come loh =)

notes

Alright, dress, handbag, necklace, earrings, shoe, shawl are all bought. What the hell man! This few days were busy looking and buying all these stuffs for Graduation Night. I orignally thought that it would simply be a dinner at the Intercontinental Hotel. But i was wrong! It is not going to be simple! I didnt pay a lot of attention to it until this few days. Thats why I was somehow rushing to buy shoes, jewellaries etc. Money from my "bank" is reducing and reducing. I became very worried. Well, I just dont wish to spend a large sum of money on a 3/4-hour dinner.
Hmm.. I just learnt something today. Money is 'shen bu dai lai, si bu dai qu'. Well, it means that you couldnt bring money along with you when you're dead or born. Ha Ha. Lousy translation. Anyway, it is rather meaningful and true, right? However, I still love money =) Ha Ha, cant help it! As long as I'm alive, I'll still love money.
Hey Hey, Singapore Idol Final on this Wed! HaHa, so fast man. I still remember the audition was during my Chinese O'level examination period. That's why I didnt go for it! HaHa. Awww''' Well, who do you wish to win? Hmm.. I like Slyvester, but I wish Taufik will win. Ha Ha. They are both equally good. I wouldnt be sad with the results. So.. we shall see on this Wed!
Well, I'm kind of worried that I wouldnt enjoy the Grad night man!!! Will it be fun?! I hope so. O yeah! I finished watching 'Huan Zhu Ge Ge 3'!!! HaHa.. Its quite good. Just that I didnt shed a single tear. Ha Ha. I'm becoming heartless.. Aww'''
- Signed off -

JC postings

yOz yOz! Today is such a busy and tiring day. I was jolted awake by my Mum at 9 a.m. Haha, then I vomited as I wasn't feeling very right. Rushed to school by 10.45 a.m. and waited at the school gate with Angela, Fatmah and Vanessa for Hwee Chin. HaHa, because she dyed and cut her hair. So we were all so anxious to welcome her. HaHa.
Then received the CCA Cert, testimonial, the posting form and a booklet. Well, wasn't really excited for the 3months course. Start school at 3rd of Jan 2005!! Oh man, what the heck! So early!!! Anyway, have to submit the form before Saturday. And we will be going to Ms Low's house one 2nd of Dec!~ Yeah, haha! Hope that it will turn out to be fun!
Then rushed to Bugis for my SNCO team meeting. Well, I wasn't sure of the place! haha, 3months not touching town. I was lost! I looked around and found the BK across the road. Went there and had a few things sorted out with Benjamin. Atleast, we came down with some solutions to things. Phew~ Then once again, I rushed to Lavender Concourse to meet Angela. Well, main motive was actually to see Chong Boon. wAhaha! =x Alright, not really lah.
We went to the basement and walked around the Christmas decorations. It was fabulous man! So beautiful!! It was as if we were celebrating Christmas at that time and have the urge of buying a Christmas tree. HaHa. We walked around Concourse looking for new things but found none. =)
Then we went back to Tampines for dinner. Alright, just finished email-ing the trainees some stuffs. So sleepy. Yeah! Can start watching 'huan zhu ge ge3' tomorrow! ;)
Cya!~

snco meeting

Just back from 23rd St John Ambulance Brigade Senior NCOs Training Camp's meeting. Sick. Sick. Sick. I'm so disappointed. What can i say? Backout?! No way! Its not the correct way of a responsible trainer. Then how?! Disappointed! Disappointed! I'm SO DISAPPOINTED! Its so disappointing!
First of all, what!!! 3 out of 15 trainees from Tampines Sec came for this meeting! I understand that there were 4 of them that went for public duty. Then how about the rest? the 8 of them? Come'on that's not what I have expected. Is it because I wasnt involved in any sjab activities for such a long time and I'm like lost contact from everyone of them? Haiz.
Next, I'm actually very happy with my post, as an assistant group advisor. However, guess what! Group advisor, which is my head, is Benjamin Tan. Sick. Sick. Sick. He's a weird, crazy fellow! What can i say?! And he is driving me mad with all his bombastic words! Although he can be really funny sometimes, he's a weirdo, sicko. Ha Ha. How bad I am to say that huh. Just diappointing not to have Chong Boon instead. I'm sad.
Then its the whole atmosphere. Maybe because there were only 3 of us as trainers from TPSS (Vanessa, Angela & Me) at the St John HeadQuarters just now. So it was hard to blend in with the rest of the officers from other schools. They were joking among themselves more. Though I have worked with them before during last year's Junior NCOs Training Camp, I just don't feel very right. Afterall, Im not close to them as much as they are close among themselves.
Alright! So I'm trying to adapt to that kind of atmosphere and situation. But before that, I hope that I can enjoy myself first since its like after Os. And of cause, get ready the graduation night stuffs! yeah! =)
God Bless All.

O's OVER!!!

yOz yOz yOz!!! Whahahaa!! MuuAHahaha!! Well, 19th of Nov!! O's is OVER!!! Phew!~ Its OVER! Finally manx!!! This three weeks were a torture! Stress, nervous, anxious were shown all over my face! What the heck manx.. Luckily, 3weeks flew past just like that. However, still have to wait till next year to get back the results. So its still somehow 'not done yet'. I'm not really as happy as i thought i will be after the exams. In fact, I feel nothing. ~
Well, now got to get ready all the stuffs for graduation night!!! haha! Buy shoes, buy earings, buy bangles, buy necklace, cut hair.. what else? O, I'm going to wear my sis's dress. No choice ah, must cut cost!! I very thrifty ok! =P Hmm.. that's all for now.
St John 23th Senior NCOs Training Camp coming!!! Yeah! Ha Ha, now going in as assistant training commandant.. heez. Trainer wor, so excited, because Sir Philip is going too!!! mUhahaha! Alright! not really lah, nothing to do with him! haha, I'm just excited to 'touch' St John activities. So long never mention, handle, see anything associate to SJAB manx! Miss it ah! HaHa!

Alright, look at the table now. So clean huh! Only my hp. Ha Ha!


I just cleared the table.


HaHa, look how happy they are for me! Heez.

pictures

Hey! Have not been posting for the pass few days. Sorry about that. Anyway, life is so monotonous. Nothing special and exciting. Examinations in progress. Hence, its kind of bored. All I do is eat, shit, sleep, study and play hula hoop. Ha Ha. What else can I do. O yeah, i took some pictures! Ha Ha, they are lame. Alright, show it to ya!


Ha Ha, that's the table i use to do all my homework & revision. Saw the calculators? Ha, they belong to my cousins. So nice of them to lend it to my Mum? or me? heez Thanks JiaFen & Ian!


Ohh.. Baby Baby, haha! They are my bestest bud!! SO LOVING!!! MMMmuUaCk!! Luv Em!


Well, my Hp hardly rang this few days. So sad.. haha! Beside it is a nod-nod-head. All it does is to nod its head. haha! So u can ask him all sorts of Qns and he only answer u YES! heez.


Alright, this is irritating me. Its dirty, smelling and ugly! hA hA!


See!!! Even Doraemon-sters feel bored =)


How can i miss out my lovely, cutey, funny, little thing. Heez. His name is PorPor. I love him!! MuAck!

