oh my goshhh!!! my head is getting bigger!!! oh no, its my brain!! no no no!!! its my brain nerves!!! bursting soon!!! and my hair is reducing!!! dropping off!!! turning white!! ahhhHH!!!
so stress so stress so stress!!!!
CDD.DCC.BDE.CDE.BEE. are not what i want!!!! its just so scary to look at the scores of the previous batch of a level students!! oh my mmy myy... wad da!!! only 2 out of 20 guaranteed a seat in the uni!!! wad about the rest? wad can they do? they passed 2 ao, 2 a subj.. passed gp too.. they cant repeat!! so how?? private candidate this yr?? private uni?? pay more? overseas? bankrupt?! oh my god!!
this part of the year is always the worse! still remember ranjit showing us the previous batch's o level EL results. ahhh.. and now its the a levels! oh gosh. stressful. fearful!!
i still have 10mths! its not long. but i still have time. something needs to happen within this timeframe. i must strive!!!
seen mr reynolds for dont know how many times!!! free labour for my class man!! its seems like collecting money from u guys is easy. but not! furthermore, need to look for reynolds!!! went up to the office so many times but to no avail. its either he's too busy or he's not in. and guess wad, when i finally met him, he'll ask me "why do u giv me after dateline!?" but the prob doesnt lies with me! i printed lots of copies of the list too! and when i finally sees him, he wants a combined one. omg! it sounds like an easy job. but it has been dragging for 3weeks!! i just want to get it done!! i should and could've meet the dateline! simple things like these is stressing me up. i feel like an idiot looking for him upteen times. even the staffs in the office knows me!!
waaadeva. im tired.
Saturday, March 04, 2006
stresssssss
oh my goshhh!!! my head is getting bigger!!! oh no, its my brain!! no no no!!! its my brain nerves!!! bursting soon!!! and my hair is reducing!!! dropping off!!! turning white!! ahhhHH!!!
so stress so stress so stress!!!!
CDD.DCC.BDE.CDE.BEE. are not what i want!!!! its just so scary to look at the scores of the previous batch of a level students!! oh my mmy myy... wad da!!! only 2 out of 20 guaranteed a seat in the uni!!! wad about the rest? wad can they do? they passed 2 ao, 2 a subj.. passed gp too.. they cant repeat!! so how?? private candidate this yr?? private uni?? pay more? overseas? bankrupt?! oh my god!!
this part of the year is always the worse! still remember ranjit showing us the previous batch's o level EL results. ahhh.. and now its the a levels! oh gosh. stressful. fearful!!
i still have 10mths! its not long. but i still have time. something needs to happen within this timeframe. i must strive!!!
seen mr reynolds for dont know how many times!!! free labour for my class man!! its seems like collecting money from u guys is easy. but not! furthermore, need to look for reynolds!!! went up to the office so many times but to no avail. its either he's too busy or he's not in. and guess wad, when i finally met him, he'll ask me "why do u giv me after dateline!?" but the prob doesnt lies with me! i printed lots of copies of the list too! and when i finally sees him, he wants a combined one. omg! it sounds like an easy job. but it has been dragging for 3weeks!! i just want to get it done!! i should and could've meet the dateline! simple things like these is stressing me up. i feel like an idiot looking for him upteen times. even the staffs in the office knows me!!
waaadeva. im tired.
so stress so stress so stress!!!!
CDD.DCC.BDE.CDE.BEE. are not what i want!!!! its just so scary to look at the scores of the previous batch of a level students!! oh my mmy myy... wad da!!! only 2 out of 20 guaranteed a seat in the uni!!! wad about the rest? wad can they do? they passed 2 ao, 2 a subj.. passed gp too.. they cant repeat!! so how?? private candidate this yr?? private uni?? pay more? overseas? bankrupt?! oh my god!!
this part of the year is always the worse! still remember ranjit showing us the previous batch's o level EL results. ahhh.. and now its the a levels! oh gosh. stressful. fearful!!
i still have 10mths! its not long. but i still have time. something needs to happen within this timeframe. i must strive!!!
