st john nutz

Alright, I'm having this feeling like I'm unable to part with St John once again. I had this feeling just before I stepped down due to 'O' levels. Now, I'm back to St John. My mind is full of St John St John St John and St John. How am I going to divert all my attention back to studies? I'm getting too obsessed with St John! I'm feeling too attached to it!! Is it good or bad? Save me man..

3rd day of xmas

Closing the back door. Opening the front door. What's behind this front door? Will the path be everlasting?
I choose to close the back door and not locking it. Allowing some memories to flow through. A new route ahead. I'm bringing a torch with me. To shine my way through. To make sure I see things clearly.
What's so special about New Year when you have already passed 16 times? Well, maybe its special when you have special companies with you to spend that day. They're going to make it fabulous and wonderful!
Well, year is ending very soon. I'm going to set my objectives again. Life without aims, hopes, dreams, wishes is meaningless. =) Spend your life wisely. You will be proud of yourself. Heez.

2nd day of xmas

Good Night People, one last week to schooling time!~
Excited & nervous to meet new people in my life. Haha.
I love my spectacles. I can't live without it. For the sake that it gives me perfect vision each time I wear it.
However, it sucks when you're having a hot drink and when you alight from a damn cold air-conditioned bus. I believe you get what I mean right? =)
Anyway, just learnt a new greeting sentence from my Xiao Yi. "Complements of the season." Its a greeting used after the 1st day of Christmas. Well, that means now you can start greeting people "Complements of the season!" till the 12th day of Christmas. Cool!
I love to learn new things! Heez =)
Tomorrow going back to TPSS to help out with the First Aid Competition trainings. Hope everything goes smoothly. Doesn't want to disappoint Zhi Wei. Afterall, you can see the effort and hardwork he puts in preparing the kids.
Oh, counting down to a brand new year soon! But shit, I got no invitation!!! Haha. Ask me out quickly!!! =P

xmas day ~

Shit case. I flared when she hit me one more time! Irritating spoiled brad! She's a fucking asshole! Nobody teach her manners? Must be! Probably the mama also doesnt know manners either! Whoever she follows is damn shuay! She's jUst 7 thiS yr my dear!! 7! And she's fucking sticky smelly shit! She will suffer when she grows up! That's for sure! Some other small kids look much adorable and loving. Yet this is different! She looks irritating!! Although I admit she looks pretty somehow~ with god-damn big eyes~, she simply suck to hell in terms of character.
What's more can I say about a Christmas spending with such a kid?
Anyway, still wana thanks my Xiao Yi and Xiong Jie Biao Di for the presents they gave me. HaHa. That's so sweet~ =)

merry xmas!

Well, how to stop myself from blogging on CHRISTMAS DAY? Heez, MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!
Heez, well, went to Tampines Cafe Cartel with Angela, Vanessa and Hwee Chin to celebrate Van's birthday! Haha, we spent around $40.35. =)
Then went to shop for shoes that are suitable to wear to a Junior College. That's damn irritating. For a person as thick skin as me, haha, would wear normal school shoe to JC. Heez. Well, they kept advising me not to. So probably will buy one from Converse. Expensive arh!
Then went to Vincent Watch Shop. Oh my Goosh. I'm in love with a Casio Baby-G watch ($141) and a Citizen watch ($295). Shit case. Its damn damn damn expensive!!! However, its really user-friendly and nice!!! I'm going to think thrice again. HaHa. Just like last time. I thought I'm in love with a Swatch watch ($123), but I didnt buy it in the end. =) So maybe I will just let it go. Awwww''' so sad! HaHa.
Well, then after shopping for awhile at TM and Century Sq, we went to TM foodcourt for a seat and drink. Van had left us, course she going home to cut her birthday cake with her family.
HaHa. Around 10.30pm, we decided to go home. Well, practically, we've got nothing much to do on the streets. Those bangaladash-looking-people really looked scary. They looked as if they want to attack us.
HaHa, lucky this year didnt go to Orchard like last year, stupidly did it. =) So, wasnt a lonely Christmas after all.