HaHa, that's my photo gallary. OK Ok, I shall update again some other time!~

practicals' reflections.

Well, finally practicals are over. Aww'' it would be sad not being able to return to our school's laboratory anymore. Ha Ha! Okay, Its now time for reflections on the practicals.
Thurs (21/10) - Chemistry. Alright, Iwas even more apprehensive than I am for my prelim practicals. I was reminding myself to rinse the burette and pipette with chemicals. Ha Ha which i did not do it during normal Chem practicals. In actual, nothing bad turned out that day. It was like what Mdm Zarinah had said 'do-able'.
Tues (26/10) - Physics. Ha Ha. When i entered the lab, "What?! circuit!" haha that was my first reaction. Bascially the circuit part was manageable. However, the method2, oh my gut! I did not know how to hang the mass and newton-meter on the retord stand! I was panickedLuckily, the examiner happened to 'keblakang bu-sing' (turn 180degrees) at my bench! wahahaa!! Guess what I did?! I looked left, looked right lah! Ha Ha! Sorry I admit I cheated. Heez. And thanks to Jianli. I was directly staring at his set-up. (He was sitting at 2 benches b4 me) Ha Ha! And I managed to set up the experiment. "Heng Ah!" I sweat! Ha Ha! I was really perspiring like hell. So in the end, luck was on my side. Thank God.
Thurs (28/10) - Biology. "wah seh, why is there a prawn?" exclaimed Jianli. Ha Ha, he said that when we were already in the lab. Anyway, I did not look at the bench when I entered, so I was surprised! I turned around and saw a raw prawn on every bench. Ha Ha, luckily we were just supposed to draw w/o labelling. O yeah, there was food test too. Mr Hafiz spotted it. Hence, we were all quite good at the testing part. The problem lies with the naming of the A,B,C,D. Okay, nothing much more surprising then the prawn happened that day. (Anyway, the past few yrs was handling rice grains, leaves, celeries, cucumbers and kiwi. No seafood before. So it was indeed something new.)
Well, that's all I've got to say for the practicals. I can't wait for Os to end!!! I need a BREAK badly!!! .zZz O yeah! Christopher Lee is OUT! mUhaahhaa!! Finally man! In fact, he should be out before David & Maia! Well, He wasn't that bad, but he sounded worse than David n Maia, that's why. Guess what! I'm falling in love with my pen, pencil, textbooks, tys, thickbook.. !! Ha Ha! Because I keep having this 'guilty' feeling once I let go of them. Ha Ha.. yeah, I'm feeling it right now. Nutz me. I'm weird. When my Mom asked me what I want for my dinner. I told her crocodile meat. Heez. Pig's leg will do too. Haa.. I'm going crazy~
*Reminder: If you want to see Wong Liling's baby, do tune in to Channel News Asia tomorrow at 8.30 p.m. on Here's looking you, Baby. =)

stomach ache

Okay, I'm having sleepless nights and gastric aches this few days. What the hell went wrong? Well, I guess I'm stressed, that's why I couldn't sleep well. What about the butterflies in my stomach? Duhz.. Did it went in through my mouth when I was sleeping? Ha Ha. Alright, maybe I really should go for a check-up. I suspect I'm suffering from maybe stomach cancer, gastric ulcers or stomach infection? I get diahhoea very often and gastric pains. Its not as if I eating too much, not eating or eating unhygienic food. Last night I woke up in the middle of the night, and my stomach ached! Oh shit right! I hate to go toilet at night. Cockroaches & lizards come out at that time! So i endured and endured. In the end, zZZzZ! heez. Woke up this morning, shit a little. Still pain! Went toilet again, and shit a little again! haha! (sorry if you're eating while reading) What seh, painful and can't shit properly! And yesterday came home after Physics practical. I'm deadbeat. However, i forced myself to stay awake. Because I don't want to sleep in the afternoon and can't sleep at night! 0_O Staying awake. I was really sleepy at 6pm but i strived! haha. After studying and watching pi li huo, at around 12pm, I went to sleep. zzZzZ Cannot make it! I couldn't sleep! WHY!! I was supposed to be extremely exhausted, but I just couldn't fall asleep. I flipped and flopped till 1am++ then I became unconscious. heez. So sickening, I want to sleep and shit properly!!! arhhhH! Ha Ha! Alright, got to go buck up my Biology. Heez. =P Cya!

Singapore Idol~

What the heck! Maia is out of the competition? Come'on this is a sucking Singapore Idol contest.. I lost my favourite David Yeo!!! and now its Maia!!! Guess what, next should most probably be Sylvester or Leandra!! Because its simply based on whose the richest and not whose the most talented! This is shit! Can the Christopher sings? No! Can Daphne sings? No! These two should be out before David and Maia!! Just because they are rich, they are still in! As for Taufiq, he performed much better this few weeks, furthermore he is handsome and has the looks for an idol. And Olinder, she does not really has the looks to be an idol but she can sing, and she sings pretty well. Anyway, she is rich. Leandra looked sick on this few weeks performances. She looked as if she's troubled. Thus made her singing goes from good to bad and bad to worse. In my opinion, Sylvester should win. He sings very well, he is likeable by all and he has what the rest of the contestants don't have, which is the X-factor. He just have to improve on his appearance and attire. Well, this Singapore Idol just pissed me off. Its unfair and injustice! Alright, no more comments. I just hope Sylvester will win.

Os..

Yeah! 'O's ending in roughly a month time! 19th Nov! Haha, I'm not counting down to the start of the examinations rather, I'm counting down to the END! mUhaha! The thought of ending my Secondary life is simply so cooooooool! I've been yearning for it for 2yrs! And its just going to end in a month time!! wooo weee!! This is great! However, come'on, have to tackle the exams first right. Awwww'''..
Looking forward to something really nice, good, brilliant will actually helps time to 'pass' faster. That's what I think though. A month??!! What the heck! I've been in this world for 16years 7months and 29days! haha! A month is nothing! Its gonna pass very quickly.. I hope. *grin
Alright, nothing much more interesting than Os.. Haha! Wish me luck ya? =)

Will we.. ?

Will we stay in-contact?

Will we meet again?

Will we remember each other?

Will we change?
=)

Will we?

QiangQiang

He's the guy! (picture removed)
haha, well the picture looks a bit blur because the stupid village photo website. Hehe, he looks cute right? Hmm, this picture is taken in April. Now he looks even more charming. Do not think that he's kiddy, because HE'S A DOCTOR! Awww'''.. handsome cousin!
Alright, he's appearing in my mind time and again! That's it! I'm sick! Haha. Why do some people simply born to be so handsome??? My my my, they are like so rare gems okay! How I wish I can have one of them!! Haha! Nutz me! Now I'm thinking of going Poly and study Nursing. Then become a nurse and get close to him! Muhaha! ;) Anyway, I'm a First-Aider Okay! Haha. Awww'' my hormones are spoiling me~~~.. Haha!

burner..

