so all i can do now is wait.
wait for peoples' reply.
wait for photographs.
wait for powerpoint slides.
damn it! i was multi tasking just and now all i can do is to wait.
and even a minute of resting makes me feel weird all over. and i decided to blog.
albeit wanting to finish my book, and finish the drama series, im still waiting for responses online!
dreaded.
fac training has been tedious for me. i realised how impatient i am still after a year of leave. its bad larh. i know im not supposed to flare, or even a little mad with the kids. but i just cant help it!
packed the training cupboard after fac training. had this 'finally the cupboard belongs to me' feeling. the swagger stick, the stjohn n state flag, the leisure camp, jnco camp files, the fa manual, the fa notes, nominal rolls blah blah blahh.. are mine!
its not the materials that fantasize me of course. but the responsibility of being a training officer. i guess everyone knows da importance of training. its as though the education of the cadets are partially in my hands! (it depends on themselves and their instructors too)
i know ive a lot to do.
and im still working on my logo. damn it. im left with one last chance for my sis to use photoshop for me. and im so sure the next time i need to pacify her more! omg. wad a choice ive made. im still not prepared for negative comments to fall on me. well, thats always tough to swallow. esp after the effort put in. im shot.
im left with 1day before 07 begins! and ive still lots of st john work undone! omg. dont mention work! i haven't even start working! only when can i start working? i still have std3 course to go for. workplan to assist in. logo to build on. fa powerpoint to check. instructors to groom. fac to train.. omg!
and i havent even have time to reflect on 2006 and ponder about my aims in coming 2007!
once again. my nov and dec have been dedicated to my dearestest stjohn.
i dont wish to pass newyr while doing some st john stuffs.
enough of my complains. people, just render ur service.
Sunday, December 31, 2006
Thursday, December 28, 2006
thoughts
well. spent quite an effort in designing my corps logo for our corps shirt. and really thanks to my sis for using photoshop for me, i was pacifying her all the while.
however, i rejected my design. i guess the logo has yet to show me what tpsjab has.
pretty upset. but im not beaten! =)
im coming up with another one! and hopefully, my sis is in a goooooody mood again when she returns! ha!
just my sketches.. not too bad huh..
ok. i told my sis to type 'My CORPS, My Pride' and look wad she typed! haa! we had a great laugh over it larh! then she added, tampines sch corpses! hahaaa.. wth! damn it! but i thought its funNY! ha! 
Ok. so this was wad ive decided on earlier. well. not exactly bad larh k. but its just not right yet!
FAC training has been really upsetting! damn! i guess hweechin and i tried real hard to not feel that way. but still, today we conforted each other. ha. i really hope weve the strength to carry on. if the cadets are working hard, i dont see any reason for trainers not to do so as well. its indeed disappointing to see that happening. but hweechin and i will strive on! so will our FAC teams!!
FAC TRAIN!
just came back from my JC gang gathering! wohoo! its really sweet to meet up with them! and its terrible to know that they're all working except me! damn! and until now, ha! they still couldnt understand why am i involve in this voluntary organisation! and i can tell from their faces that they're just bored with what im doing for st john!
however, i rejected my design. i guess the logo has yet to show me what tpsjab has.
pretty upset. but im not beaten! =)
im coming up with another one! and hopefully, my sis is in a goooooody mood again when she returns! ha!
just my sketches.. not too bad huh..
ok. i told my sis to type 'My CORPS, My Pride' and look wad she typed! haa! we had a great laugh over it larh! then she added, tampines sch corpses! hahaaa.. wth! damn it! but i thought its funNY! ha! 
Ok. so this was wad ive decided on earlier. well. not exactly bad larh k. but its just not right yet!
FAC training has been really upsetting! damn! i guess hweechin and i tried real hard to not feel that way. but still, today we conforted each other. ha. i really hope weve the strength to carry on. if the cadets are working hard, i dont see any reason for trainers not to do so as well. its indeed disappointing to see that happening. but hweechin and i will strive on! so will our FAC teams!!
FAC TRAIN!
just came back from my JC gang gathering! wohoo! its really sweet to meet up with them! and its terrible to know that they're all working except me! damn! and until now, ha! they still couldnt understand why am i involve in this voluntary organisation! and i can tell from their faces that they're just bored with what im doing for st john!
Monday, December 25, 2006
SURPRISE!
Its a birthday surprise for vanessa! i really find our ideas for birthday surprises are damn GREAT!
woke up at 5am to travel to van's house!!
angela hweechin me moved discretely to her front door, waiting for her to open the door.
damn! she's late! so anyway, we waited. quietly and anxiously. the moment she steps out of her gate, HAPPYBIRTHDAY VANESSA! hahaa!
she's shock! real shock! and ta-dah!! we present her the mudcake-muffin-looking birthday cake! wohoo! the whole experience was awesome! we rated it an eight star (out of 10) birthday surprise! hahaa!
This is the birthday cake! home-made by angela and hweechin! its a totally chocolatey fudge cake! its their first time, and i thought its good! can you see the words above?! haha! its their creative idea, using m&m chocolate to spell out 'HAPPY B'DAY VAN'. they got no space for a 'P', that's why a P is some sort of flying above! hahaa!!
they're now considering to work on other cakes such as cheeze cake, fruit cakes etc.. am i having one next year? hee!!
oh! i didnt join them for the cake making. so i made a powerpoint slide show for her! i guess its super touching larh! i could feel emotions running through me as i put all the pictures up! with music some more! its full of our memories, i hope she'll like it! so after all the DIY, we only manage to sleep at 1am..
We tried to cut the cake out but its just too hard! so see, our hands trying to DIG a piece for van!
Erm, u got to turn your head upside down to see this pic! yea. its taken using hweechin's hp. not too bad larh. we had a great laugh over the timer! damn! we got cheated by her phone!
then, van need to rush to katong for her service. and its just 8am. so wad angela chin n me did was.. to sit at the bus stop and chit chat! (or bitch, or gossip u call it) haha! marvelous! can u believe it! we chatted for 2 long hours until it was 10am and we took bus 34 to IKEA!
champ! i guess we just love each other's company dont we? hahaa! its angela's first time there, so i sort of like bring her around! and the worse thing is, she had an idea of playing hide-and-seek there!! damn it!! both of them tricked me! omg! then when there's chance, we tricked chin too!! haa. we're really mad. and so, angela doesnt dare to leave at least 3 steps away from us! hahaa. afraid dat we're doing the same to her. well, she'll have her time! muhahaaa.. revenge!
so, excited we are, took pics, ate swedish meatballs, hotdog bread, roamed around the megastore, went over to courts too, and waited patiently for the free shutter bus! tts silly! could've taken a cab instead since there's 3 of us.
alright! we've a spendid christmas eve huh. excited for christmas celeb tmr with my extended fam! MERRY CHRISTMAS people!
love ya!
woke up at 5am to travel to van's house!!
angela hweechin me moved discretely to her front door, waiting for her to open the door.
damn! she's late! so anyway, we waited. quietly and anxiously. the moment she steps out of her gate, HAPPYBIRTHDAY VANESSA! hahaa!
she's shock! real shock! and ta-dah!! we present her the mudcake-muffin-looking birthday cake! wohoo! the whole experience was awesome! we rated it an eight star (out of 10) birthday surprise! hahaa!
This is the birthday cake! home-made by angela and hweechin! its a totally chocolatey fudge cake! its their first time, and i thought its good! can you see the words above?! haha! its their creative idea, using m&m chocolate to spell out 'HAPPY B'DAY VAN'. they got no space for a 'P', that's why a P is some sort of flying above! hahaa!!
they're now considering to work on other cakes such as cheeze cake, fruit cakes etc.. am i having one next year? hee!!
oh! i didnt join them for the cake making. so i made a powerpoint slide show for her! i guess its super touching larh! i could feel emotions running through me as i put all the pictures up! with music some more! its full of our memories, i hope she'll like it! so after all the DIY, we only manage to sleep at 1am..
We tried to cut the cake out but its just too hard! so see, our hands trying to DIG a piece for van!
Erm, u got to turn your head upside down to see this pic! yea. its taken using hweechin's hp. not too bad larh. we had a great laugh over the timer! damn! we got cheated by her phone!
then, van need to rush to katong for her service. and its just 8am. so wad angela chin n me did was.. to sit at the bus stop and chit chat! (or bitch, or gossip u call it) haha! marvelous! can u believe it! we chatted for 2 long hours until it was 10am and we took bus 34 to IKEA!
champ! i guess we just love each other's company dont we? hahaa! its angela's first time there, so i sort of like bring her around! and the worse thing is, she had an idea of playing hide-and-seek there!! damn it!! both of them tricked me! omg! then when there's chance, we tricked chin too!! haa. we're really mad. and so, angela doesnt dare to leave at least 3 steps away from us! hahaa. afraid dat we're doing the same to her. well, she'll have her time! muhahaaa.. revenge!
so, excited we are, took pics, ate swedish meatballs, hotdog bread, roamed around the megastore, went over to courts too, and waited patiently for the free shutter bus! tts silly! could've taken a cab instead since there's 3 of us.
alright! we've a spendid christmas eve huh. excited for christmas celeb tmr with my extended fam! MERRY CHRISTMAS people!
love ya!
Sunday, December 24, 2006
yea right
i realised its never good to receive hweechin's phonecall!
yesterday she woke me up at 1230 to inform me to reach tpss at 130 for fac foot drill training! gosh. so i tried to pull myself out of bed and look at my foot drill sequence sheet. yea the one that i was given when i was sec3! crumpled and old..
and the best part is, i've already forgotten quite a few of the drills!! trying to recall the drills and commands, i called up ben and sze ling for help! i guess we've all forgotten the drills huh. hahaa.
gobbled up 5 tang yuan and got daddy to drive me to school! and its just so unlucky, on the way, we met the damn guy i hate! so i pointed out to daddy to run him down! muhahaa. no larh! its just suay to meet him! duhhh.
ok. i was dressed down by daddy when he knows dat i didnt want to go. was it my stupidity like wad daddy said? daddy pulled me out of my comfortable cacoon and ask wads the point of continuing if i dont want to improve! mummy asked me to quit then. this question or rather a problem has been bewildering me eversince i mentioned it to daddy. damn!
after much thought, i finally made up my mind to go. ive to work on it. i still wish to help out in snco. i want to get fdi gold! i want to be a cpr instructor! i still want to be a stjohnian!
like the motto of tpjc, aim and achieve! to bring success in all our learning.
so, daddy, im doing this for you too! =)
as for my dearest frens who are quiting, or considering to quit, perhaps just consider once more. there's so much to learn in stjohn that u probably wont be able to achieve anywhere else. and i sincerely wish to see u still in stjohn.
huiying and szeling right? angela and hweechin too!
im on the right of this pic!!! but the damn camera just hates me larh! took several times w/o me inside the pic!! even if i hold the camera!