Leisure Camp

Alright, camped at 3 places this month!!! Just finished my Leisure Camp in TPSS. Awww''' Back at my own Sec. school. HaHa. I'm going to miss it somehow.
20/12/04 - 22/12/04 Leisure Camp
The camp was pretty fun. The Std4 Nursings were enjoying themselves. We were known as the VIPs of the Camp. HaHa! Cool huh!
For the first night, we slept in the AVA Room. HaHa, air-conditioned. Well, thought that it would be comfortable, but--- Heez. The benches were hard!!!! We went inside the staff's lounge to watch True Files together. Woah, that's my first time entering there. It was cool. The kitchen is full of labels. Such as 'Please switch off after use', 'This is for Halal Food'. The sofa is the best!!! So soft, comfy and nice!!! We hardly wanted to lift our butts off the sofa. Kai Zhong and us then opened all the cardboards and shelves to see whatever in it. HaHa! It was funny! We slept at 2.30am and woke up at 4pm to gather at the operational room.
It was time for hiking! I share a can of Red Bull with Van and Chin. Well, the hike is actually a much much shorter and easier route march. We walked from TPSS to Pasir Ris beach via the connector near Sun Plaza Park. The trainees were complaining and complaining non-stop!!! Oh my god!! I almost burst into pieces. Anger flooded through me. They were whining that their JNCO Camp's hiking was even much easier and at lower pace than this Leisure Camp. What the fuck! These batch of people needs to undergo really tough trainings.
At the beach, they went to pick up litters. Well, that's part of their CIP project. The VIPs were resting then and eating our cup noodles. HaHa, we were enjoying ourselves. I was freezing cold like ice man!! The wind is damn strong and cold!!! I wasn't feeling well. Butterflies were in my stomach. Anyway, on the way back, I was the Rear Scout. HaHa! Saw the picture of Van and Me wearing the vest and holding on to the board? HaHa!!! Anyway, after walking to the bus-stop outside the DownTown Chalet. The VIPs took bus21 back to school!!! HaHa! We lazy to walk back arh. =)
For the 2nd night, we had BBQ and Social Night at the Parade Sq. The food were quite good. The Social night was entertaining with us and some of the EVSS guys around. HaHa. We played and sang cheers/songs together. It was somehow same as the Leisure Camp I've attended 2yrs ago.
We had Training Session in the night. It was supposed to be a somesort of defaultes parade. Mainly was for the std2 kids. Well, I had the std1 kids of course. HaHa. My Angel wings were with me that time. So, was so damn nice to them. The session last only 30mins. Because we dont want to alert the teachers-in-charge. ~whatever~
We agreed to do the night sentry through the night. However, we went to the bunk (classroom) to sleep instead. HaHa.
Woke up at 6.30am to wash up. Then went to sleep again. Haa. Woke up again at 7.30am. Went down to the cookhouse for breakfast. Then, Chong Boon came down at 12pm. He was doing the assessment stuffs with Angela. Awww'''.. so sweet of him to rush down to Tampines at that time. Heez. Then stupid Kai Zhong keep making fun of me by saying "your Chinese come already!" ... Zhong Wen --- Chinese --- Hua Wen They are somehow related. Duhz!
Lastly, the evaluation part then the photo taking. Shit case! The bloody bitchy sucky Fish took the whole camp picture with us. What the fuck!!! She spoiled the whole pic! Damn it!!
Alright, so that's all I can remembered for this yr's Leisure Camp. Had Fun, of course. If not it will be a wasted trip. Anyway, it will most probably be my last camp in Tampines Secondary. =)
Tata~

Peicai Camp

HellOx pEoPle!
Went to Peicai Secondary School yesterday at about 3.30pm. Well, I stayed there for one night just to complete the 50 assessment forms with Ben. Peicai, Presbyterian High and Orchid Park are having their Junior N.C.O.s Training Camp together. Last year, Tampines had the camp together with them too. I was in the committee and got to know many people. In this year's camp, Ben is the Discipline Officer, Stanley and Kai Liang are the enciks.
I was damn happy and excited when I reached the school. Wasn't because of Chong Boon, Haha! It was because I missed the people there!!! Exp, Chi Ying, Sharon, Da Ting, Xiao Ting, Wen Mei, Hui Ying, Yanni, Chui Yee, Stanley, Ben, Sijie, Lionel and many more. Haha. They are really fun people to be with.
Anyway, I headed to the Operational Room immediately. Heez. And saw Ben, Wen Mei, Sijie! So happy to see them!
Talked loads of craps and then time passed by slowly. I really felt the warm and happiness they gave me. They are so sweet.
Unfortunately, Ben gave me a damn black face for the night. (It wasn't my fault) Then, many people came and told me that I won't be doing the forms tonight with Ben. Well, he wasn't in his normal mode. So, I wasn't feeling alright then. I was once again, serious.
Late in the night, they had their evaluation. It ended at 1am. Ben came to look for me to do the forms. Well, how to do it ? I rather I do them myself. Seeing his damn face and I couldnt do anything to help, I didnt feel good. In the end, we came down with a solution.
I stayed up in the Ops Room till 3am to complete more than 20 forms. Slept a little. Woke up again at 3.30am and chatted with ChiYing. Slept again at 4am. Woke up at 5am. Talked a while to Stanley. Well, he and Kai Liang are wonderful enciks.
Alright, I skipped the morning parade to do the forms again. Breakfast time, I spreaded peanut butter bread for Ben, Lionel and Kayee. Haha, they are busy people today. I didnt had any - I hate bread with milo. Chatted with Sharon and Shannel in the cookhouse. Then, went back Ops Room to complete the forms leaving only Ben's signatures. See, I'm such a nice AGA. I arranged the forms nicely and all he needs to do was to sign. However, I dont feel appreciated. Nevermind, finished my stuffs and saw their Endurance Training. After that, Dad came and I ran off without really saying thanks to the people. I felt bad of course. Hope that they know I'm really grateful.
Thanks a lot. I really love their St John spirit!