Today was tiring. I'm just back after sending off my cousin's grandfather's last route. I reached the void deck with my Mom at 11.30am. Very few people were there. All the relatives were wearing the proper attire. Soon, a group of people came. They are the band. They played oldies which were very nice. Anyway, the band cost $500. Then the monk came. All the relatives were to hold a joss stick and kneel down. My cousin (Xiong Jie - Pri4) was so funny! He held the two joss sticks with his two hands separately and played with the flame. Haha! He was kneeling down at first, then squat and then sit down totally. Hee! He kept smiling to me. Haha! So adorable.
I saw the handsome man. He's the cousin of my cousin. Haha, get it? I saw him a couple of times at my cousin's house. He looks a bit like Chong Boon. He is a doctor, surprising? Hee! He's around the age of 24+. Xiong Jie knew I like him and wanted to see him. So he brought him to where i stood and signal me with his eyebrows! Wah Seh, i was shy! Haha! He kept bullying this handsome cousin and joked me. However, he has a girlfriend (whatever!) haha. Whose a nurse. She was not there as she went to London to further her studies. She will be there for 5 years! Haha! Well, a lot of things can happen during that 5 years. *wiNk Haha! NutZ me!
Alright, the whole ritual was so grand. Lots of people were present. I was so excited to see such a grand funeral. They must have spent quite a sum of money.
I was at the 'Guan Ming Shan' - temple. That's where my Kor Po's (great grand aunt) ashes are. When i reached there, i felt a great sense of belonging. Well, its not that I been there for thousand times, but I felt as if my Kor Po is there. And I'm there to see her. I ran to the gate and shouted for my Kor Po. I told her I'm taking my exams soon and may her wishes me goodluck. *almost weep
Alright, then the body was pushed inside the 'burner'. It was such a quick process. Soon the door of the 'burner' closed. And that's it! So fast! I was shocked. I thought it would be like at the Aljunied - where there will be a few ritual and the body will move in through the curtain and then move slowly into the 'burner' (which I will definitely cry). It's was quite heartbreaking to see that. Is that where life ends?
Okay, I'll stop here. Watching Singapore Idol soon. Anyway, Jerry or Christ should be out!

alone at home..

When I was walking to my house, I was splashed by a Indian man who was washing the floor. He smiled at me. Well, i smiled back. I was alone at home. I checked time and again to comfirm if I have locked the gate and door. I made sure I put the keys back into my bag. I called my Mom and she said she would not be back so soon.
I went to bathe. Halfway through, someone was knocking on the door outside. I was petrified. "Who can that be?" I thought. I dried myself and called my Mom. She told me that it might be some salesmen. I bathed quickly and when I was about to leave the room, I saw the Indian man outside my house. I went back into the toilet. I was trying to hide. I came out only when he left.
I went to check the gate and door once again. They were properly, safely locked. I put my keys and handphone in my pocket.
Soon, i felt dead-beat. I thought that resting awhile should be okay. I rested, and fallen asleep unknowingly. When i woke up, my Dad was home. Then, i realised i was just being overly suspicious.

bitches

Well, last Sat and yEsterday we were celebrating my cousin's 21st birthday. Last Sat was held at his house. At the Melview Park. It was meant for relatives only. Yesterday was held at Safra Resort. Its a chalet mainly for his friends. Of coz, relatives were also invited. Haha.
It was my first time to Safra Resort. The chalet is huge. 2 storeys and the living room is big! I played bowling, pool and arcade. The bowling only cost $2.80 per game! and the pool is $2.00! Cheap right! The whole event was suppose to be fun and enjoyable since its my cousin's 21st birthday and its also a family gathering. However, i did not enjoy it. Esp yesterday.
I was harassed by a spoilt-brad! She was following me WHENEVER WHEREEVER I GO! Its SICK OK! She's Pri2 but is so kiddy and childish! I hate to go to places where there is someone whom i hate! It bloody sickening! Imagine a sticky tape sticking onto ur skin for the whole day! I even tested her! I walked to the door, she followed! I walked to the kitchen, she followed! Wad e hack! Am i that sweet? i thought! I couldnt stand her! I hate her! I loathe her!
And guess wad! Her MOTHER!! I'm lousy at playing bowling. So?!!?! Must you make so much noise about it! Still teach me how to play.. " its push not throw.. bend down.. use more strength.." I was so furious that i walked away wearing socks only! sickening! Wad e hack! Still ask me to take napkims for her WHILE SHE WAS PLAYING MAHJONG!
See! In e end, i only hates children more & more..

cigar-re..

Well, guess wad i found on the washing machine! Malboro (spelling err) Red! wOo.. The cover has a picture of a set of teeth and it is horrible. The teeth is yellow, broken and have some mucus looking thing stuck onto it. Smoking will cause mouth disease. haha! Hmm.. the Malboro Red belongs to my sis's friend (boyfriend of my sis's another friend). He came up to my house to use the toilet awhile ago. haha! My sis always have friends who come up to our house to use the toilet ONLY. Its fine to me, just find it funny. They then went down to the void deck, to chit-chat of course!
Upon finding the cigar, i called my sis. She told me to throw that down from the kitchen's window. HaHa! So i just went and threw it down. The guy was there to pick it up. It was hilarous. Well, fun i should say.

lab closing..

hEyz.. juz went to the new KBOX karaoke at pavillian 2nd level on Wednesday.. muhahaa! no sch mahx.. prelims juz finished. phew~ anyway, it was shoick! Angela hweeChin n me dont have to go all the way to Orchard cineleisure or Hougang juz to sing.. haha.. exellent!
5hrs for $15.. heez.. we go until expert le manx! keep asking for the snacks.. heez.. oh.. and we met this guy who serve us.. he and ah Ben (channelU artiste) look very alike!!! my goodness.. then we keep laughing n laughing.. haha! and of coz keep calling him ah Ben.. haha! kind of cute too! =)
Hweechin.. oh my gut.. She accidentally touched the 'ah Ben's' finger.. and guess wad she said! "wah.. that moment was so warm." muhahaha!!! soooo digusting ah.. haha! Actually coz we were very cold inside the room.. hence when they happen to 'touch' wahha.. chin felt the warm from him.. hahaha!! mushy sehx.. heez..
Sch is getting bad to worse.. For the next two weeks.. we will be having common test every day on different subjects!!! my goodness.. isnt that great?! ... ... Well, yesterday Mr Hafiz spent an hour talking to us.. mostly about exam stuffs and kind of motivate us.. hmm.. i find him so sincere & nice. We shouldnt be afraid of him.. he is a gd teacher. Just dont disappoint him (which i think i'll) =)
Thinking of JC and Poly is driving me mad. I got no idea which school which course interest me & that seems to freak me out. I guess i'll just wait and see.
Watch?! very good. I'm so eager to buy the SWATCH watch now!!! However, I'm short of cash. Furthermore, I have to get ready the $55 for Graduation night. How?? Any nice guy want to sponsor me? muhahaa =x And now I'm thinking of cancelling my Hp line and sell my Hp. I find it useless. I dont like to sms, i dont like to talk on phone and i hardly go out. So why am i holding on to a hp? Wasting $30 every month. After calculating, its approximately $360 a year. I could just help my family to save that sum of money. What do you think? Anyone wants to buy Samsung X430 at $250 heez. Contact me. =) Its in perfect condition. I've used it for 2months or less only.
Do you watch 'Pi Li Huo' every Tue-Thurs ChannelU 10.45pm - 11.45pm? Well, i just started watching. Oh man.. i love Liu Wen Cong!!! He is so romantic although he was a extremely bad guy last time - heard from other ppl coz i didnt watch the part where he killed people) He is now taking care of his wife whom is fully paralysed after Jiang Shi (bad guy) shot her during their wedding. Oh.. and the most touching part is, he held Yong Hui's (wife) hands and said "i'll hold your hands till the end" while him crying!! my gut, its is so sweet~~ He cried ok! so touching. awww'' haha.
Oyah, today we had Chemistry and Physics lessons. I was in the lab and was thinking that time really flies. This will be the last time sitting in the lab as the lab will be closed from next week to prepare for O level practical. I had a weird feeling, though i still have 2months before leaving sch, i felt kind of sad to leave. I wouldnt have any more chance to sit with Fatmah in Chem lab and do the titration together.. take 4 distilled water bottles! muhaha! I wouldnt have any more chance to sit with Kenneth in Phy lab and discuss about magics, charms, fortune, ghosts & lots of other stuffs while Mdm Lim was teaching. heez. Thats why i really treasured today's lessons in the lab and had talk and do the stuffs with my partners. We really had a great time for these past 2yrs. =) emotional~~~ aww''' heez.
Alright, i believe we'll still be friends after graduating from tPsS. Best of lUck to everyonE for your Os! We've made it so far, and its time to shOw oUr talEnt, iSnt it? =)