seen mr reynolds for dont know how many times!!! free labour for my class man!! its seems like collecting money from u guys is easy. but not! furthermore, need to look for reynolds!!! went up to the office so many times but to no avail. its either he's too busy or he's not in. and guess wad, when i finally met him, he'll ask me "why do u giv me after dateline!?" but the prob doesnt lies with me! i printed lots of copies of the list too! and when i finally sees him, he wants a combined one. omg! it sounds like an easy job. but it has been dragging for 3weeks!! i just want to get it done!! i should and could've meet the dateline! simple things like these is stressing me up. i feel like an idiot looking for him upteen times. even the staffs in the office knows me!!
waaadeva. im tired.
stresssssss
oh my goshhh!!! my head is getting bigger!!! oh no, its my brain!! no no no!!! its my brain nerves!!! bursting soon!!! and my hair is reducing!!! dropping off!!! turning white!! ahhhHH!!!
so stress so stress so stress!!!!
CDD.DCC.BDE.CDE.BEE. are not what i want!!!! its just so scary to look at the scores of the previous batch of a level students!! oh my mmy myy... wad da!!! only 2 out of 20 guaranteed a seat in the uni!!! wad about the rest? wad can they do? they passed 2 ao, 2 a subj.. passed gp too.. they cant repeat!! so how?? private candidate this yr?? private uni?? pay more? overseas? bankrupt?! oh my god!!
this part of the year is always the worse! still remember ranjit showing us the previous batch's o level EL results. ahhh.. and now its the a levels! oh gosh. stressful. fearful!!
i still have 10mths! its not long. but i still have time. something needs to happen within this timeframe. i must strive!!!
seen mr reynolds for dont know how many times!!! free labour for my class man!! its seems like collecting money from u guys is easy. but not! furthermore, need to look for reynolds!!! went up to the office so many times but to no avail. its either he's too busy or he's not in. and guess wad, when i finally met him, he'll ask me "why do u giv me after dateline!?" but the prob doesnt lies with me! i printed lots of copies of the list too! and when i finally sees him, he wants a combined one. omg! it sounds like an easy job. but it has been dragging for 3weeks!! i just want to get it done!! i should and could've meet the dateline! simple things like these is stressing me up. i feel like an idiot looking for him upteen times. even the staffs in the office knows me!!
waaadeva. im tired.
so stress so stress so stress!!!!
CDD.DCC.BDE.CDE.BEE. are not what i want!!!! its just so scary to look at the scores of the previous batch of a level students!! oh my mmy myy... wad da!!! only 2 out of 20 guaranteed a seat in the uni!!! wad about the rest? wad can they do? they passed 2 ao, 2 a subj.. passed gp too.. they cant repeat!! so how?? private candidate this yr?? private uni?? pay more? overseas? bankrupt?! oh my god!!
this part of the year is always the worse! still remember ranjit showing us the previous batch's o level EL results. ahhh.. and now its the a levels! oh gosh. stressful. fearful!!
i still have 10mths! its not long. but i still have time. something needs to happen within this timeframe. i must strive!!!
seen mr reynolds for dont know how many times!!! free labour for my class man!! its seems like collecting money from u guys is easy. but not! furthermore, need to look for reynolds!!! went up to the office so many times but to no avail. its either he's too busy or he's not in. and guess wad, when i finally met him, he'll ask me "why do u giv me after dateline!?" but the prob doesnt lies with me! i printed lots of copies of the list too! and when i finally sees him, he wants a combined one. omg! it sounds like an easy job. but it has been dragging for 3weeks!! i just want to get it done!! i should and could've meet the dateline! simple things like these is stressing me up. i feel like an idiot looking for him upteen times. even the staffs in the office knows me!!
waaadeva. im tired.
Thursday, March 02, 2006
mtl results
am i stressed up or am i just too tired. i just hate my life now. its so pressuring to be someone others want me to be. i dont want to act. but that doesnt mean im heartless. i've the right to chose who i want to be with isnt it. its jus so difficult to decide wad a person i want to be now. someone to please others? or someone to please myself?