ok. so after many many many attempts.. finally! i squeezed my face into this pic! damn it man!
but well, this pic turns out good larh! with the xmas tree behind. but guess where we were! hahaa..
right. im off to work on my training schedule already!
yesterday she woke me up at 1230 to inform me to reach tpss at 130 for fac foot drill training! gosh. so i tried to pull myself out of bed and look at my foot drill sequence sheet. yea the one that i was given when i was sec3! crumpled and old..
and the best part is, i've already forgotten quite a few of the drills!! trying to recall the drills and commands, i called up ben and sze ling for help! i guess we've all forgotten the drills huh. hahaa.
gobbled up 5 tang yuan and got daddy to drive me to school! and its just so unlucky, on the way, we met the damn guy i hate! so i pointed out to daddy to run him down! muhahaa. no larh! its just suay to meet him! duhhh.
ok. i was dressed down by daddy when he knows dat i didnt want to go. was it my stupidity like wad daddy said? daddy pulled me out of my comfortable cacoon and ask wads the point of continuing if i dont want to improve! mummy asked me to quit then. this question or rather a problem has been bewildering me eversince i mentioned it to daddy. damn!
after much thought, i finally made up my mind to go. ive to work on it. i still wish to help out in snco. i want to get fdi gold! i want to be a cpr instructor! i still want to be a stjohnian!
like the motto of tpjc, aim and achieve! to bring success in all our learning.
so, daddy, im doing this for you too! =)
as for my dearest frens who are quiting, or considering to quit, perhaps just consider once more. there's so much to learn in stjohn that u probably wont be able to achieve anywhere else. and i sincerely wish to see u still in stjohn.
huiying and szeling right? angela and hweechin too!
im on the right of this pic!!! but the damn camera just hates me larh! took several times w/o me inside the pic!! even if i hold the camera!
ok. so after many many many attempts.. finally! i squeezed my face into this pic! damn it man!
but well, this pic turns out good larh! with the xmas tree behind. but guess where we were! hahaa..
right. im off to work on my training schedule already!
Friday, December 22, 2006
happy BElated bday hweechin!
who's bday!?Ma'am huiying's idea of getting hweechin to get the candle holder out
from the cake! hahaa.. its evil.. but i like it!so ta-dah!! look how happy she is after getting that out! then we quickly cut the the piece of cake out! with her saliva man! hee!
we gave hweechin a birthday surprise!! during socialnite! its a celebration after one mth and 2days from her actual bday! ha! thanks ma'am huiying for luring her away while we prepare! im starting to think that im a really creative person! muhahaaa!! 
Look! muhahaa! this is to prove that logistic is really working! i mean my ncos are larh! hahaa! i was laughing away when they tried to count the no. of raffia strings, poles, plastic cups, forks, spoons etc! muhahaa!!
this is logistic after 14km route march from tpss to east coast park!
Once a Log, forever Never gona be in Log!
;)
Thursday, December 21, 2006
SNCO 06
finally. i've reached a point where my rank can no longer bring me further in snco. served snco for consecutive 3 yrs have allowed me to learn a lot from this whole experience. 1st yr in the advisory wing, 2nd in training and 3rd yr in support.
well. i wouldnt say i didnt get promoted for these 3yrs. rather, trying out in 3 very different departments have trained me to be more skillful in them. one disappointment would be that i havent try out my dreamed dept i.e. admin. to sit beside handsome officer and be his secretary! hahaa!! dream on!
when the whole world is emerging and movin forward, while u refuse to, no matter wad reason u have, one day, u'll realise its time-up for you. im pretty much at this situation already. i honestly dont mind my juniors to advance before me. im refering to those deserving ones. But of course, undeserving cadets get their rank as well. i hate it when the meaning behind the rank gets degraded; tarnished; ruined because of those black sheeps. that gives me no reason to follow suit.
however, honestly, daddy's words have shakened my stand. what he said is true. but i just cant make myself agree to another round of mental torture. whats all these for? i asked and nobody can answer.
for this yr's snco, as a greenhorn in support, i felt like an adjunct. For logistic, i admit i didnt do any thing more than rushing the kids for bunk arrangement. i even laughed when i saw the log list that says 'stapler - 1 marbles - 20 etc'! who the hell needs stapler and couldnt bring it himself? hahaa! until now i cant figure that out. we are required to count every items after they're returned. so for me ofcourse, i laughed while my nco count the 20 marbles! its ridiculous i thought!
so, apart from support, went to help out with training, as the station master for their mission, and as casualty 4times for triage! see! thats how i became useful i guess.
oh. not forgetting im called the toilet paper incharge, hor ma'am chuiyee? haha. well i admit that. its my responsibility to ensure all female toilets have sufficient toiletpaper to use. hahaa. pretty easy job larh. so thats wad i do for log, nothing great though.
only when i put myself in support, i realised the whole camp tends to neglect support and admin dept the most!! even though we're not the ops, the people u see often, we're the ones building the base for the camp! without our assistance, i believe the camp is not going to run smoothly. never forget the kindness of the support members!
lastly, i just cant seem to escape the fate of meeting people i really dislike in camp. as much as im concerned, seeing their faces in my premises (tpss) just disgust me. needless to say, the rank on their shoulders. so people, consider carefully who to send for promotions. dont be the one who mess up the whole ranking system. whatever it is, we're all volunteers for this camp! why say things to make others feel uncomfortable right. snco should be renamed as senior nco learning course.
the best part behind camps is to see my own cadets grow. well. they may not have performed to my expectations. but i strongly believe that they have grown and matured in many ways. the trainers who are trained by me as well. im really pleased with their involvement and commitment to their diff areas. the whole experience would have been a great one for them to forever remembering it.
of course, another best part is the people u meet and love in camps! im really pleased ( and i believe angela and van too) that we've known many trainers from diff corps. knowing them and having them as friends enhances the joy and happiness you'll have in camp! in stjohn! they have also become a reason why ive decided to assist in this yr's camp. in every ways, they made me enjoy the camp! im really proud to know u guys. so i shall announced it here, chuiyee! huiying! william! thanks for leading me through. =)
pics will come soon..
well. i wouldnt say i didnt get promoted for these 3yrs. rather, trying out in 3 very different departments have trained me to be more skillful in them. one disappointment would be that i havent try out my dreamed dept i.e. admin. to sit beside handsome officer and be his secretary! hahaa!! dream on!
when the whole world is emerging and movin forward, while u refuse to, no matter wad reason u have, one day, u'll realise its time-up for you. im pretty much at this situation already. i honestly dont mind my juniors to advance before me. im refering to those deserving ones. But of course, undeserving cadets get their rank as well. i hate it when the meaning behind the rank gets degraded; tarnished; ruined because of those black sheeps. that gives me no reason to follow suit.
however, honestly, daddy's words have shakened my stand. what he said is true. but i just cant make myself agree to another round of mental torture. whats all these for? i asked and nobody can answer.
for this yr's snco, as a greenhorn in support, i felt like an adjunct. For logistic, i admit i didnt do any thing more than rushing the kids for bunk arrangement. i even laughed when i saw the log list that says 'stapler - 1 marbles - 20 etc'! who the hell needs stapler and couldnt bring it himself? hahaa! until now i cant figure that out. we are required to count every items after they're returned. so for me ofcourse, i laughed while my nco count the 20 marbles! its ridiculous i thought!
so, apart from support, went to help out with training, as the station master for their mission, and as casualty 4times for triage! see! thats how i became useful i guess.
oh. not forgetting im called the toilet paper incharge, hor ma'am chuiyee? haha. well i admit that. its my responsibility to ensure all female toilets have sufficient toiletpaper to use. hahaa. pretty easy job larh. so thats wad i do for log, nothing great though.
only when i put myself in support, i realised the whole camp tends to neglect support and admin dept the most!! even though we're not the ops, the people u see often, we're the ones building the base for the camp! without our assistance, i believe the camp is not going to run smoothly. never forget the kindness of the support members!
lastly, i just cant seem to escape the fate of meeting people i really dislike in camp. as much as im concerned, seeing their faces in my premises (tpss) just disgust me. needless to say, the rank on their shoulders. so people, consider carefully who to send for promotions. dont be the one who mess up the whole ranking system. whatever it is, we're all volunteers for this camp! why say things to make others feel uncomfortable right. snco should be renamed as senior nco learning course.
the best part behind camps is to see my own cadets grow. well. they may not have performed to my expectations. but i strongly believe that they have grown and matured in many ways. the trainers who are trained by me as well. im really pleased with their involvement and commitment to their diff areas. the whole experience would have been a great one for them to forever remembering it.
of course, another best part is the people u meet and love in camps! im really pleased ( and i believe angela and van too) that we've known many trainers from diff corps. knowing them and having them as friends enhances the joy and happiness you'll have in camp! in stjohn! they have also become a reason why ive decided to assist in this yr's camp. in every ways, they made me enjoy the camp! im really proud to know u guys. so i shall announced it here, chuiyee! huiying! william! thanks for leading me through. =)
pics will come soon..
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Training Dept
my training syllabus for 2007 is out!
wohoo!! thanks to the two persons who helped me!
wee! wanted to post reflections on snco but now no mood for that. perhaps that will come tomorrow. just glad that my foot drill and first aid syallbus are done! =)
thank u guys!
wohoo!! thanks to the two persons who helped me!
wee! wanted to post reflections on snco but now no mood for that. perhaps that will come tomorrow. just glad that my foot drill and first aid syallbus are done! =)
thank u guys!
Thursday, December 14, 2006
an end
oh my god.
i cant imagine going for camp with irregular secretion of progesterone and oestrogen within my body! stress, insufficient sleep and nutritional deficiency will definitely excerbate my condition! shit! this is terrible!!
im already feeling all the heat. but i have no control over these hormones.
i need oral contraceptive pill to supress my emotions!! ahhHh!
i need to cry! i have to cry!! i want to cry!!!
shit.
people, embrace my face in camp. as i'll try to embrace yours too.
yea im gona get a trophy for serving snco for consecutively 3yrs! this comes in time to mark da end of my snco journey..
snco 04 still rocks larh!
i cant wait for 18th dec to come!!!
i cant imagine going for camp with irregular secretion of progesterone and oestrogen within my body! stress, insufficient sleep and nutritional deficiency will definitely excerbate my condition! shit! this is terrible!!
im already feeling all the heat. but i have no control over these hormones.
i need oral contraceptive pill to supress my emotions!! ahhHh!
i need to cry! i have to cry!! i want to cry!!!
shit.
people, embrace my face in camp. as i'll try to embrace yours too.
yea im gona get a trophy for serving snco for consecutively 3yrs! this comes in time to mark da end of my snco journey..
snco 04 still rocks larh!
i cant wait for 18th dec to come!!!
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
听海
today's k session was funNY! because of hweechin's version of 听海! gosh! a sad song became a joke!
camp's coming.. .. ... ... ..... ....... ...........