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Oh my gUt.. thE pricEs arE aLL $147,00 .. WhiCh sHouLd i bUy??

muacks

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LUv U aLL! LUv mE?? hEehEe

giving up on philip

Yoz.. u guyx can start calling me Rose.. muhahaha!! (I remmber saying these lastime after watching Titanic also) When i watched Titanic last night, (which i was supposed to study) i felt as if im totally 'suck' into watching the show. I was juz wanting to watch maybe the first part.. but i went on, of coz. heez.. I watched Titanic 3times! muhaha.. and i cried 3times! =x hehe.. i find it extremely romantic.. Jack is handsome n Rose is pretty. I love the part when Rose asked Jack to draw a picture of her wearing the sapphire necklace ONLY! wee wee!! so nice right.. haha naked infront of someone u love.. and of coz the part where they made love inside a 1960s kind of car. haha! So touching right.. owww' =x haha! and of coz i always cried at the same part of the show.. the scene where Jack died. He was frozen. So sad!!! Then Rose told him that she will nve giv up and let go of him.. So stupid ah!! Then he sank into the sea!!!~ SO POORTHING! sad ah.. why he died...''' haha.. if it happens to me ah.. i'll die with Jack ok! Since they did everything (haha u know what i mean) already, then they shldnt be afraid to die.. and rather they shld b happy that they can die together.. as chinese often said "bu neng tong nian tong yue tong re shen, dan yuan tong nian tong yue tong re si" =) Sweet awww''' haha!
Nxt thing i wana tell u guys is i met Philip. and lizhen!!! duhz.. 19/09 We met at Sakae Sushi East Point.. He saw me too!!! and he was looking at me.. haha he recognise me .. we juz met during the SJAB POP mah.. but i was sooo sad that he was with lizhen!!! so i act as if i didnt see him.. and carried on talking to my cousin.. awww''' and now i regret!!! i should have talk or smile at him!!! ~~~ haha.. then the next day at sch, i made up my mind. I'LL 4GET ABOUT PHILIP! and guess wad chin n angela said!!!! "iyoo.. u shld do it long ago!" DUHZ!!!! wad only.. well, i might not be able to do it so quickly.. but i'll try.
Alright.. as u know now is Prelim period.. and the worse thg that can happen during exam time is not panicking.. but.. to see Justin Toh!!! wah seh.. i cant concentrate with him walking around the hall. I'll hav the urch to look at him. haha.. im sick ah.. =P well, u noe what i mean?! The feeling is.. u see this guy from far.. u have the urch to run towards him and hug him tightly!! =x muhaha.. i shy liao lah! thats what i thought.. crazy me! He's married and is a father of 2 kids!
Hey, guess wad im telling myself this few days. "Don't ever give birth to children!" haha.. for most of u.. u shld know that im violence.. and the worse thgy is that.. im getting more n more violence.. muhahaa!! i always feel the need to kill people! muahha.. sicko?! well, of coz is to kill someone i duno or i hate lah.. and i believe, i can do it! So if i have kids.. die manx.. im going to kill them all~ muhaa.. and if they irritates me.. wahhaa.. DEAD! Furthermore, i have this 'owe me $50 000' stuck-up face.. so, this actually encourages me to be a murderer... want to know what my idealprofession last time? Prostitute!! muhaha.. easy to earn money what.. In addition it burns off fats very quickly by doing ~ haha.. well, after i gav up the thought of that, i decided to be a Professional assasin. Murdering people is my hobby, seeing ppl cry interests me and making u die infront of me is my job. How is it?! great slogen? heez.. cool right.. i think im sick. Hey Hey, i mentioned thats last time ok.. now of coz something more decent lah.. like a business lady.. etc.. =)
One more thing i need to say. I believe that when i am damn angry, whatever curse i said or thought of, will eventually happen! Exp: i curse XYZ to die.. very soon.. XYZ wanted to commit suicide or XYZ got injuried. cool huh?! Well, i've observed and i realised that its true.. whether u believe it or not it doesnt matter. But after a few incidents.. i can conclude that. Some of my close frenz , u shld know ah.. i might have told u b4. Its weird eh.. anyway, its gd in a sense! =) So better dont test me man..
Awww'' alright, update u guys some other time! Cyaz! =) Anyway, im not sick or crazy k.. heez...

sesame st

AnyOne WantS tO WaTCh SesSamE St ConcErt wiTh mE? heEz..

Venue:
Downtown East D'MarqueeNTUC Lifestyle World Downtown East1 Pasir Ris Close

Prices (exclude SISTIC Fee) :Standard - $65, $48, $38, $25

Date & Time Range:
From 23 Nov 2004 (Tue), 7.30 PM to 03 Dec 2004 (Fri), 7.30 PM 1 show each on Tue to Thu at 7.30pm3 shows each on Fri to Sun at 11am, 3.30pm & 7.30pm

Duration of Performance:
Approx 1 hr 30 mins
Interval: Approx 15 mins

prelims in progress

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prelims

Prelims coming!!!