my face..

Well, camp is over. And I'm missing it!!~ Awww''''.. HaHa! Its always like that. =) When you leave your home for camp, you will have homesick. Then when you leave camp for home, you will have campsick. Hmm, Perhaps thats what 'people come and go in your life' means. You didn't realise when they come in. But you feel it when they leave.
Alright, nothing special happened today. I was trying to smile all day. HaHa, to get rid of my black face. That's tough ok! I really jealous of people who have a god-damn-cheery-face. Atleast, they don't have to act like I do? And its also a privilege for them. People become happier when they see cheery-face people. HaHa, but its different for me!
Hmm, However, I've accepted the fact of my face. So whatever it is, I'm who I am. =)

Camp day 4 (last day)

Hellox viewers! Today I shall proceed with Camp Day 4!
Day 4) Oh no, woke up at 1.45am!! Sleep nothing! Got to wake up early for route march!!! Oh my my my goodness. I washed up and went down to the medic. HaHa. Guess wad! I had 3 bloody blisters!!! Oh no. They are damn painful! Well, Gerald helped me with the spraying medicine and i used 4 plasters!!! HaHa. Went over to the cookhouse. Ooo.. many people were there. They are prepared, but Im scared. HaHa. I shocked Ben with another can of RED BULL~ We shared it and I felt as if I've got wings~~~ HeHez. Every trainer had a light stick with them. COol~ I still hav mine with me. =)
Chee Kian, Kee Leong, Chui Yee and Kessler asked if im alright. HaHa. Look at me at that time. I was damn awake and alert and ready to go!~ I counted the strength of my team and started leaving EVSS - 2.30am. Cool~ It was still so early. I ran with my team all the way. Ben and Chong Boon were the marshalls. They ran a lot! Rain was pelting mercilessly on the ground. It was pouring heavily at one point of time. Our destination was Changi Villiage. Due to the rain, we decided to make a U-turn back to school. I was moving my legs all the way. One officer told us that we must not show our tiredness to the trainees. They need us. This sentence spurred me on. I went further and further with my team. Trying to check if they're alright. Anyway, the way we walked were v.fast.
Lastly, reach EVSS at 6.30am/5.30am. Couldnt remember clearly. =) Anyway, I was not really exhausted. Went up the hall and did somemore stretching. Cool~ It was really fun!!! I was so proud of myself for completing the race. Its a race between myself. I was still so energized after the march. I've got the power! HaHa. Oh no, its the wings~ heez. Well, I was great? Wasnt I? Afterall, I'm red tag man! AHAHhaha..
In the afternoon, packed our stuffs and was ready to go home~ Ben was extremely exhausted. Couldnt blame him. He did a lot during the march. Anyway, I was pretty stunned by his sudden black face. Lucky he showed me during the last day of camp. HaHa. Cool~ Well, took pictures of the whole camp, trainers and trainees. But didnt take any picture with my team. Hmmm, pretty sad that there's no pic for memory. But we can still take them during the POP right. haha! Furthermore, Ben was damn tired and hack care all the photograph stuffs.
Alright. It was a GREAT CAMP! I dont know why. But I simply love going to camps! Esp. as trainers!! HaHa. U'll learn a lot!! I miss this camp as much as i miss JNCO last yr. =) Luckily, it wasnt a nightmare. It turned out v.well. I love it! Thanks to all that hav taught me during the camp! =) *Muacks!