Sunday, December 10, 2006
sj
still shining when i took it out from da shoebox after 10mths!it contains my heart sweat pain love passion..
on leave for 10months and today is da first time wearing my stjohn u again.
someone once told me dat im too rigid and refuse to accept changes. gets irritated also because of da new management. well. i guess i cant deny it. snco always proves me dat.
a bad day. mood spoiled. i nve knew dat i need to withstand the * of some people and nve realise my mental tolerance cannot take them. if i didnt walk off, i would probably explode or burst infront of them. its tough to accept da present scene. seriously there isnt anyone to blame. but i still cant accept da fact dat someone deal with dat in an extremely wrong way which is so unfair to me. somehow im glad dat he has improved and dealed with similar situation in a more suitable way this time. i know i really need to stand strong.
very strong.
=)..practically, nothing interest me more than my own corps training department now. but i need to brainstorm damn lot of things for it. and every generation is different. there's a need to adjust my training schedule or method to suit da new standard.
i had a double blow this morning when mdmsim told me dat justintoh is leaving tpss for sji next year..
STAND STRONG!
but
have i chosen da wrong dep for s?
or da wrong camp?
maybe im da wrong person.
Saturday, December 09, 2006
GANG
Finally, dined at Jack's Place with angela, chin and joanna!
its a reunion for all of us since we last met during aug, before prelims!
dinner was real good! better den ritz carlton! haa!
after dinner, we went gela's place to play mahjong! omg! its been ages since i last touch mahjong tiles during erm.. chinese newyr? so glad dat da luck came to me.. hee! chin is da overall loser! hahaa..
as usual da damn dog, i mean galgal, scared da hell out of me.. or perhaps i frightened her too! hahaa.. so in da end we stayed over at her place. chatted with angela till 430am then we decide to sleep.. it was so funny when we badmouth chin to test if she's still awake! haha! and obviously, she's in lalaland alrd!
so angela n me indulge in reminiscence.. we talked about our old memories together.. awww.. all da sec2 camp. leadership camp. jncoS. sncoS. dat we've attended.. our really nice tutors in tpss.. ranjit. mdmho. ms moothy. shi laoshi.. indeed, these experiences are memorable..
its a reunion for all of us since we last met during aug, before prelims!
dinner was real good! better den ritz carlton! haa!
after dinner, we went gela's place to play mahjong! omg! its been ages since i last touch mahjong tiles during erm.. chinese newyr? so glad dat da luck came to me.. hee! chin is da overall loser! hahaa..
as usual da damn dog, i mean galgal, scared da hell out of me.. or perhaps i frightened her too! hahaa.. so in da end we stayed over at her place. chatted with angela till 430am then we decide to sleep.. it was so funny when we badmouth chin to test if she's still awake! haha! and obviously, she's in lalaland alrd!
so angela n me indulge in reminiscence.. we talked about our old memories together.. awww.. all da sec2 camp. leadership camp. jncoS. sncoS. dat we've attended.. our really nice tutors in tpss.. ranjit. mdmho. ms moothy. shi laoshi.. indeed, these experiences are memorable..
Thursday, December 07, 2006
absolute pessimist
seriously, i have never realised da depth of da damn hole ive dug.
now dat ive no way out but to take a step ahead everyday, walking closer and closer to it..
i finally see da darkness beyond it. shit. im bound to fall into this deep damn pit!
stjohn!! im stuck!
now dat ive no way out but to take a step ahead everyday, walking closer and closer to it..
i finally see da darkness beyond it. shit. im bound to fall into this deep damn pit!
stjohn!! im stuck!
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
4E1 gathering!
Yesterday morning went airport to send off my extended fam to philippines! ugh!! missed my trip again!! wt.. how to promise my aunt to go nxt june when i mayb having snco/jnco again!
Well then had a fabulous time at 4E1 lunch gathering!! we dined in at Hans River! the gathering was awesome! Oh man! i simply miss cheewee aka literature soooooo much!!! hahaa! just look at the pics and i believe u can identify da joker alr right! haha! absolutely!! hes amazing k! he can make u laugh till u drop! oh god! i jus feel lk laughin alrd upon seein his pic here! hahahaaa..
all thanks to our organiser, fat!! and the coordinators, yvonne and urs truely me! to make the gathering possible! its really nice to meet up with the class and our retired formteacher aka geo teacher who managed to assist me into getting an unexpected A2 for combined humanities! hee! opps! im guilty for tearing my geo book once durin her lesson when i was so pissed with geo! hahaa.. ah, and the strength was 22+misslow out of 40! pretty good!! more den half da class came! ah! i love this feeling! so sweet and warm! once again, literature managed to cheer my day!
oh yarh! not forgetting another one of my favourites, jianli!!! hahaa, became shorter (180cm) suddenly. yea! perhaps he grew earlier den the rest and then slowly others outgrow him! hahaa! as usual, got smack hard on my back by jianli!! and i took my revenge! mhuahaa! jus watch out during ur bday! hahaa! ahhh its a pity i 4gt to take a pic with jianli!! and yr hug made me feel like going back to 2e3 time.. =)
and atnight went to jianhong's place for dinner! shooo shiok man!! he made creamy mushroom linguine!! and jiafen had her way on the diluted cambell soup! we then watched a blacknwhite movie, 'a walk to rmb'. i tot its not really dat touching wad.. i wonder why charis said she cried so much! hahaa! but at least after months of urge to watch dat movie, finally watched it!
really had a great time!!
fat! send me da class photo!
Well then had a fabulous time at 4E1 lunch gathering!! we dined in at Hans River! the gathering was awesome! Oh man! i simply miss cheewee aka literature soooooo much!!! hahaa! just look at the pics and i believe u can identify da joker alr right! haha! absolutely!! hes amazing k! he can make u laugh till u drop! oh god! i jus feel lk laughin alrd upon seein his pic here! hahahaaa..
all thanks to our organiser, fat!! and the coordinators, yvonne and urs truely me! to make the gathering possible! its really nice to meet up with the class and our retired formteacher aka geo teacher who managed to assist me into getting an unexpected A2 for combined humanities! hee! opps! im guilty for tearing my geo book once durin her lesson when i was so pissed with geo! hahaa.. ah, and the strength was 22+misslow out of 40! pretty good!! more den half da class came! ah! i love this feeling! so sweet and warm! once again, literature managed to cheer my day!
oh yarh! not forgetting another one of my favourites, jianli!!! hahaa, became shorter (180cm) suddenly. yea! perhaps he grew earlier den the rest and then slowly others outgrow him! hahaa! as usual, got smack hard on my back by jianli!! and i took my revenge! mhuahaa! jus watch out during ur bday! hahaa! ahhh its a pity i 4gt to take a pic with jianli!! and yr hug made me feel like going back to 2e3 time.. =)
and atnight went to jianhong's place for dinner! shooo shiok man!! he made creamy mushroom linguine!! and jiafen had her way on the diluted cambell soup! we then watched a blacknwhite movie, 'a walk to rmb'. i tot its not really dat touching wad.. i wonder why charis said she cried so much! hahaa! but at least after months of urge to watch dat movie, finally watched it!
really had a great time!!
fat! send me da class photo!
Monday, December 04, 2006
Ritz Carlton Prom
prom was jus lk the theme says 'glitz and glamour'. "blink blink!"
wads best was postprom activity! we didnt go dxo of coz, rather a couple of kbox-ers went cineleisure for our nightsinging! wohoo!! it happened to b da 20th/40th anniversary for kbox and there's 40%discount!!! so surprised! hee!
and confirmed, those ppl are amazed with my singing skills! muhahaa! and so was i! the only girl left standing 'high' at 6am, with the other 3 semiconscious guys! hahaa!! crowned k-queen! ;)
now i know how to keep myself awake thru da night during snco!!
random pics:
my beloved gang who i held onto thru my yrs in jc.
then da flash on my cam went off..
i'm so gona miss u guys! whrs zy?!
my buddy (KP) frm tpss (who was nve my classmate before)! oh, he has big breasts! muhahaa!
of coz w lots of other guys too! but iya, KP u're jus so lucky i choose to post urs here! haha!
wads best was postprom activity! we didnt go dxo of coz, rather a couple of kbox-ers went cineleisure for our nightsinging! wohoo!! it happened to b da 20th/40th anniversary for kbox and there's 40%discount!!! so surprised! hee!
and confirmed, those ppl are amazed with my singing skills! muhahaa! and so was i! the only girl left standing 'high' at 6am, with the other 3 semiconscious guys! hahaa!! crowned k-queen! ;)
now i know how to keep myself awake thru da night during snco!!
random pics:
my beloved gang who i held onto thru my yrs in jc.
then da flash on my cam went off..
i'm so gona miss u guys! whrs zy?!
my buddy (KP) frm tpss (who was nve my classmate before)! oh, he has big breasts! muhahaa!of coz w lots of other guys too! but iya, KP u're jus so lucky i choose to post urs here! haha!
Saturday, December 02, 2006
anger is contagious. i cant help it!
black face. bao qing tian.
wtf!
how da hell can one hav a green face, blue face purple face or face of an angel when they're in fits of anger?!
its just freaking irritating to smile or even look good! when u're angry! wtf u expect!!
as much as i wana post how happy i was during prom and especially da post-prom kbox session, im jus too mad to do so!
why are people so freaking INSENSIBLE!, APATHETIC!, IMPENITENT!! fucking hell! reason is so obviously but is still grambling!! yar right! useless!!
people, its just so against my integrity, against my principle, downgrading my dignity!!
my m is so bloody thickskin! so many cousins of mine hav been putting her as their best gugu and see wad da hell she has done!?!
damn it! im so ashamed!
when my frens say hey ur m is so nice n friendly. kao!! i forced a smile on my face.
time and again i given her chance n chance. even if i forgive again this time, i'll NEVER forget!
it simply accummulate on my blacklist!
haha! perhaps one day, i'll just explode!
change her? yah! even my aunts know its impossible! i jus cant talk sense into her!
sometimes, i wonder, how da hell i got all my genes?! from who??
dont even try to understd this.
wtf!
how da hell can one hav a green face, blue face purple face or face of an angel when they're in fits of anger?!
its just freaking irritating to smile or even look good! when u're angry! wtf u expect!!
as much as i wana post how happy i was during prom and especially da post-prom kbox session, im jus too mad to do so!
why are people so freaking INSENSIBLE!, APATHETIC!, IMPENITENT!! fucking hell! reason is so obviously but is still grambling!! yar right! useless!!
people, its just so against my integrity, against my principle, downgrading my dignity!!
my m is so bloody thickskin! so many cousins of mine hav been putting her as their best gugu and see wad da hell she has done!?!
damn it! im so ashamed!
when my frens say hey ur m is so nice n friendly. kao!! i forced a smile on my face.
time and again i given her chance n chance. even if i forgive again this time, i'll NEVER forget!
it simply accummulate on my blacklist!
haha! perhaps one day, i'll just explode!
change her? yah! even my aunts know its impossible! i jus cant talk sense into her!
sometimes, i wonder, how da hell i got all my genes?! from who??
dont even try to understd this.