teachers' day

HeyToday is teachers' day!.. well, guess wad i bought for the teachers.. NOTHING! Muahaha.. im not sincere, of coz~ Anyway, when we went up to our classrooms, our chairs and tables are arranged exactly the same as how it was when we were celebrating Ms Ong's farewell party. I was surprised! Not only because of the arrangement, but also the party. I wasn't informed about this party. Needless to say, i don't know that there will be cakes, tibits, drinks and of coz i'm not sure of the present for Ms Low. That does not only apply to me. SiYi, Fatmah, Angela, Lela and lots more don't know about it too. Well, i hate it. I hate the organiser of this whole crappy stuff! Wad the fuck.. U want to hav this party.. u want us to pay.. and u nve consult us about the whole thing! Since i wasnt told, then i don't hav to pay right?! bloody hell.. i could feel blood rushing thru my veins when i was in the class. UNITY??!! RUBBISH! This was done by a couple of students only!! I wanted to tell Ms Low about it.. but im afraid she might get upset, so i didnt. Isnt this shity?! I was bored! So sick! it's not fun at all!
Furthermore, during the morning assembly, we wanted to see the present. So we asked those shitty ppl to pass down. And u know wad! They replied saying "don't want lah. Ms Low coming, later she might see it.".. Wad the fuck! Afraid she might see it?!! rubbish! She will see it eventually.. but the problem is.. those who r paying will get to see it when the receiver got it. Isnt it stupid?! When Ms Low got the present.. all of us started asking her to let us see the design of the shirt. (oyah, the present was a shirt designed by some shitty ppl~ infact, i dont know who also~) The whole situation was freaking irritating. Ms Low thinks im involved with this party for her, but inactual, i dont~.. its not that i dun wan.. but there is this bitch who always takes initiative.. and damn bossy.. keep ordering us.. wad the fuck right! Bcoz of her, i lost the mood for this teachers' day thgy. It's still the best when Angela, Jeanie, Qiu xia and me went to make the weight for teachers 2yrs back. =)
OKie, so the day didnt go well of coz. Im gibin them a black face! However, after the concert, at 10.30am++, i went to the office to look for JUSTIN TOH! HEHeEHEHe! Jeanie n Xia kept pushing me to him.. arggG! i was so shy!!! hehee.. they kept asking him to accept me!! haha!! then we talked about sex somemore.. as u noe im 16.. legal for sex! muhahaa~ =) i SHOOK his hand.. hehe.. n wished him happy teachers' day.. of coz~ i held onto his hand for quite some time!! muhahaa.. relunctant to release!!! =P He asked me to study hard.. heez.. i'll.. for his sake.. =x Oyah, i didnt buy anything for him seh!! u noe why.. becoz i no longer treat him as my teacher.. but my valentine! hee.. i gav him somethg homemade for valentine's day loh =) Oright Oright.. then i took picture of him alone.. and me with him!!!! hehe.. juz outside the office.. well, guess wad!! I GRABBED HIM ARM when i stood beside him for the pic! muahhahahahaa... isnt it great.. wah seh.. den he put on my shoulder.. hehhee.... i guess he muz hav shocked by my move.. heez.. Im also quite surprised by my bold act.. =) Mayb coz i dont want to regret! hee..
After that.. i went to hav breaklunch with Angela n Carnae Koh (heehee remmber who? check out my previous posts if u duno.. heez). HAHA! I CANT STOP SMILING N RECALLING WAD HAD JUZ HAPPENED! heez.. =) (= =) (= .. LALalaALaa~ Are U happy for mE? ThankS if u r.. heez.. oright.. im not going to show u the photo! muahhaa.. im keeping for myself!! MYSELF ONLY! =O
OkOk.. i have still not recover from the happiness i've got.. haha! im so happy~ =P Well, maybe u haven take the first step.. bt aniway, i've.. and thats enough.. heez.. wad m i saying.. nutz.. oright.. see ya!~ Oyah.. i did not eat any of the 2cakes that ~~~ bought loh.. wad e fuck.. eat liao later diarrheoa ah.. so cheap... Qbread~

Joanna's house.

Tired man.. yesterday, after the band concert, went to Joanna's house to stay. HaHa.. with Angela n Hwee Chin. This is the 2nd time we spent our night together. The first time was at Hwee Chin's house. Well, we take away MacDonald to Joanna's house. Thats our dinner & lunch man!!.. Becoz we were aren't prepared for this stay, we do not hav the neccessities. Exp toothbrush. HaHa.. so we went to NTUC and bought one! hAHa.. Angela took the '1- 3yrs old' one and i took the '3 - 6yrs old'. Hahaa.. we were so paiseh to pay.. and Joanna helped us.
Reach her house at around 10.15+ pm and started eating our fries and burger. We chatted for quite some time then went to room and rest. Haha.. all 3 of us borrowed Joanna's shorts (aniway, we wore skirt to the concert). So funny ah... she has all kind of diff sizes shorts.
We started talking about Angela's tuition teacher's name. It's Carnation. haha!! then we tot of HweeChin's name - Cassandra. Then we carried on trying to change her name. We came out with 'Carnae.. nation.. CarnaeKoh.. CarnaeKohco..' hahaha!!! and finally, we decided to call her 'Carnae Koh Hwee Chin'.. hahahaha!!! SO FUNNY! it all started with the Carnation.. haha!! Chin was quite happy with the name.. wahhaa! @least we find it better then Cassandra.. Carnae Koh sounds like Japanese name.. and a bit of French.. haha! unique right!
Oright.. we talked about all sorts of stuffs.. such as boyfriends.. husbands.. breasts.. kids.. house.. future.. dreams.. and of coz.. HUNKIES! muahaha..~ We talked until 3.30am++!! haha.. then fall asleep without me realising it aniway.. heez~
Went to hav breakfast with Angela at Centuary Sq's Delifrance. Then i took a taxi home. Reached home.. bathe then start doing AMATHS!!! Bloody hell.. freaking lot loh! 4 Paper1 and 3 P2!!!.. wad about other subjects?! Don't know what maths teachers are thinking about.. they are all so selfish.. only think of their own subject.. and not others! ...~ wana help us also not by gibing us tons of Papers right.. duhz~ wadeva~ k.. gtg and do again.. SHIT!

Nevus

yOz yOz! Guess wad im surfing now.. MOLES!! muahaha.. as some of u know.. i have quite a lot of moles.. especially at my arms.. haiz.. sick right!!! ugly seh.. Just now had lunch with Angela.. we happened to talk about moles also.. haha.. so i went to check it out..
Well, scientific term for mole is nevus (pronounced as knee-vus). It is caused by a cell called melanocyte. Melanocytes are supposed to be spread around, but instead, it clots up and hence a nevus is formed. Therefore, in actual, moles are just pigment-containing skin cell.
There are 3 types of nevi - Acquired Nevi, Atypical moles (dysplastic nevi) and Congenital Nevi. The most common type of mole is acquired nevi. It starts appearing during your teen age. A person normally has 15 - 20 moles around your body. It is relatively small. It is either in black or brown colour.
Next, Atypical moles. They are slightly bigger in size then acquired nevi. The colour varies and normally has a pink background.
Lastly, congenital nevi. Mainly covers a large area of body, some whole body. Large nevi can vary greatly in size, shape, color, surface texture, and hairiness. Some are reddish-tan; others are almost black. Most are shades of brown. Some have fine downy hair; many have long, thick, darker hair. Some have a permanent "goose bump" appearance. Their colour may stay the same, lighten slowly or darken slowly over time.
Isnt it scary??!! From a small more.. and become a giant one.. wahh.. moles also have a lot of knowledge behind it. Oyah.. giant moles also can lead to a higher chance of getting skin cancer. So must be careful. Wondering wads the treatment right.. Surgical excision should be done where cancer is a reasonable concern. Improving cosmetic appearance is another reason for excision, but all surgery leaves some scarring. Smaller nevi can be "shaved off". Larger ones can be cut out directly and the wound edges sewn together. Much larger nevi may be excised in stages by taking a little more out each time until the entire nevus is removed. This is called "serial excision." Cutting out very large nevi will leave behind a raw area that is too big to be sewn together and must be covered. This can be done with a split thickness skin graft from some other normal area of the body. The skin-grafted area will have varying degrees of scarring and will usually be thinner and more fragile than normal skin.
Okok.. nice sharing with u all my 'mole' discovery.. haha! hope u all learnt somethg new from here.. cya!