Day 3

Lovely people, I shall carry on with my SNCO Camp experience. HaHa.
Day 3) Woke up at 5.15am once again. Hmm, this time slept for 3hours. Cool!~ Longer, however, still not enough. I was scare on that day. Because, there will be a DownTown Hunt!! Well, elaborate more later. First of all, went for morning P.T. I didnt really join in the exercise. I was shacked, lazy and mad! As I have mentioned earlier on. I waited and looked for Ben the night before!!! But he went to sleep!!! So I stood at one side with Angela and watched people doing it.
After that is Breakfast! I could feel as if blood rushing through my veins. Well, partly is because of the lack of sleep and the other, Ben. I didnt have the mood to join my team n him for breakfast. So i went over to the trainers' table and shared an egg with Vanessa. I cracked the egg and left the shells on the table. Later on, Zhiwei called me over. Shit! He scolded me sacastically about the egg shells. So Van and me went to throw it away. Haha, damn sacastic too. And Zhiwei said I'm bad!!! Because I left my team people. And I should learn from Angela. HaHa. Hey, we've got different team and different group advisor loh, so different case.
After breakfast, its time for the DownTown Hunt!! My team was supposed to go to 4 different stations at different places. 1) Bedok Ntuc 2)Loyang Giant 3)Simei 4)Sun Plaza Park then back to EVSS. Wah, we set off after the 'lose & found' of the 408 key. HaHa! Alright, I was scare man! Well, I have the endurance in myself to complete the whole event. However, I'm lacking some confidence. I'm scared that I will faint!!! HaHa! That's my phobia!! or maybe, damn exhausted!! Shit! Along the way, I was so happily making Ben jealous of my 3 cans of RED BULL in my bag. HaHa. Anyway, I still shared with him. See! I've an angel heart. So nice of me. In the end, I was not really tired due to the drink. My team managed to complete station 1 & 2 only. However, it was still an achievement! I had fun discussing pads and RED BULL with Ben. HaHa. We laughed like hell and the trainees were all puzzled. HaHa. Without the jokes, I'll most probably be bored to death. HaHa. Thanks! O, anyway, I had only a piece of bread with beans an a half egg for that afternoon. So, i was rather satisfied with myself. HaHaHaha!!
Back to school at around 2.45pm! On time! HaHa. Oh, my blisters were.. like shit! It was god damn painful. After plaster-ing it, I felt much better. HaHa. Anyway, Angela's team4 came back last from Kembangan. HaHa, poorthing.
Alright, they were supposed to have activation. And me being another casualty. However, it was cancelled and replaced by bunk inspection.
Wee Wee!! Preparation and then time for buffet dinner!!! I was not feeling good. Probably, because I was having the 'lost' feeling within myself. I felt alone. Angela has her team and Van has her job to do. I tried to finish all the carbohydrate food to giv my body energy. I didnt know why, but I felt weird at that time. Later, it was time for the CAMP FIRE! I observed how Yuan Zhen made the fire. The pouring of kerosene etc. I'm glab to be able to learn that!
The Camp Fire went well, with our team3 doing a 'Snow White & the 6 dogs' skit. HaHa. Quite funny having Xiao Wen as the pretty young lady. Heez. I tried to enjoy myself with Chui Yee and Zhiwei beside me. HaHa.
After that, trainers had a briefing on the Route March. Oh my god!!! U can see fear in my eyes. Ben told Ban Leong my injury. Well, I had mixed feelings at that time. I want to go!! I yearned to go!! But once again, I'm afraid of my own physical abilities. The officers were constantly reminding us that they dont want any trainers to fall-out. That means, all trainers are to complete it successfully. I want it badly. "Should I go, or should I not?" Having encouragement from Ben, Kee Leong and having continuous criticism by Kessler flashing in my mind. I went with a determination to complete, to win.