Sunday, November 26, 2006
surrprriseee!!!
my blog has landed me a work in stjohn hq today!
went bak in da afternoon to decorate da dearest zone8 noticeboard with ma'am chuiyee!
seriously, if chuiyee isnt so kind, i wouldve flared immediately upon seeing those people who are supposedly da ones decorating it! so irresponsible! wth!
well, given those limited resources dat weve, were proud of da product! hahaa! especially da recycled "E"! The border colours are alr da best colours in my pack of constructionpapers. though it looks a little dark.
so happy to meet szeling weixiang and ben too! after about half a yr, since tpss 20th anni, we met again! and szeling.. !!!! u mus hav lots to tell me during snco! hahaa! i simply cant wait! =P
then walked ard concourse with ma'am chuiyee!! haha. she must be very honoured to shop ard da xmas deco at concourse basement thisyr! coz eversince 04, i went thr with angela, for some snco meeting, we were surprised with da xmas deco at da basement! and of coz, we had lots of fun thr! and so, i shopped with hweechin on yr05, as usual, we were at concourse for some snco meeting. and ta-dah! this yr is with ma'am chuiyee! hahaaa!
oh yah, saw da snco05 picture just now on da noticeboard. kind of miss vanessa and angela in their uniform! will they be wearing their uniform any sooner? if only we can return da time to 04, when we were snco trainers togther! weirdly, we were da only 3 from tpss then. hahaa! wad an experience. even till now, angela is surprised she was in da camp n paired with chongboon! hahaa!
OHMYGOD!!! jus received a letter!! MOE letter!!! Ive gotten Merit bursary again! omg omg omg!! cant believe it! didnt expect it! nve thought of it!!! ahhHhhHh!!! didnt even hav a A for prelims! omg.. surprised!! elated!! =))))))))
haha, ok todae really happy! haha! although my parents dumped me for their malaysia trip! hahaa! i had such nice time! met up with sj ppl and received dat letter! hope tp meet u guys again soon! ahHhHhhHHHHhhHhH!!!!!!
love u guys!
went bak in da afternoon to decorate da dearest zone8 noticeboard with ma'am chuiyee!
seriously, if chuiyee isnt so kind, i wouldve flared immediately upon seeing those people who are supposedly da ones decorating it! so irresponsible! wth!
well, given those limited resources dat weve, were proud of da product! hahaa! especially da recycled "E"! The border colours are alr da best colours in my pack of constructionpapers. though it looks a little dark.
so happy to meet szeling weixiang and ben too! after about half a yr, since tpss 20th anni, we met again! and szeling.. !!!! u mus hav lots to tell me during snco! hahaa! i simply cant wait! =P
then walked ard concourse with ma'am chuiyee!! haha. she must be very honoured to shop ard da xmas deco at concourse basement thisyr! coz eversince 04, i went thr with angela, for some snco meeting, we were surprised with da xmas deco at da basement! and of coz, we had lots of fun thr! and so, i shopped with hweechin on yr05, as usual, we were at concourse for some snco meeting. and ta-dah! this yr is with ma'am chuiyee! hahaaa!
oh yah, saw da snco05 picture just now on da noticeboard. kind of miss vanessa and angela in their uniform! will they be wearing their uniform any sooner? if only we can return da time to 04, when we were snco trainers togther! weirdly, we were da only 3 from tpss then. hahaa! wad an experience. even till now, angela is surprised she was in da camp n paired with chongboon! hahaa!
OHMYGOD!!! jus received a letter!! MOE letter!!! Ive gotten Merit bursary again! omg omg omg!! cant believe it! didnt expect it! nve thought of it!!! ahhHhhHh!!! didnt even hav a A for prelims! omg.. surprised!! elated!! =))))))))
haha, ok todae really happy! haha! although my parents dumped me for their malaysia trip! hahaa! i had such nice time! met up with sj ppl and received dat letter! hope tp meet u guys again soon! ahHhHhhHHHHhhHhH!!!!!!
love u guys!
Saturday, November 25, 2006
surrprriseee!!!
ah! i forgot to mention! i think i see sir philip!!
omg! its another surprise! hahaa. in da same cabin on the train! didnt manage to see his front though, but da feeling ive from his back is.. yes! yes! haha. and he alighted at simei!
wads saddening is tt i lost da excitment ive for him! hahaha!
used to be really anxious when i see him! until nw i couldnt forget da incident when i met him outside tm.. and da first time i salute him! awww''.. mesmerised. but well, its over! haha! and i think he's marrying ma'am leecheng soon!
happy marriage! =P hahaa!
omg! its another surprise! hahaa. in da same cabin on the train! didnt manage to see his front though, but da feeling ive from his back is.. yes! yes! haha. and he alighted at simei!
wads saddening is tt i lost da excitment ive for him! hahaha!
used to be really anxious when i see him! until nw i couldnt forget da incident when i met him outside tm.. and da first time i salute him! awww''.. mesmerised. but well, its over! haha! and i think he's marrying ma'am leecheng soon!
happy marriage! =P hahaa!
Friday, November 24, 2006
da day ive longed for!
glad that only my dad rmb my anniversary!! ha! and he bought me a swissroll cake!
ohh.. gosh, best part is da swissroll taste hoorrriiibbbllleee.... hahahahaaa!
but u see, im so touched dat only he remmbers, i swallowed da whole cake!
hahaa.. and worse still, after dat, my dad said why i finished it myself, he wanted to try!
oh my my.. should hav said earlier!! hahaa! but im pleased that after all ive a cake! =P
ok! so after A levels. really bored.
BUT boredom is temporary!!
some of us know why.. hahaa..
so, well, feel nothing special seriously! its exactly da same like 2yrs ago for olevels.
ugh. da gd thg is this break last till nxt yr's aug!
ive been quarantined for da past 5mths! omg! i cant believe it!
dats vlong. ok. better get my butts off da chair and move around!
;)
ohh.. gosh, best part is da swissroll taste hoorrriiibbbllleee.... hahahahaaa!
but u see, im so touched dat only he remmbers, i swallowed da whole cake!
hahaa.. and worse still, after dat, my dad said why i finished it myself, he wanted to try!
oh my my.. should hav said earlier!! hahaa! but im pleased that after all ive a cake! =P
ok! so after A levels. really bored.
BUT boredom is temporary!!
some of us know why.. hahaa..
so, well, feel nothing special seriously! its exactly da same like 2yrs ago for olevels.
ugh. da gd thg is this break last till nxt yr's aug!
ive been quarantined for da past 5mths! omg! i cant believe it!
dats vlong. ok. better get my butts off da chair and move around!
;)
Thursday, November 23, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! 22/11/99
yea. todae its da 7th anniversary! see how time flies.
ive been scarred for 7yrs.. and many more to come
being in a half-coma condition for 5days in kk hospital perhaps really dull my brain and slow me down.. hahaa this is a conclusion i came to when my jc mates pointed out that im.. wols.
thinking back, ugh! walking down da aisles.. hearing da sound of an activating saw.. looking at da pure white sparkling operation theatre (i thot i was in heaven).. da piercing of needles thru my veins.. da fear of a really digusting scar.. da fact dat doctors woke me up halfway thru da operation.. and they sliced me at 2areas n not one.. all these still traumatise me even till now.
even so. life moves on and 7yrs later. im alive. perhaps perhaps if i didnt agree to it 7yrs ago.. i may be lying on da bed, thinking of death now.
even so, now im thinkin if only i havent been for the op, maybe i dun hav to live with da scar? yah right, da protruding part will still be thr. unless i saw my ribs..
hahaa. god put me thru this. and ive to cont living with it. if only da society can be more liberal, or rather, my parents' thinking, i would feel better.
and still, every today of da year, i would sincerely like to thank all my aunts uncles cousins, who visited n looked after me when i was in da hospital n at home. w/o all da care concern n love, i wouldnt have made it thru. as a young primary6 kid then, u guys made me realised how fortunate i am to have this big family.
ive been scarred for 7yrs.. and many more to come
being in a half-coma condition for 5days in kk hospital perhaps really dull my brain and slow me down.. hahaa this is a conclusion i came to when my jc mates pointed out that im.. wols.
thinking back, ugh! walking down da aisles.. hearing da sound of an activating saw.. looking at da pure white sparkling operation theatre (i thot i was in heaven).. da piercing of needles thru my veins.. da fear of a really digusting scar.. da fact dat doctors woke me up halfway thru da operation.. and they sliced me at 2areas n not one.. all these still traumatise me even till now.
even so. life moves on and 7yrs later. im alive. perhaps perhaps if i didnt agree to it 7yrs ago.. i may be lying on da bed, thinking of death now.
even so, now im thinkin if only i havent been for the op, maybe i dun hav to live with da scar? yah right, da protruding part will still be thr. unless i saw my ribs..
hahaa. god put me thru this. and ive to cont living with it. if only da society can be more liberal, or rather, my parents' thinking, i would feel better.
and still, every today of da year, i would sincerely like to thank all my aunts uncles cousins, who visited n looked after me when i was in da hospital n at home. w/o all da care concern n love, i wouldnt have made it thru. as a young primary6 kid then, u guys made me realised how fortunate i am to have this big family.
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Sunday, November 19, 2006
incorrigible. perhaps da perception will nve change.
oh man. im so proud to be a tpjcian because of my tutors, my principals and my school!
but yet, the studentbody is such a letdown!
its so embarrassing for me to be part of this group of students who cant even listen to instructions given by our dear chief examiner!
he is so nice to keep using da word 'please' to keep us quiet. but yet! some people jus dont appreciate that! furthermore, we hav one student, who duno with wad reasons, has extra time to do. that means after we handed in our papers, he is still doing.
so typically, we should just keep our mouth shut larh right! but look! this considerate behavior was definitely not reflected! im so ashamed!
we are practically expressing who we are to those examiners from other schools! and instead of sending them da msg that tpjcians are industrious, timeconscious, honest, obedient etc (unlike the msg tt many ppl received abt tpjc- slackers), we are telling them da exact opposite! (tt means showing them we're worse den slackers!)
gosh!
apart from that, many non-bio students had their last paper yesterday. well, the bio educated ones had a week more to go. the best part was, these non bio students (mostly arent even aware of how they are formed!) screamed and cheered like nobody's business.
well, look! da guy is still having his exam man. while da examiner tries to keep us quiet, he couldnt supress those excitment. and they are just blatantly irritating us!
so lets see who has da last laugh!
but yet, the studentbody is such a letdown!
its so embarrassing for me to be part of this group of students who cant even listen to instructions given by our dear chief examiner!
he is so nice to keep using da word 'please' to keep us quiet. but yet! some people jus dont appreciate that! furthermore, we hav one student, who duno with wad reasons, has extra time to do. that means after we handed in our papers, he is still doing.
so typically, we should just keep our mouth shut larh right! but look! this considerate behavior was definitely not reflected! im so ashamed!
we are practically expressing who we are to those examiners from other schools! and instead of sending them da msg that tpjcians are industrious, timeconscious, honest, obedient etc (unlike the msg tt many ppl received abt tpjc- slackers), we are telling them da exact opposite! (tt means showing them we're worse den slackers!)
gosh!
apart from that, many non-bio students had their last paper yesterday. well, the bio educated ones had a week more to go. the best part was, these non bio students (mostly arent even aware of how they are formed!) screamed and cheered like nobody's business.
well, look! da guy is still having his exam man. while da examiner tries to keep us quiet, he couldnt supress those excitment. and they are just blatantly irritating us!
so lets see who has da last laugh!