diarrhoea

Heyy.. Im back again to give u some surprises and laughters.. wahhaa! =P Alright.. today i woke up.. washed my face, brushed my teeth, combed my hair, wear my uniform.. and guess wad i did! I SAT ON THE TOILET BOWL FOR 15MINS!! DIARRHOEA!!!! Wah seh.. yesterday night after dinner i already had diarrhoea.. and im wondering wad am i egesting seh.. nothing much left in my stomach wad.. duhz.. my digestive system is really weird.. i often had diarrhoea instead of normal egestion which is also known as 'da bian'.. haha! funny right.. aniway, i had quite a 'pull~' in the toilet in the morning.. then went sch with a terrible.. weird.. stomach ache. But wad to do.. still hav to go right..~ oyah! see.. im now having diarrhoea pblems right.. and u noe wad happened to my sis?!!? CONSTIPATION!!! wahhaahahhaa!! =x well, sooo funny!!! Last time she kept laughing at me when i ran to the toilet.. then now.. wahhaha! she has to sit on the toilet bowl for hrs without even egesting anythg ahh..!! ahhaha..!!! =P
Ok.. then its the normal routine.. study study study.. i love it man! hahaa! sicko~ u simply have to love it b4 u hate it right.. remmber my previous posts.. heez.. Anyway, im starting to like Geo and Social Studies.. haha.. eventhough i lk them.. i might not score.. so haiz.. have to leave that to fate.. oyah.. no no.. how can i leave my life to fate.. i shld create my own fate.. muahaha.. =P Have ur own life.. own destiny.. own fate.. =)
Oman.. im deciding whether or not to go for the Graduation Night.. well, its $55 okie!!! So expensive!!!!.. Furthermore.. people whom i dislike will also be going.. then wad for i go?! right?! Therefore.. i don't have to mood to go. In actual, i don't mind if they want to hav it at somewhr cheaper.. aniway, its juz a few hrs gathering.. spend so much $ for gown.. makeup.. hairdo.. and that $55!! wah piang.. add up also around $200?? sian.. so exp.. somemore my dad is bringing my family to Genting after my Os.. so i rather spend that $200 buying things from Malaysia.. haha.. im i right? The money can also be spend on a dinner.. with some of ur closest friends.. then no need to wear until damn nice lah.. bring around $50 and go to a posh restaurant.. isnt that wonderful?~ better then this grad. nite.. ~ Aniway, i didnt tick the class list.. so most probably i won't be going.. disappointed eh?! hahaa.. pay for me lah.. =x Somemore the thought of going Genting is much more appealing then this graduation night.. i don't treasure this Secondary Graduation Night.. because.. im looking forward for University Graduation! wahahahah!!! =P
Alright.. stomach churning.. diarrhoea again?!?!!?! ... i hope not.. haha! cya!

Frenz

Gd afternoon my friends, first of all.. im going to describe to u my feelings now.. Im currently listening to Shania Twain - From this moment On. WooO~ and im singing away too.. haha! So im sorry for the rain!~ heez.. Oh man.. its SOOOO SWEET!!! I feel like marrying NOW! wahahaha.. ! Show u some lines n u will understd my feelings.. "U're the reason i believe in love.. and u're the answer to my prayers from up above.. all we need is just the 2 of us.. my dreams came true becoz of u..." heheez.. nice right..!!!! ALL WE NEED IS JUST THE TWO OF US... =) ahaa... so romantic.. if u nve heard of this song b4.. dont hesitate to d/l it! Its great!
Ok, next im going to tell u about what happened in sch today. The best moment i hav in school should be at 2.30pm (Physics Infocus) haha.. its not becoz i like Physics or wad.. but.. becoz Mdm Lim had finished her teaching.. so we actually have 30mins more on our own.. Furthermore, after Physics Infocus is Biology.. where Mr Hafiz told us to go home.. heez.. Then i went over to ZeWei's n Martin's area & talked to them.. and then.. heheheheez.. 2 of my favourites in class came over and one stood on my left n the other on my right!!! wahaha..!!! cOoL right!~ haha! And then the horrible Mal_ _ _ _ haha u noe who? =P came over n squeezed between 1 of my favs n me! bloodyhell! duhz.. So i went over to Angela, Fatmah & Alfred.. haha! had a great chat with them gossiping about the Mel..~ whahahaa! =P
Well, recently keep hearing some misunderstdings and quarrelings between some of my friends.. hmm.. im kind of upset about it although i may not be directly involved. In my opinion, i don't blame anyone of the them.. This is life! Life is always full of mishaps, misfortunes and misunderstandings. Despite all these, we still have to get over it quickly and move on! Friends are your closest companions.. they r the ones that actually know u more than ur parents or even yourself.. They r the ones that r beside you.. to know u.. to interact with u.. to help u.. and to be with u.. I believe that all of us have our good & bad points.. But its up to one to decide whether its bad or gd.. Exp: i speak very loudly to everyone. To some, they may think that its my gd point as im daring n confident. While to others, it may sounds irritating n as if im showing off.. So, as a friend of others, u have to be more caring & understanding.
Let me share with u my relationship with Angela. Haha.. its very good right.. as in we hardly quarrel for 2yrs!! wahhaa.. so how we maintain it?! By understanding.. By being more magnanimous.. By being more sensible.. By being there for each other.. By being thoughtful.. These few words might seem simple to u.. but u hav to get the meaning behind them. Angela, Jeanie, Qiuxia and me were extremely good friends 2yrs back.. we went thru' thick n thin togther.. Had A LOT of quarrels and disputes.. haha.. and i realised that we can resolve all that.. Therefore, when im sec3.. i tried to be more thoughtful.. to think for Angela.. n i realised that she's doing it also. We understd why each other does this n that thing.. we know the reason.. and r sensible about it. Hence, we can have this good friendship. U have to do the same.
Yes, i agree that u shouldnt change urself just to suit other ppl.. but.. changing urself doesnt mean u lost the battle with ur frenz.. it doesnt mean u're the pathetic one.. U're JUst UPGRADING urself.. Ppl keep telling u ur mistakes.. bcoz they care 4 u.. n wishes u to change n upgrade urself.. by upgrading urself, u can not only hav a gd frenz bside u.. but also lots more coming up! more ppl will love u.. and u will realise life is wonderful.. n u'll feel much better! Don't always not change.. as u noe.. they care for u.. n let u noe ur weaknesses.. but by rejecting them.. it makes them feel bad n hav the thinking 'hey.. y r u lk tt.. fine!'.. and thgs thus turns out to be bad. Come'on why bother over spilled milk? Since things had alredi happened, den let it always be a past.. a history.. =) Forget abt it.. n move on! Be a gd frenz once again.. if both parties can do that.. den things will be great!
People.. i hope that u all can be more optimistic.. cheerful n active.. (haha r u all sick n tired of me keep tellin u how to be a person?) heez.. i don't mean to.. i juz wana share with u.. how gd frenzships r maintain n u will feel that life is much more meaningful. Lesser burden Lesser hatred Lesser worries.. =) Being the first person to talk to another when u 2 r in a dispute doesnt mean tt u r the loser.. it only shows that u r more matured n u want to savage this relationship. Hence, if u still treat the other as friend.. then don't hesitate to talk to him/her.. speak whats on ur mind.. share jokes.. gossips.. n secrets togther.. be open.. then thr'll be nothing to worry about..
Oyah.. one more thing tt is very impt in friendship.. that is TRUST.. we shld trust one another.. believe in each other.. then we can both be happy.. =) hmm.. mayb u will find that its always ez to say den doing it.. but well, im doing it.. n so i hope u r too..
Do continue to upgrade urself.. n remmber.. dont downgrade!! wahhaa.. dun accidentally downgrade urself ah.. haha.. smile more.. laugh more.. tts right! its the correct way of living.. Hope this long post of mine can influence some of u.. im not particularly refering to anyone.. but juz wishes that all my friends are happy.. n i'll be happy. =) Best wishes!