camp day 2

Hey Hey, I cant sleep. So just let me post again. Well, now its..
Day 2) Woke up at 5.15am. Slept for 1 hour. What the heck!! Eyes were damn smaller then the usual small. HaHa! Well, still quite excited for the whole camp. So washed up and went down for morning P.T. conducted by William. It was shoik!! I love the stretching and running. I have not been running for quite some time. So I was pretty enthusiastic about it.
After the P.T. had breakfast with Ben and team3. Then it was time for Situational Test!~
Our team was the 2nd team to set off. In other words, don't have to wait long for our turn.
Our team was pretty confident. They told the officer that they can make it within 21mins. Cool timing! HaHa. Well, I stood at the staircase for some time and ran with some of the cadets to observe what they are doing. Overall, they did really well. They were praised too. They manged to finish in just 16mins. Great job.
Had lunch. There were dao fu/dao gua/dao pok (sorry I cant identy them well). Anyway, I gave them all to Ben. HaHa. They are his favourite. However, I tried to digust him by squashing them infront of him. HaHa. It was funny. I hate the smell/taste of it.
After lunch. Its their theory MOI presentation. Our team had it at the Ambulance Officer bunk. Cool! HaHa. Some of the cadets really surprised Ben and me. We were happily assessing them mainly on the standard of aids and creativity. HaHa! It was really funny when Lionel drops his aid after having us giving him high points for the standard. He was lucky! HaHa! Marissa's aids were great too. She had certain cute stuffs and that draws a lot of trainers attention! It was done very fast. Because they are supposed to finish their presentation in only 5mins! HaHa. Cool! Mine was long!!
Then it was time for Endurance Test! Each platoon is to complete 1000 push-ups! Cool! At first, I was kind of shocked by the situation. I had the weird weird feeling back with me again. Its most probably cause I didnt get to do it during my camp. Some of my friends (trainers) cried and wanted to cry. HaHa. I endured. I couldnt stand myself standing there assessing them.
I hate doing nothing. In this situation, how to keep quiet? So, I shouted!!! HaHa. Encouraging people in platoon 1. Pushed them, kicked them! Letting them know how much more to go really helps to gain confidence. After all, they have all completed it. Counting out some red/green/yellow tag people.
Then its dinner time! What the hell!! Dao fu/dao gua/dao pok again?!!? Ben was happy. HaHa. I gave them to him once again. I wasnt really having good appetite. Because I feel like shitting. HaHa. Having some problem with that because my butt regconise toilet bowl. Sad case.
BOLD LIGHTNING - activation! HaHa. I acted as a casualty suffering from burns on the lower left arm and sprain on the right ankle. It sounded easy right? However, it was a nightmare to me. I had a god-damn hard time being a casualty!! The trainees simply dragged me out of the classroom (where I'm injured) and my face, shirt, shorts, legs were all brushed against the floor. My goodness. That's not the end, trainees' perspirations were dripping from their faces/necks onto my face and body!!! Due to my sprained ankle. I was supposed to hop down the stairs and hop my way to the first aid post (somewhere near the gate). This is shit! I was so exhausted, sleepy, smelly, dirty, untidy!! Cool huh? Anyway, WenMei, Kessler and Ben praised me for my performance. HaHa! Thanks!
After the activation. I excused myself and went home to bathe! Haha!!! I've got permission from the assistant camp commandant (opps) / Philip. Heez. He asked me to buy him 'kopi gao' (thick coffee). HaHa. I'm so lucky. So i dashed home having Li De opened the gate for me. Bathed and shitted really well! haHaha! Went to buy 3 cans of RED BULL, 1 green tea and 1 thick coffee. Had slight supper. After supper, I wanted to pass the 3 cans of RED BULL to Ben. I rushed down from 3rd floor to the ground floor 3times. Asking people where he is. However, I couldnt find him. A while later, Li De told me he's sleeping in the bunk. Wad the hell!!! I'm going to strangle him the next day. I've most probably wasted my effort n time wanting to give him the bulls~
Tata, continue Day 3 tomorrow! Its pretty interesting =)

camp day one

yOz yOz.. People, Im back!! Heez. Surprise?! Happy?! GrEat!!! Anyway, juz back from 23rd Senior N.C.O.s Training Course (2004). Its from 9th - 12th Dec. PhEw.. lots of things happened during the camp. How to tell u all everything?
Day 1) Admin stuffs and then its the team and platoon games. The platoon games were quite boring. Well, its not really the games that are boring. But simply the people playing it. What the heck loh. Couldnt even pour water properly and probably have more fun and enthusiasm!! They simply pissed me off. Shack.
3pm was the Initiation Ceremony rehearsal. Oh my god. I was so damn frightened!!! I'm scared that I'll faint again!!! I hate that!! I don't want to embarrass myself infront of my officers and cadets!!! "Do it once, and do it good!" was repeating in my mind. If i faint, I'm gona die. I don't want to!!!!!
7.30pm was the start of the Initiation Ceremony. People around me like Ben, Chi Ying, Alvin were kind of nervous too. Because, its our show!! Gotta show people our capabilities right. Then it was time!!! I did my part and I have no regret. We shaked and congratulated each other at the end. HaHa! I felt really great!!! No mistakes. Love the feeling man! Though its a small and simple ceremony, it matters a lot to us! That's what st john always give us, the sense of achievement and committment. yea yeah!
Everythings done. 3pm Night Sentry Duty for my team. Oh no, sleepy seh. Anyway, bathed for 20mins and chiong down for the duty. And guess what, Ben wasnt there!! He's late!!! Shit! Anyway, I talked to them and haha, was kind of awake after drinking bit of RED BULL! Had a bit of milo bought by William. Get to know some stories Ben told me. Cool~
Then, good night.
Wah, im only at Day 1.. Continue other time manx!!! 3more days to come loh =)