stresssssss

oh my goshhh!!! my head is getting bigger!!! oh no, its my brain!! no no no!!! its my brain nerves!!! bursting soon!!! and my hair is reducing!!! dropping off!!! turning white!! ahhhHH!!!
so stress so stress so stress!!!!
CDD.DCC.BDE.CDE.BEE. are not what i want!!!! its just so scary to look at the scores of the previous batch of a level students!! oh my mmy myy... wad da!!! only 2 out of 20 guaranteed a seat in the uni!!! wad about the rest? wad can they do? they passed 2 ao, 2 a subj.. passed gp too.. they cant repeat!! so how?? private candidate this yr?? private uni?? pay more? overseas? bankrupt?! oh my god!!
this part of the year is always the worse! still remember ranjit showing us the previous batch's o level EL results. ahhh.. and now its the a levels! oh gosh. stressful. fearful!!
i still have 10mths! its not long. but i still have time. something needs to happen within this timeframe. i must strive!!!
seen mr reynolds for dont know how many times!!! free labour for my class man!! its seems like collecting money from u guys is easy. but not! furthermore, need to look for reynolds!!! went up to the office so many times but to no avail. its either he's too busy or he's not in. and guess wad, when i finally met him, he'll ask me "why do u giv me after dateline!?" but the prob doesnt lies with me! i printed lots of copies of the list too! and when i finally sees him, he wants a combined one. omg! it sounds like an easy job. but it has been dragging for 3weeks!! i just want to get it done!! i should and could've meet the dateline! simple things like these is stressing me up. i feel like an idiot looking for him upteen times. even the staffs in the office knows me!!
waaadeva. im tired.