Athens

Yoz Yoz.. can't wait to read my post? haha! thanks Kenneth, Jes & Simin.. for being such nice fans of my blog.. hehez.. therefore.. im posting for your sake! haha.. cool har?! heez
Well, the day gone by very quickly.. as TIME IS RUNNING OUT!!! Prelims coming in just 2weeks!! and O's in 2months+!! HAha.. hmm.. stressing u out?! =P i dont mean to.
Alright, this few days im crazy about ATHENS OLYMPIAD 2004! Wah man.. i love RONALD SUSSILO!! haha.. so im kind of happy when JiaWei loss the game?! haha.. sick ah me! heez..
No lah.. actually im desperate for her winning a medal also! She almost won a gold or silver for us.. but well, lost in the last match to that bloody loud speaker!!! - She loves shouting 'ah hah!' in high pitch! Irritating!! Hmm.. Therefore lost the chance to get into finals.. since no silver or gold already.. then what for get a bronze?! RIGHT?! haha! So she must have deliberately lose to the korean opponent - The Chopper (she chops every ball over).. heez.. But im also in agony when i read the newspaper or see the picture of her crying.. so sad!!! She tried! But failed! poor thing right.. haiz..
Anyway, i realised that im afraid of competition.. afraid of facing the fact that i've lost.. hmm.. that may therefore be the reason for me being a optimistic & happy-go-lucky person! =) hmm.. not really everytime happy.. especially to some of my classmates.. wahhaa! i guess, i have always given u all a 'black' face right.. heez! Dont be too bothered about that.. im like that! =P Cant help it! Mood swings u see~ =)
Oyeah, i need to tell u this.. my sis just went to Genting n back on Sunday. She won 2 tickets by sms-ing to the mediaworks.. So lucky heh? Well, so she went there with Ivan. The main thing is that.. u know what she bought for me??!! oh my gosh.. i only loved the 'dao sha pia' - a round shaped biscuit with yellow paste inside.. She bought a cat pencil box! A CUTE LITTLE CAT FACE INFRONT!! .. man.. man man... hahaha! funny right! wah piang eh.. its like for kindergarden pupils!! duhz~ im really wondering if somethg went wrong with her taste?! =P and i told her i will show her how i shop when i go there... after Os! haha.. i'm waiting~~ heez..
Yeah.. late already, i need to bathe! o yah, just realised Philip is the assistant camp commandant for SNCO 2004! IM GRINNING! =) hehehehe! hopefully can work with him! haha.. im nutz again.. okok, hope u all like this post.. tata~ cya!

MC

Sick ah today.. didnt go to sch.. woke up at 9am.. and started doing Amaths June paper!! see lah.. sick also need to do homework.. haiz.. and watched Olympics.. haha! then went to see doctor at 10.30am.. so happy!! coz Dr Tan is sooooooo handsome!!!! REALLY!!! Although he is 40++ over age.. but he look so CHARMING!!.. wah seh.. i dont mind getting sick often just to go and see him.. heez!! Sorry guys.. i dont hav his picture.. so cant show it to u.. anyway.. he is really handsome! i love him! haha! =x he's one of my favourites.. beside Philip, ChongBoon and Justin Toh.. heheez! =)
Oh.. i had backache.. at the battock area.. haha! and guess wad!! he touched me!!! =x hahaha.. i mean he examine lah.. pressed pressed my bone.. hehe.. i was so embarrassed!! shy seh.. but so nice..~ heheez.. sorry ah, i think im kinda sick! mad! haha.. The medicine was so expensive!! $28 dollars for 3 kind of medicines!!! But nvm.. he's handsome.. so everything is worth it! haha!
Reached home.. started doing homework again.. haiyo!! everyday im doing the same thing!! Is either i sit down n do homework.. or i walk ard my house.. thats it!!! nothing else?! play with my dad's fishes??~ oh man... wad a plain life.. In sch.. also the same! EL, Maths, Amaths, Physics, Biology, Chemistry, Geography, Social Studies.. nth special after havin lessons for the 2nd yr!! So sianx!
Oyah.. i learnt something today.. lesson learnt: Doctors & Teachers are connected in certain ways. The life in school will affect the no. of times u see the doctor.. The more stress & tougher the life in school is.. the more times u will go n see the doctor.. and ask for MC!! haha.. am i right? =P So when teacher stresses u.. u go n consult doctors.. therefore, arent teachers helping doctors to earn more?! haha! make sense right.. heez
Okie, cya! need to go to sch tml~

Mothertongue Os

PhEw~.. its been a long time since i last posted.. well, i just find it weird.. hMm.. oright juz checked my email and found this interesting, meaningful mail.. :

A well-known speaker started off his seminar
by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked,
"Who would like this $20 bill?"
Hands started going up.
He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you
but first, let me do this.
He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill.
He then asked, "Who still wants it?"
Still the hands were up in the air.
Well, he replied, "What if I do this?"
And he dropped it on the ground
and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.
He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty.
"Now, who still wants it?"
Still the hands went into the air.
My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson.
No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it
because it did not decrease in value.
It was still worth $20.
Many times in our lives,
we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt
by the decisions we make and
the circumstances that come our way.
We feel as though we are worthless.
But no matter what has happened or
what will happen, you will never lose your value.
Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased,
you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you.
The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we
know,
but by WHO WE ARE.
You are special- Don't EVER forget it."