Thursday, November 16, 2006
complexity
ask and u shall be answered.
feasible? reliable? accountable? true?..
the problem doesnt lie with da mouth. duh
wad a piece of shit. received a threatening mail!
its not intimidating at all but it does succeed in agitating the dearest me
and im absolutely at odds with it!
to show commitment to others is to show less commitment to one.
wad da hell. if only i hav da ability to transform myself!
coercion and browbeating will not leads to fervent, wholehearted loyalty!
the cost of it has clearly shown.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOH HWEE CHIN! =)
feasible? reliable? accountable? true?..
the problem doesnt lie with da mouth. duh
wad a piece of shit. received a threatening mail!
its not intimidating at all but it does succeed in agitating the dearest me
and im absolutely at odds with it!
to show commitment to others is to show less commitment to one.
wad da hell. if only i hav da ability to transform myself!
coercion and browbeating will not leads to fervent, wholehearted loyalty!
the cost of it has clearly shown.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOH HWEE CHIN! =)
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
fixed
now dat my comp is fixed! gosh! im giving myself reasons (or excuse u call it) to online! haa. and there it goes for an hour! no more! yea.
3 more papers to go. and its willbe da beginning of my life! wahaha!!
i hope i can get a better grip on it this time.. unlike wad ive done after olevel 2yrs back! wad a wasted break i came to think.
ahh. suddenly thought of sharing my sis's miracle on my blog.
she was SUPPOSED to undergo thyroid operation 2weeks back, to remove the 3-4 tumours. and guess wad!! she laid on da surgery bed, with dripping on.. and the doc examined her neck (where da thyriods at). the doc realised da tumours dimished!! (just by pressing her neck) and voala!! "u dun hav to operate!" the doc said to my sis! "waddaaa.. f!" i said.
sounds lk a joke right! (but its true) and she was wheeled out of the operationthreatre. with no scar. no needles. no blood. no op! (if i were her i would prob giv da doc a gd hell of scolding.. aweo@#$@kmks!!)
see.. miracles do happen!
although its selective, there's always hope in life. (u nve know if ure da one!)
as long as u believe. u will. someday. somehow. somewhere. somewhat. may miracle falls on u. (on me first! hee!)
3 more papers to go. and its willbe da beginning of my life! wahaha!!
i hope i can get a better grip on it this time.. unlike wad ive done after olevel 2yrs back! wad a wasted break i came to think.
ahh. suddenly thought of sharing my sis's miracle on my blog.
she was SUPPOSED to undergo thyroid operation 2weeks back, to remove the 3-4 tumours. and guess wad!! she laid on da surgery bed, with dripping on.. and the doc examined her neck (where da thyriods at). the doc realised da tumours dimished!! (just by pressing her neck) and voala!! "u dun hav to operate!" the doc said to my sis! "waddaaa.. f!" i said.
sounds lk a joke right! (but its true) and she was wheeled out of the operationthreatre. with no scar. no needles. no blood. no op! (if i were her i would prob giv da doc a gd hell of scolding.. aweo@#$@kmks!!)
see.. miracles do happen!
although its selective, there's always hope in life. (u nve know if ure da one!)
as long as u believe. u will. someday. somehow. somewhere. somewhat. may miracle falls on u. (on me first! hee!)
Sunday, November 12, 2006
if ur name/date isnt on the list. pls tag on da board on yr left. hee!
haha.
half da battle down. 0.6 0.6 more to go!
ok. then jus set my agenda first.
1. i miss the st john gang!!
1.1 gona meet up with angela fat van chin na zhiwei zhihua taytong etc etc!!
2. whr else but to chiong kbox!
2.1 haha.. promised a session with my class people..
2.2 then have to hav another one with angela too!
3. meal with mrs neo!
3.1 yea! shes a fantastic tutor ive ever met! i hope her hug before mathsp2 helps! haha!
3.2 so its gona be sushi? or dimsum? wooahh.. =)
4. look for jobS!
4.1 yea. tuition? sales? cleaner? wadsoever! ha! im unversed and its time for me to get my hands on anythg!
5. good food!
5.1 yupx. had arranged w chin n angela for da search for gd+cheapfood! LOL! gotta do this after prom!
6. 2E3!
6.1 yea. i miss nie xia jes too! of coz, cheewee!!! weibin!!! ahh.. my laughter stimulators! haa
7. 4E1
7.1 hee! lots of ppl thr! yvonne vernise jianli kenneth alfred! hahaa..
8. get a few presents ready!
8.1 i hav been quietly skipping peoples' bday! hahaa. so sorry. will get sumthg when i hav da time.. and $! ;)
9. having done all these..
9.1 i guess ill hav to get back to tpsjab! wohoo!!
i miss my u.. my school.. teachers.. of coz mates n cadets too!! (i doubt theyll miss me! haha!)
10. back to tpss!
10.1 for justin tohhh....
11. SNCO
11.1 haha! its time! yea! huiying szeling chuiyee pialeong yangzhen and (i better mention him too) our campchief william! Sirs and mdms i mean! hee. gona meet up with u guys!
woah! packed huh! my hols.. ughh.. xmas bells r ringing..oh man.
ive jus used 20mins to set this.
gettin back to work! 12more daysss.. ;)
seeyaa
half da battle down. 0.6 0.6 more to go!
ok. then jus set my agenda first.
1. i miss the st john gang!!
1.1 gona meet up with angela fat van chin na zhiwei zhihua taytong etc etc!!
2. whr else but to chiong kbox!
2.1 haha.. promised a session with my class people..
2.2 then have to hav another one with angela too!
3. meal with mrs neo!
3.1 yea! shes a fantastic tutor ive ever met! i hope her hug before mathsp2 helps! haha!
3.2 so its gona be sushi? or dimsum? wooahh.. =)
4. look for jobS!
4.1 yea. tuition? sales? cleaner? wadsoever! ha! im unversed and its time for me to get my hands on anythg!
5. good food!
5.1 yupx. had arranged w chin n angela for da search for gd+cheapfood! LOL! gotta do this after prom!
6. 2E3!
6.1 yea. i miss nie xia jes too! of coz, cheewee!!! weibin!!! ahh.. my laughter stimulators! haa
7. 4E1
7.1 hee! lots of ppl thr! yvonne vernise jianli kenneth alfred! hahaa..
8. get a few presents ready!
8.1 i hav been quietly skipping peoples' bday! hahaa. so sorry. will get sumthg when i hav da time.. and $! ;)
9. having done all these..
9.1 i guess ill hav to get back to tpsjab! wohoo!!
i miss my u.. my school.. teachers.. of coz mates n cadets too!! (i doubt theyll miss me! haha!)
10. back to tpss!
10.1 for justin tohhh....
11. SNCO
11.1 haha! its time! yea! huiying szeling chuiyee pialeong yangzhen and (i better mention him too) our campchief william! Sirs and mdms i mean! hee. gona meet up with u guys!
woah! packed huh! my hols.. ughh.. xmas bells r ringing..oh man.
ive jus used 20mins to set this.
gettin back to work! 12more daysss.. ;)
seeyaa
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
great minds
ha. i jus thought this is interesting. happened to see angela's class pic. and yea. her gang took exactly the same pose as mine. ha.
and we're like standing at the same position too.
i miss u ah angela!!! yea. exactly one more month to go and we'll be like.. ~
countdown- 30.
seeing u guys real soon!
Saturday, October 21, 2006
wadd
after all dat ive said to my friends, i start to ponder if i can do exactly wad ive adviced.
i thought i can.. and im still thinking i can.. but somehow da will isnt as strong as before..
i remind myself over and over again.. trying real hard to be isolated..
be optimistic was all dat i wana be.. but im slowly losing dat aspiration to go on..
why is it happening now..
on and off.. on then off.. on and eventually off..
its gods play. my life.
.. i must be strong and independent.. not very emotional but yet be able to empathize with others.. its all up to my mind.. to smile. to live da way god wants it to be. ya.. right
in essence, it is to hide awy. to move awy. from reality. and be normal. neutral. nonchalant.
i really wish i can do it my way..
farewell ass has not climax! gosh. but still,
farewell my class. after all dat tgtherness, its time to bid goodbye.
Hweechin:
get yrself a tagboard. so that i can tag on ur blog instead! ha.
erm improve on yr story and uve lots of rm for improvements. ha.
oh, i forgot to tell u im nt really into romance books like u do.
so perhaps u can try other storylines to intrigue me.. hahahaa!
(honest)
thx god.
i thought i can.. and im still thinking i can.. but somehow da will isnt as strong as before..
i remind myself over and over again.. trying real hard to be isolated..
be optimistic was all dat i wana be.. but im slowly losing dat aspiration to go on..
why is it happening now..
on and off.. on then off.. on and eventually off..
its gods play. my life.
.. i must be strong and independent.. not very emotional but yet be able to empathize with others.. its all up to my mind.. to smile. to live da way god wants it to be. ya.. right
in essence, it is to hide awy. to move awy. from reality. and be normal. neutral. nonchalant.
i really wish i can do it my way..
farewell ass has not climax! gosh. but still,
farewell my class. after all dat tgtherness, its time to bid goodbye.
Hweechin:
get yrself a tagboard. so that i can tag on ur blog instead! ha.
erm improve on yr story and uve lots of rm for improvements. ha.
oh, i forgot to tell u im nt really into romance books like u do.
so perhaps u can try other storylines to intrigue me.. hahahaa!
(honest)
thx god.
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
?
HWEECHIN: oh gosh.. post more larh.. its really damn vague leh! put in more feelings.. like mine! LOL!
sniff: yo! post more too!!! and eat more ah!
ben: hey! smile more!
done! =)
wad a busy day for me.. i realised ive infact done a lot more than those who supposed to. and i sincerely thx those who volunterily did as much as me!
i know it. its just.. unexplanable..
sniff: yo! post more too!!! and eat more ah!
ben: hey! smile more!
done! =)
wad a busy day for me.. i realised ive infact done a lot more than those who supposed to. and i sincerely thx those who volunterily did as much as me!
i know it. its just.. unexplanable..