Basically, it touches my heart.. and i agree to it.. i hope this message can get to people who are more pessimistic.. to let u noe that.. everyone has his own value.. tts true! and everyone is different =)
Oyah.. haven tell u guys my O's MT result?! haha.. or u check it out at the board already? hehez.. i scored a A1!! Distinction for my oral.. PhEw..~ oman.. i dont know how to describe my feelings that day (12/08). Well, i was just hoping for a B3.. and that bloody hell CheeWee still laughed at me. Yeah, i failed my semester and scored a C5! for midyr.. haha.. and the final result was shocking right.. thats right.. i was so delighted.. but doesnt want to be 'hao lian'.. Generally i only told my mum.. then i don't know why.. all my aunties n uncles started phoning me n congratulating me.. haha! thanks ah! =)
Hmm.. juz now Angela and me went to buy present for Mark!~~ haha~ guess wad.. this is the only present we bought which we didnt really paid much attention to! =x Well, we had money.. budget ard $30+.. but just dont have the heart.. we entered the wallet shop.. and bought a Azozo wallet for $33.. we paid n left immediately.. n u noe wad, we spent less than 15mins looking and purchasing this present!!! =x Well, maybe becoz we are both very busy and tired after one full day at school. Aniway, the lesson i learnt is: The gift u received might be an expensive one, but the person might just bought it w/o much consideration and thinking if u like it or not.. While, if the gift is something cheap.. it means the person really spend a lot of time searching for it and wondering if u will like it.. becoz its not eazy to look for a cheap n nice gift! heheez =) But its true! isnt it?! haha..
Okie, now my mum is talking to Ms Low, My form teacher!!! duhz.. ~ update some other times! Cya!

NATIONAL DAE!

hEy.. today.. ard 12++pm.. CHONG BOON MSG ME!!! hehez.. although its just happy national day to u.. but im so delighted and excited about it! =)
Then he also asked me if im taking my Os this yr.. heez.. so caring.. haha.. im not thinking too much.. well, its really great for someone u like to msg u.. it may just be a msg.. but it means so much.. and is able to brighten your day.. or even weeks.. months.. ~ heeheez..
HAPPY 39th NATIONAL DAY TO SINGAPORE & U!

Meeting Mr Bernard Chew.

okiex people.. the more they ask me.. the more they investigate about this matter.. im getting more and more pissed off! Today.. Jianli looked for me in canteen at ard 2pm.. guess wad! it is definitely something bad right!!!! duhz.. Mr Bernard Chew (discipline master) wants to see me.. see!! i knew it!!! So i went to the HOD room.. n looked for him. wahh.. he was sitting at the rear right area.. wahh.. his table is in a total mess! haha.. reali!! =x it is full of piles of worksheets!!! he asked me to sit down.. n i sat down.. n oh gosh.. the air-con is blowing DIRECTLY at my face.. wah piang seh.. COLD!!!! haha..
He asked me what happened.. n i told him. He laughed n said he believe me becoz i wrote FIVE PAGES of defence statement.. haha!! i reali spent quite some time writing.. He said this is the very first time he received a yellow form with 5 pages of facts! haha.. =) i told him because i was not afraid to hide anything.. and i still believe i might missed out certain points.. he laughed.. haha.. he said becoz usuali the students will be too afraid to write wad reali happened.. so they actuali wrote very little.. to miss out all the parts which they had done wrong. But for me.. im true to myself n others.. so i wrote out all that had reali happened.
okiex.. so we went on talking n talking.. we even talked about social studies stuffs such as source-based Qns.. haha!! he said tat if im in his class.. it will definitely be a lot of laughters.. coz i lk to argue mah.. n usuali hav diff. views from ppl.. well, so our conversation actuali dragged very long.. he kept telling me about life.. that life is alwayz unfair.. im so angry that why do teachers able to gib students this yellow form to accuse them being definant n when students find teachers unreasonable, students cant do anything!!!.. n Mr Chew was kept xplaining to me that it is like that.. she is holding the posting of a teacher.. therefore she is definitely able to issue me this form. stupid right.. of coz i shot back lah.. i said if this form can hapili issued to anyone the teacher finds in wrong.. den the meaning of this form will be gone.. ehheez.. he didnt say back anything about that. =) At the beginning.. Mr Chew actuali wanted to point that im definant by asking if i were angry when im at the parade sq.. i said yes.. so if u r angry.. is there a possibility that u showed the teacher ur angriness, by ur speech or action. i said yes. then.. haah! i clever! and i added on "but Mr Chew, look infront.. the yellow form stated that im defiant in 4e1 classroom.. hence, it actuali got nothing to do with the parade sq stuffs.. i wrote it down to let u know wad reali happened." hehez!! I WON!! =) and he didnt say anything about it too.. So he said he believe me n is not going to write anything under the column 'action taken'.. =) i was extremely cold at that time.. somehow trembling loh!! not becoz im scare.. becoz of the air-con.. he knew it.. but did not adjust.. duhz!!! Mr Chew told me that the teacher will also be questioned about wad happened.. juz that we as students dont know it.. well, he told me some of the consquences i might face if im going to pursue this matter.. he asked me to think about it n let him know..
Our conversation last for 1hr 30mins!! 2pm-3.30pm.. wahh.. long right! haha.. i even told him im mature enough to think.. i spoke very loudly in the HOD rm.. wanting all the teachers to know about it.. coz im not wrong.. n i stressed on this sentence the most "SHE IS NOT FIT TO BE A TEACHER!" hahaha.. shoick seh.. =) So Mr Chew left the HOD Rm with me.. he went to look for that EEEEE~ to speak to her.. den i looked for Ms Low.. to asked if she can make it for tml.. coz that EEEE~ said wana meet us tml after sch... Mr Low brought me once again to the HOD Rm n looked for Mdm Yasmin.. They spoke awhile n Ms Low told me not to worry n concentrate on my EL Oral.. and if tml's meeting is still on or postpone.. she will let me know tml.. gdgd.. n Ms Low even said many teachers are unhappy about that EEEEE~ wanting to meet all the students present at the parade sq that day.. muz be due to our studies n Olevel coming mah.. she still giv us so mani problems.. duhz!!! ahaaha.. Mdm Yasmin still scanned me.. as in her eyes looked at me from feet to head.. maybe want to see if im a 'ah lian' or wad.. and IM NOT! so she smiled at me.. ehhez =) nice ah.. of coz nice to me lah.. im RIGHT! =P
okie okie.. den i went back to class for infocus.. that was quite late le.. ard 3.45pm.. some of my classmates asked me wad happened.. thanks for their concerned.. but im too lazy to xplain every single bit.. so sorry if i sounded ofensive to u.. =) plz understd me.. im pestered by tis sickening thg.. im sick of it! n im not letting it distract me from studying! =P
Okie.. so i walked home after infocus.. well, wads in my mind it 'to pursue.. or not to pursue.. not to pursue.. or to pursue..' hmm.. i get a lot of opinions from my frenz.. thanks for that.. but in my opinion.. the final conclusion i hav when i reached my home is.. TO PURSUE! Because, if Jianli is to apologize to her for shouting.. then she should apologize to me for shouting at me TWICE when im not wrong! Furthermore, she accused me of being defiant. Therefore i want to pursue this matter.. I want her to apologize to me.. in my class! well, of coz.. i will consult Ms Low first n see how is it.. i believe they will ask me not to.. due to my Os.. but now the matter is getting bigger each day.. i shld continue to pursue since im not wrong.. n see wad consquences she's going to bear at the end.. RIGHT?! hehez.. okie, thr will definitely be more stuffs coming up.. stay tuned to my blog to find out more.. haha! =)