Monday, October 16, 2006
HWEECHIN POST
im not in da mood to post. but just because i want hweechin to post.. im here! haha!
nowadays i prefer to read others' blog den to post on my own's. so people, post more!!
oh god. will my baby be healthy?
will my baby be safe?
will my baby be smart?
will my baby be filial?
will my baby be born?!!
ugh. this is how i feel now, gitters for my papers!
amd im going hysteria!! frenzy!! madness!!
all i can do now is pray..
nowadays i prefer to read others' blog den to post on my own's. so people, post more!!
oh god. will my baby be healthy?
will my baby be safe?
will my baby be smart?
will my baby be filial?
will my baby be born?!!
ugh. this is how i feel now, gitters for my papers!
amd im going hysteria!! frenzy!! madness!!
all i can do now is pray..
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
damnnnnn
today is bad.
i hope next month is not..
wad a fucking day!
dampened all my mood for something that ive been looking forward to.
damn it! fuck!!
its just fate that turns out this way..
fuck itt!!!
i hope next month is not..
wad a fucking day!
dampened all my mood for something that ive been looking forward to.
damn it! fuck!!
its just fate that turns out this way..
fuck itt!!!
Friday, September 22, 2006
phantasies
probably it wasnt meant to be.
or was it because im masked by the delusion that ive engendered.
positive thinking isnt really positive after all.
it could smash yr dreams horribly; and i dont think i can take that.
this is so confounding and im not sure if i should just stop woolgathering.
probably everything are just a pipe dream; temporary healing and eventually leading me into a deeper wound; some day..
or was it because im masked by the delusion that ive engendered.
positive thinking isnt really positive after all.
it could smash yr dreams horribly; and i dont think i can take that.
this is so confounding and im not sure if i should just stop woolgathering.
probably everything are just a pipe dream; temporary healing and eventually leading me into a deeper wound; some day..
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
the dominant trait
im always enthralled by plants. a species that are living in a common ecosystem as us.
even though their lives could be too ephemeral, every sec, they never fail to look for resources to live. Clearly, im not trying to lampoon humans (or plants), the plants have a will power that is laudable.
http://plantsinmotion.bio.indiana.edu/plantmotion/flowers/daylily/daylily.html
http://plantsinmotion.bio.indiana.edu/plantmotion/movements/nastic/nutations/sunflowernutation.html
http://plantsinmotion.bio.indiana.edu/plantmotion/earlygrowth/germination/sunflower/sun.html
even though their lives could be too ephemeral, every sec, they never fail to look for resources to live. Clearly, im not trying to lampoon humans (or plants), the plants have a will power that is laudable.
http://plantsinmotion.bio.indiana.edu/plantmotion/flowers/daylily/daylily.html
http://plantsinmotion.bio.indiana.edu/plantmotion/movements/nastic/nutations/sunflowernutation.html
http://plantsinmotion.bio.indiana.edu/plantmotion/earlygrowth/germination/sunflower/sun.html
Friday, September 15, 2006
2 cents worth
yea! half way through!! completed quite a few of the major papers. but gosh! the thought that its just prelims make me complacent! ah.. it doesnt really matter right.. probably the results could b a good wake up call.. oh no..
my life is so monotonous! its a routine that ill have to keep to until As is over. that means im about a mth+ awy frm it! oh no..
Despite the sudden influx of such thoughts, im anxiously waiting for the arrival of my prom! oh yea! haha.. wad shuld i wear, buy, bring, do..
yea. but first of all, ill need to look for a job! err, two jobs also can! im yearning to start workkking.. so people, look for me if uve recommendations!
then i might probably will be preoccupied with st john work.. first aid comp training not planned? or virtually no signs of it processing. i wonder hows the training of std3 cadets, are they ready for snco? is the discipline level still there? i mean there there up there!! afterwhich will be snco preparation! tt would b fun..
and so i guess hweechins birthday celeb will hav to postpone for a mth! hahaa! shes gona kill me~ well, see! after camp, gotta get ready for xmas celeb! hahaa.. prepare presents and cookies! oh not forgetting snco evaluations, finale etc.. hweechin, do understd! haha. i might make 13th dec for u. hahaa.. but yr present on jan can? =)
have u been through times when uve to abide to couples' effusive conversations? its nothing about eavesdropping. wads so nice to listen anyway. the situation is worsen if they did it purposely! fu! i jus cant understd why are some people so apathetic.
humans are a bunch of sophisticated creatures.
i was studyin bio on chap: reproduction in mammals. hmm.. gd topic! hahaa.. and i asked my mum, hey! why do u want to have me when u duno how exactly am i make. (well, i mean genes cells oxygen nutrients cell division etc) and oh! guess wad she answered. i know.. a little.. i asked the doctor how babies get food.. and he said babies suck blood! "ahhh!!!" and i burst into laughter! hahaa!! well, perhaps in someway, its right. but theoretically its wrong! hahaa.. it must
b a joke larh.. but seriously, in the 50s 60s 70s even some in 80s, the mums get admonishment whenever they gave birth to a girl! wads wrong with girls anyway. haa. well, mother-in-laws dont even know wad make up a boy! how can they demand their grandchildren to be a boy! so unjust for mummys in those days..
im lucky enough to know more than jus babies sucking blood. hee.
u can try asking ur parents! u may get some inspirative answers frm them.. =)
my life is so monotonous! its a routine that ill have to keep to until As is over. that means im about a mth+ awy frm it! oh no..
Despite the sudden influx of such thoughts, im anxiously waiting for the arrival of my prom! oh yea! haha.. wad shuld i wear, buy, bring, do..
yea. but first of all, ill need to look for a job! err, two jobs also can! im yearning to start workkking.. so people, look for me if uve recommendations!
then i might probably will be preoccupied with st john work.. first aid comp training not planned? or virtually no signs of it processing. i wonder hows the training of std3 cadets, are they ready for snco? is the discipline level still there? i mean there there up there!! afterwhich will be snco preparation! tt would b fun..
and so i guess hweechins birthday celeb will hav to postpone for a mth! hahaa! shes gona kill me~ well, see! after camp, gotta get ready for xmas celeb! hahaa.. prepare presents and cookies! oh not forgetting snco evaluations, finale etc.. hweechin, do understd! haha. i might make 13th dec for u. hahaa.. but yr present on jan can? =)
have u been through times when uve to abide to couples' effusive conversations? its nothing about eavesdropping. wads so nice to listen anyway. the situation is worsen if they did it purposely! fu! i jus cant understd why are some people so apathetic.
humans are a bunch of sophisticated creatures.
i was studyin bio on chap: reproduction in mammals. hmm.. gd topic! hahaa.. and i asked my mum, hey! why do u want to have me when u duno how exactly am i make. (well, i mean genes cells oxygen nutrients cell division etc) and oh! guess wad she answered. i know.. a little.. i asked the doctor how babies get food.. and he said babies suck blood! "ahhh!!!" and i burst into laughter! hahaa!! well, perhaps in someway, its right. but theoretically its wrong! hahaa.. it must
b a joke larh.. but seriously, in the 50s 60s 70s even some in 80s, the mums get admonishment whenever they gave birth to a girl! wads wrong with girls anyway. haa. well, mother-in-laws dont even know wad make up a boy! how can they demand their grandchildren to be a boy! so unjust for mummys in those days..
im lucky enough to know more than jus babies sucking blood. hee.
u can try asking ur parents! u may get some inspirative answers frm them.. =)
Sunday, September 03, 2006
my teachers..
Ms Leo makes Bio interesting..
Ms Lee makes Chem easy..
Mrs Neo makes maths fun!
never had i have such a wonderful teachers' day before. haha. i believe all the teachers had fun too!
running around college taking funky photos with teachers and even our principal! woo. never expect her to be so amiable and motherly! hahaa.
it was still interesting to watch teachers performing. there were dances and songs.. its like the other side of teachers.
never expect jc's teachers day to be so fun! im so lucky to have really good teachers! like Mrs Liew, Mdm Ho, Mdm Zarinah, Mr Toh, Mr Hafiz ... they are not only patient and easy going, they are teachers who can really teach. u know, some teachers just cant. hee.
the only disappointment i have is definitely not being able to be back at tpss for justin toh! gosh. i hope he did think of me somehow. hahaa. for the fact that ive nve miss to wish him on teachers day for the past 5yrs! only till now. ugh! gotta make up for it.. haha! fortunately snco camp is in tpss! yea. so most prob i get to meet him in school then! =)
ok. so theres absolutely no reason for me to quit snco! coz i just wish its tmr.. ive so much to do! hahaa.. stjohn ppl always complain they have so much to do, but we always find joy in doing them! =)
maybe one day i can become a good teacher too. hmm..
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
eyes ears mouth nose
i just cant believe this! i always (or most of the time) make wrong judgement based on first impression!
the studious, decent looking guy can turn out to be incompetent and ungrateful! wad a disappointment for me! ive placed so much hope on..
at the same time, a rude and arrogant guy is actually friendly, outgoing and helpful!!
oh my god. wad da hell am i thinking! how could i make such mistakes! im so apologetic to those who i hav had negative 1st impression on and had even been condemn.
i just cant accept the facts! there's surprises & letdowns!
im easily deceived. wtf! all the positive traits you've previously displayed just seems to be packs of lies!
maybe i should just learn to listen from my heart instead.
today's sakai buffet was superd! ahh.. i just cant stop myself from posting it down.
thanks mrs neo and my gang!
i really appreciate what u guys did for me! i was so damn touched! =) yr acts just made me speechless. and guess wad! i took such a longtime to realise know the truth. haha. wad a slow poke i am. bleah. i came to acknowledge that.
oh man. and the bad thing is, this is the last wk of 3rd semester! meaning we're left with 3 more mths togther! im sure going to miss all of you..
when we met each other, we dont hav a common hobby, traits..
some love shopping, others not.
some love badminton, others not.
some love karaoke-ing, others not.
and guess wad! we all luv to indulged ourselves in gd food! muhahaa..
tt is sure a gd reason for us to meet and dine togther again! =)
not forgting our mrs neoo.. haha!
the studious, decent looking guy can turn out to be incompetent and ungrateful! wad a disappointment for me! ive placed so much hope on..
at the same time, a rude and arrogant guy is actually friendly, outgoing and helpful!!
oh my god. wad da hell am i thinking! how could i make such mistakes! im so apologetic to those who i hav had negative 1st impression on and had even been condemn.
i just cant accept the facts! there's surprises & letdowns!
im easily deceived. wtf! all the positive traits you've previously displayed just seems to be packs of lies!
maybe i should just learn to listen from my heart instead.
today's sakai buffet was superd! ahh.. i just cant stop myself from posting it down.
thanks mrs neo and my gang!
i really appreciate what u guys did for me! i was so damn touched! =) yr acts just made me speechless. and guess wad! i took such a longtime to realise know the truth. haha. wad a slow poke i am. bleah. i came to acknowledge that.
oh man. and the bad thing is, this is the last wk of 3rd semester! meaning we're left with 3 more mths togther! im sure going to miss all of you..
when we met each other, we dont hav a common hobby, traits..
some love shopping, others not.
some love badminton, others not.
some love karaoke-ing, others not.
and guess wad! we all luv to indulged ourselves in gd food! muhahaa..
tt is sure a gd reason for us to meet and dine togther again! =)
not forgting our mrs neoo.. haha!
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
believe or not
my just-made mantra,
STRESS IT OR LOSE IT!
i'll see if its useful.. haa..
do u have one?
STRESS IT OR LOSE IT!
i'll see if its useful.. haa..
do u have one?
Monday, August 14, 2006
da path to winning a conversation..
Why are people hard to satisfy?
i just cant stand it when these people seek opportunities to vent their anger on others. wad da fuck!
to certain extend, i find it hilarious!
whatever comes out orally seems to be of no substance! the points are too weak! poor topic sentences! elaborations and examples are too personal, impartial and bias! the whole script seems so subjective and its totally a one-sided view! wad a weak argument!!
Was it because it was expressed during fits of anger thats why it sounded so ineloquently?
well. people, whenever u want to make an argument. a rebutal. or a debate. make sure your points are of good substance and soundly argued!
a gd point does not neccessarily require vast vocabulary or perfect grammar. but you should always make your expressions flow well.
raising of voices or flowing of tears dont get u any closer to winning the conversation. make sure u state your points clearly without flaws to make it a strong argument!
Only then, it makes the whole conversation more worthwhile.
so wad da fuck are the monsters doing?!
i just cant stand it when these people seek opportunities to vent their anger on others. wad da fuck!
to certain extend, i find it hilarious!
whatever comes out orally seems to be of no substance! the points are too weak! poor topic sentences! elaborations and examples are too personal, impartial and bias! the whole script seems so subjective and its totally a one-sided view! wad a weak argument!!
Was it because it was expressed during fits of anger thats why it sounded so ineloquently?
well. people, whenever u want to make an argument. a rebutal. or a debate. make sure your points are of good substance and soundly argued!
a gd point does not neccessarily require vast vocabulary or perfect grammar. but you should always make your expressions flow well.
raising of voices or flowing of tears dont get u any closer to winning the conversation. make sure u state your points clearly without flaws to make it a strong argument!
Only then, it makes the whole conversation more worthwhile.
so wad da fuck are the monsters doing?!
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
my life? maybe
oh god. just realised 2 of my frens took up tennis during this period of time!!
they're learning tennis and preparing for a levels?!
oh god.
i just wish i can too! i mean, not tennis.. but something i really wana do in my life!
its a 'thing' that i really wana learn.. or shuld i say, its a skill that i want.. since vlong ago..
ugh! i believe a few of u out thr have had encountered this before.. its really sad to actually postpone yr interest to pursue yr studies. u know wad i mean?
soar for yr grades at the expense of yr passion. i dun even sure if i'll get my chance to learn the skill!
ugh! or perhaps i just dun hav the courage to do it! definitely not now i told myself. im just too rigid huh! so inflexible that im boring myself to my exams death! duhhz!
its really a tough decision to make. but somehow i thought i know which to choose.
theres so many courses my college offer that i wish to attend.. but once again.. other den studies, i better get to my bed, comp or tv!
well. tt sounds lk a really unhealthy lifestyle! ironically, a lot of us r doing that. just work yr days off.. leisure? other days larh.. other time maybe?
or is it just happening to myself?
ugh! wadeva da reason, i just hav to get over it! how i wish i hav the universal remote control.. just lk the one in the movie, click!
so guess wad i'll do with it!
pause the world clock!! and begin after posting! =)
they're learning tennis and preparing for a levels?!
oh god.
i just wish i can too! i mean, not tennis.. but something i really wana do in my life!
its a 'thing' that i really wana learn.. or shuld i say, its a skill that i want.. since vlong ago..
ugh! i believe a few of u out thr have had encountered this before.. its really sad to actually postpone yr interest to pursue yr studies. u know wad i mean?
soar for yr grades at the expense of yr passion. i dun even sure if i'll get my chance to learn the skill!
ugh! or perhaps i just dun hav the courage to do it! definitely not now i told myself. im just too rigid huh! so inflexible that im boring myself to my exams death! duhhz!
its really a tough decision to make. but somehow i thought i know which to choose.
theres so many courses my college offer that i wish to attend.. but once again.. other den studies, i better get to my bed, comp or tv!
well. tt sounds lk a really unhealthy lifestyle! ironically, a lot of us r doing that. just work yr days off.. leisure? other days larh.. other time maybe?
or is it just happening to myself?
ugh! wadeva da reason, i just hav to get over it! how i wish i hav the universal remote control.. just lk the one in the movie, click!
so guess wad i'll do with it!
pause the world clock!! and begin after posting! =)
Saturday, August 05, 2006
sweettest dreamss
have u ever wonder,
people tend to wish "may yr dreams come true"
but wad can possibly happened if it really comes true?
and oh my! wad dream is that?
nightmare?
i had mine came true. though it wasnt exactly the same way as it was in the dream, but the outcome was.
it wasnt wad i want.
it was a nightmare.
then i nve wana wish people that again.
or perhaps i would
"may yr sweet dreams come true"
if i cant see u in reality. i wish to meet u in my dreams.
people tend to wish "may yr dreams come true"
but wad can possibly happened if it really comes true?
and oh my! wad dream is that?
nightmare?
i had mine came true. though it wasnt exactly the same way as it was in the dream, but the outcome was.
it wasnt wad i want.
it was a nightmare.
then i nve wana wish people that again.
or perhaps i would
"may yr sweet dreams come true"
if i cant see u in reality. i wish to meet u in my dreams.
Saturday, July 29, 2006
hot
ok. like wad the title says. HOT!
im feeling a lot of heat right now.
i just wish i can get over this exams fear as quickly as possible. i cant believe im doing it again. it was just 2years ago when i freak for my o. wad the.. its so tormenting!
its gona be another round of anxiety! i will definitely remember wad im feeling right now. its so indescribable in fact. how on earth and why on earth should people undergo this brain draining process that kills one silently!
i dont know. but obviously im doing it. and im just going to get over it! for wad the consequences the results the aftermath will be, wads done is done huh. the process though i loathe it damn lot, im gona treasure it. after all, its going to be history some day.
yes it is.
im love tuition! my tutor is saving me! ahh.. im seeing him like an angel.. he's my angel!! thank god.
im feeling a lot of heat right now.
i just wish i can get over this exams fear as quickly as possible. i cant believe im doing it again. it was just 2years ago when i freak for my o. wad the.. its so tormenting!
its gona be another round of anxiety! i will definitely remember wad im feeling right now. its so indescribable in fact. how on earth and why on earth should people undergo this brain draining process that kills one silently!
i dont know. but obviously im doing it. and im just going to get over it! for wad the consequences the results the aftermath will be, wads done is done huh. the process though i loathe it damn lot, im gona treasure it. after all, its going to be history some day.
yes it is.
im love tuition! my tutor is saving me! ahh.. im seeing him like an angel.. he's my angel!! thank god.
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
a miraculous win
alright, the winning just turn out to be so surprising! too surprising for me to accept at first.
the class practically didnt train for this finals and just before getting into the boat, we had so many hiccups!
dawei (dragonboater in class), alison (class faculty rep) and i tried to arrange a time slot for training, but well. it didnt work out of course. so no choice, the only little most practice we had was when we were on the boat, rowing towards the starting line!!
yup. indeed. knowing facts that some other cgs are training very hard for this, and they've got more guys than girls in their boat, everyone just hope that we werent the last for the race.
ok, we came in 3rd for our race, which is race 1. so god. we definitely hav lost the game. so off we go. trying to sneak off kallang river to the mrt. sneak because there's this nothing-better-to-do teacher who hide near the mrt, with a camera, trying to snap pictures of students who leave before dismissal! duhhz. dumb. well, luckily my dad came for my rescue! muhahaa. all my frens ran in all directions. & the pathetic me with an injuried knee wound couldnt run fast. so just walked along with some indian-bangala looking people to a bus stop. opps, pretty terrifying. i was at geylang road tat time!
hahaa. so i was happily on my way home & i got news that we've gotten 4th place! (out of 12th) waddaa.. a medal for all of us! wtf!
happy? seriously nope. i thought it was all based on luck that we've gotten it. isnt it? no unity , no practice, no training, no coordination (or maybe miraculously have durin the race)!! wth gotten us the 4th place.
well. maybe the medal can make them think about it!!
the class practically didnt train for this finals and just before getting into the boat, we had so many hiccups!
dawei (dragonboater in class), alison (class faculty rep) and i tried to arrange a time slot for training, but well. it didnt work out of course. so no choice, the only little most practice we had was when we were on the boat, rowing towards the starting line!!
yup. indeed. knowing facts that some other cgs are training very hard for this, and they've got more guys than girls in their boat, everyone just hope that we werent the last for the race.
ok, we came in 3rd for our race, which is race 1. so god. we definitely hav lost the game. so off we go. trying to sneak off kallang river to the mrt. sneak because there's this nothing-better-to-do teacher who hide near the mrt, with a camera, trying to snap pictures of students who leave before dismissal! duhhz. dumb. well, luckily my dad came for my rescue! muhahaa. all my frens ran in all directions. & the pathetic me with an injuried knee wound couldnt run fast. so just walked along with some indian-bangala looking people to a bus stop. opps, pretty terrifying. i was at geylang road tat time!
hahaa. so i was happily on my way home & i got news that we've gotten 4th place! (out of 12th) waddaa.. a medal for all of us! wtf!
happy? seriously nope. i thought it was all based on luck that we've gotten it. isnt it? no unity , no practice, no training, no coordination (or maybe miraculously have durin the race)!! wth gotten us the 4th place.
well. maybe the medal can make them think about it!!
Sunday, July 23, 2006
response - responsible - responsibility
ah!here's 05S07!
moi da class rep! hee!
a class that is difficult to control. difficult to instill discipline. difficult to cooperate with. difficult to bring close together..
and definitely difficult to forget.
my beloved gang!!
1..2..3..4..5..6! uhhh... so cute huh! hahaaa!!
FAS!!Look at my committee!! =)
we started with nothing.
& ended with everything.
Awww...
im touched.
handing over.. the cake!
i was overwhelmed!
Saturday, July 22, 2006
my fas!
super duper happy on wednesday!!
its first aid society (fas) handover day!! not the fact that i no longer hav to my duties of coz. hee!
finally my 1 and a half years of service has come to an end. seriously, the days have passed so fast and i can still remember vividly the day when i was shouted at by tic because she was so mad with the previous committee! (jus my luck!) they didnt inform her abt any meetings or decisions they make.. they didnt carry out duties well.. and worse of all, they gave her a terrible name behind her back!!
wad a start for me!
hence, when i was elected as president by my seniors, and my tic wasnt convince at all! she was worried that im gona be like the previous president.
well, at least ive proved her initial worries wrong! hee!!
if it wasnt the fact that my then acquaintance supported me to accept the role, i wouldve just passed the baton to 'the one' that my tic likes! thank you guys! i can never stand alone as president and yet achieved so much for fas!
this batch of friends ive known really surprises me. i thought most of them joined fa was just to have a 'slack' cca. but i was wrong! we started off as strangers, than acquaintance, cca mates and friends. though we didnt know each other in the first place, we quickly got into form and cooperated very well! (thats why all our duties went smoothly! hee)
slowly, we done a service learning project (a children camp), sent members to redcross fa course to get certified, we done duties for sportsday, seasports, orientation, carnival, openhouse and more! comparing with the previous committee, woo, we've done so much!
fas has expanded! from current 12Jc2 to the present 14Jc1! hee! J1s were so sweet!! the new president rush to swensens and bought an ice-cream cake for us!! haha! i was elated!! so astonished!! beaming with joy!! some of their parents also made little cakes and sandwiches!! ohhh.. im so touched!!! they gave us each a paperclip with a marble and our initials on it!! they are just so adorable!!
Bcoz i asked them blatantly "do u guys have anything for us?" and all of them kept quiet. so i didnt expect anything and thought probably the meeting will end vquickly. hahaa..
it was a moment that i felt really appreciated. for wad ive brought to the college, the cca and the mbms. and i appreciate for the effort they put in for the handover session!!
all da best to the new committee!! i nve know i'll love this people so much.. =)
im proud. heee
ughh!! the pic doesnt show!!! ...
its first aid society (fas) handover day!! not the fact that i no longer hav to my duties of coz. hee!
finally my 1 and a half years of service has come to an end. seriously, the days have passed so fast and i can still remember vividly the day when i was shouted at by tic because she was so mad with the previous committee! (jus my luck!) they didnt inform her abt any meetings or decisions they make.. they didnt carry out duties well.. and worse of all, they gave her a terrible name behind her back!!
wad a start for me!
hence, when i was elected as president by my seniors, and my tic wasnt convince at all! she was worried that im gona be like the previous president.
well, at least ive proved her initial worries wrong! hee!!
if it wasnt the fact that my then acquaintance supported me to accept the role, i wouldve just passed the baton to 'the one' that my tic likes! thank you guys! i can never stand alone as president and yet achieved so much for fas!
this batch of friends ive known really surprises me. i thought most of them joined fa was just to have a 'slack' cca. but i was wrong! we started off as strangers, than acquaintance, cca mates and friends. though we didnt know each other in the first place, we quickly got into form and cooperated very well! (thats why all our duties went smoothly! hee)
slowly, we done a service learning project (a children camp), sent members to redcross fa course to get certified, we done duties for sportsday, seasports, orientation, carnival, openhouse and more! comparing with the previous committee, woo, we've done so much!
fas has expanded! from current 12Jc2 to the present 14Jc1! hee! J1s were so sweet!! the new president rush to swensens and bought an ice-cream cake for us!! haha! i was elated!! so astonished!! beaming with joy!! some of their parents also made little cakes and sandwiches!! ohhh.. im so touched!!! they gave us each a paperclip with a marble and our initials on it!! they are just so adorable!!
Bcoz i asked them blatantly "do u guys have anything for us?" and all of them kept quiet. so i didnt expect anything and thought probably the meeting will end vquickly. hahaa..
it was a moment that i felt really appreciated. for wad ive brought to the college, the cca and the mbms. and i appreciate for the effort they put in for the handover session!!
all da best to the new committee!! i nve know i'll love this people so much.. =)
im proud. heee
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Monday, July 17, 2006
if
if
meeting u means we have to be separated,
saying hi gona say goodbye, and
loving u means one day i may be losing u,
then i would rather i wasnt borned.
for i dont wish to live to await my death.
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yesterday was fun fun fun!
if only the night can be longer..
my eyes can stay alert
perhaps till nov will we meet again..
meeting u means we have to be separated,
saying hi gona say goodbye, and
loving u means one day i may be losing u,
then i would rather i wasnt borned.
for i dont wish to live to await my death.
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yesterday was fun fun fun!
if only the night can be longer..
my eyes can stay alert
perhaps till nov will we meet again..
Monday, July 10, 2006
world cup fever~
once again! its JOHNNY DEPP on channel5!!
its another highly recommended movie of his, sleepy shallow!
this movie is easier to understand as compared to 'from hell'. and Oh! its pretty gruesome. with swift actions of a sword decapitating bodies.
and well, he looks suave in both movies!!
Sleepy Shallow
Cool! i love his serious look and voice!! indeed a guy full of charisma. he doesnt look 42 to me. hmm.
haha! another attractive men that im mesmerized by is no.19 SCHNEIDER! a german player!
well done schneider! (oh! germany's coach is handsome too! haha!)
alright. last but not least, how could i forget my fav team, no.7 BECKHAM from ENGLAND!
Though they didnt perform as well as they could have, it wasnt an easy game for portugal either.
Well, its a pity that beckham has quitted as england captain! i can tell he wishes to continue, but due to certain circumstances, such as a change of coach, and having been the captain for 2worldcups, stepping down is inevitable. His passion for kicking is definitely there! somehow, he earns my respect for handling over willingly though painfully.
isnt it just like st john? if u're not gona move away, then nobody's gona move up.
at least now that he has left england, he still remains a fabulous midfielder in our hearts. =)
(having problem uploading beckhams pic here. but i believe everyone knows who he is)
So soon, world cup 2006 is coming to an end. so who will be the champ? Its Italy vs France tomorrow morning! 3am!
gosh.
dont think im watching coz england n germany are out! but they'll be back 4yrs later! watch out!
its another highly recommended movie of his, sleepy shallow!
this movie is easier to understand as compared to 'from hell'. and Oh! its pretty gruesome. with swift actions of a sword decapitating bodies.
and well, he looks suave in both movies!!
Sleepy ShallowCool! i love his serious look and voice!! indeed a guy full of charisma. he doesnt look 42 to me. hmm.
haha! another attractive men that im mesmerized by is no.19 SCHNEIDER! a german player!
well done schneider! (oh! germany's coach is handsome too! haha!)
alright. last but not least, how could i forget my fav team, no.7 BECKHAM from ENGLAND!
Though they didnt perform as well as they could have, it wasnt an easy game for portugal either.
Well, its a pity that beckham has quitted as england captain! i can tell he wishes to continue, but due to certain circumstances, such as a change of coach, and having been the captain for 2worldcups, stepping down is inevitable. His passion for kicking is definitely there! somehow, he earns my respect for handling over willingly though painfully.
isnt it just like st john? if u're not gona move away, then nobody's gona move up.
at least now that he has left england, he still remains a fabulous midfielder in our hearts. =)
(having problem uploading beckhams pic here. but i believe everyone knows who he is)
So soon, world cup 2006 is coming to an end. so who will be the champ? Its Italy vs France tomorrow morning! 3am!
gosh.
dont think im watching coz england n germany are out! but they'll be back 4yrs later! watch out!
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
wads done are done
only when i managed to see wad the hell has happened, i realised im stuck in the middle.
and it just happened that im the main concerned and the victim.
ive forgiven you guys. for the backstab and the forceful whack on my back. i thought, perhaps at that moment u're just out of your mind. or maybe u've been instigated by someone something somewhere somehow.
perhaps what ive contributed and done so far were blind to you guys. but i know. my cadets appreciated and understand my effort in every training ive prepared for them. and i know they do benefit.
sounds like im convincing or comforting myself huh? haha. yes i am. i thought ive let it go already. but just when people starts asking. people starts boasting. people starts talking.. it just all came back to me.
how am i suppose to answer them when they ask why not going? its just weird. to give the truth? wads the truth anyway?
its not about attending or not. its not face that matters. it the fact that youre not given any reason for being rejected. you know? even if a guy wants a break. he reasoned it with faded love.
of course im upset and absolutely mad.
however. life still goes on huh?
so i decided to forgive.
i cant wait for tpsjab 20th anniversary celeb!!!
i cant wait to meet hua wei tong!! philip!! huiying!! ben!! szeling!! yangzhen!! pialeong!! chuiyee!! wahwei!! and many more!! oh good. its gona be a gathering.. =)
wait for yr invitation!
and even if exceeded the no. stated, just come down k!
have funn!!
and it just happened that im the main concerned and the victim.
ive forgiven you guys. for the backstab and the forceful whack on my back. i thought, perhaps at that moment u're just out of your mind. or maybe u've been instigated by someone something somewhere somehow.
perhaps what ive contributed and done so far were blind to you guys. but i know. my cadets appreciated and understand my effort in every training ive prepared for them. and i know they do benefit.
sounds like im convincing or comforting myself huh? haha. yes i am. i thought ive let it go already. but just when people starts asking. people starts boasting. people starts talking.. it just all came back to me.
how am i suppose to answer them when they ask why not going? its just weird. to give the truth? wads the truth anyway?
its not about attending or not. its not face that matters. it the fact that youre not given any reason for being rejected. you know? even if a guy wants a break. he reasoned it with faded love.
of course im upset and absolutely mad.
however. life still goes on huh?
so i decided to forgive.
i cant wait for tpsjab 20th anniversary celeb!!!
i cant wait to meet hua wei tong!! philip!! huiying!! ben!! szeling!! yangzhen!! pialeong!! chuiyee!! wahwei!! and many more!! oh good. its gona be a gathering.. =)
wait for yr invitation!
and even if exceeded the no. stated, just come down k!
have funn!!
Sunday, July 02, 2006
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
movie: from hell
awarded myself with a movie on saturday!
the movie titled 'From Hell' on channel 5 saturday night movie. hee.
i thought it would be some kind of ghostly movies that i've to constantly refrain from watching. but its not. its a triller movie. showcasing brutality.
and the best part of all, the main actor, who is the investigator for the murder, Johnny Depp is damn charming! He is such a debonair gentleman!
He looks so good in this hairstyle with his little moustache and beard!
So i really enjoyed the movie even though i would like someone to clear my doubts on part of it. haha! why did he die in the end?
oh gosh! so suave~
the movie titled 'From Hell' on channel 5 saturday night movie. hee.
i thought it would be some kind of ghostly movies that i've to constantly refrain from watching. but its not. its a triller movie. showcasing brutality.
and the best part of all, the main actor, who is the investigator for the murder, Johnny Depp is damn charming! He is such a debonair gentleman!
He looks so good in this hairstyle with his little moustache and beard!
So i really enjoyed the movie even though i would like someone to clear my doubts on part of it. haha! why did he die in the end?
oh gosh! so suave~
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