i feel so unusual these days. all of a sudden, i lost my cherry, blubbly, optimistic personality. heavy workload? but i've leave sj to ease myself. and now, being the civics rep and first aid president messed up my feelings and thoughts even more. im just carrying out duties and responsiblities that i should, i have, i must as cg rep and fas president. but u know, its not easy being the leader. rushing people to pay up/ give suggestions/ offer assistance/ attend meetings/ etc. and the worse is, these people are of the same age as me! its unlike sj where i've respect and assistance from juniors. i really dont wish to appear too bossy to my clssmates/ members/ friends. neither want them to be unhappy becoz of me. im tired of being the one so responsible. if only i can heck everything and focus on my As..
gotten MTL result today. its a b3. actually i somewhat expected it. but i just hope for miracle. just like o levels. and now, im in a dilemma. to re-sit or not to for my MTL paper. many ppl advice me not to. its better to focus on other much more impt subjs. but i feel so wasted if im given a chance to resit and i choose not to! omg. this feeling is terrible. especially when facing fu lao shi (my chi tutor).. i hate it!!
i want the satisfied feeling that i had during o levels!! the fact that i got a surprising a2 for combind humanities. ms low, im so grateful. i can still vividly rememmber the look u gave me that day. thanks.
this batch of a level students didnt fare very well. % pass for gp declined. full distinction declined. i hope it doesnt hit my batch. i need to work even harder. so even if it happens, it shouldnt be me.
i feel so unusual these days. all of a sudden, i lost my cherry, blubbly, optimistic personality. heavy workload? but i've leave sj to ease myself. and now, being the civics rep and first aid president messed up my feelings and thoughts even more. im just carrying out duties and responsiblities that i should, i have, i must as cg rep and fas president. but u know, its not easy being the leader. rushing people to pay up/ give suggestions/ offer assistance/ attend meetings/ etc. and the worse is, these people are of the same age as me! its unlike sj where i've respect and assistance from juniors. i really dont wish to appear too bossy to my clssmates/ members/ friends. neither want them to be unhappy becoz of me. im tired of being the one so responsible. if only i can heck everything and focus on my As..
gotten MTL result today. its a b3. actually i somewhat expected it. but i just hope for miracle. just like o levels. and now, im in a dilemma. to re-sit or not to for my MTL paper. many ppl advice me not to. its better to focus on other much more impt subjs. but i feel so wasted if im given a chance to resit and i choose not to! omg. this feeling is terrible. especially when facing fu lao shi (my chi tutor).. i hate it!!
i want the satisfied feeling that i had during o levels!! the fact that i got a surprising a2 for combind humanities. ms low, im so grateful. i can still vividly rememmber the look u gave me that day. thanks.
this batch of a level students didnt fare very well. % pass for gp declined. full distinction declined. i hope it doesnt hit my batch. i need to work even harder. so even if it happens, it shouldnt be me.
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
kbox
woo k box on sat was shoik! too bad angela got sorethroat and couldnt join us for that. then lots of songs we couldnt 'reach the top!' muhahaa!! and becoz no1 was there to scold hweechin (usually angela's the one), she sang lots of tough songs like nobody's business! hahaha! she even went to conquer zhang hui mei's - 'ting hai'!!! woo!! poor joanna and me. haha!! the best part is that though chin is looking @ the chinese lyrics on the tv screen, she kept singing the wrong words and substitute in words of her own!! hahaa!! u must be there man!! it was so hilarious!! joanna and me stared @ each other in disbelief. hahaa!!
then they tried to irritate me by singing the same lee hom's song for 3 times!!! oh my. vaness looks handsome in the mtv though. hahaa! and so sickening!! couldnt let me sing my 183 and willium so's songs!! duhhh.. anyway, becoz of my $25 voucher (from my aunt), each of us only pay $13.60 for 5hrs ok!!! nve thank me yet pissed me.. wadeva.
after that, so happy to meet angela for dinner. then we shopped ard tamp for my present. haha! chose 2 tops @ really cheap price. thanks ppl. then all of us bought something. so thirty after shopping, we went mac for drinks! then i told them about the C and R in my sch. hahaa!! all the "fox's tail hair, 10cm hairclip, constant blinking, 'boi boi', unbuttoning her top, winking.. etc!!" omg!! they're making me puke man! but anyway, we laughed our butts out even though this is nt the 1st time im toking abt it. evil right? haha! fun larh! seriously!!
till 1130 then we left home. so when will the be the next time we meet up again?
miss fat!!
enjoy yr hols ppl! =)
then they tried to irritate me by singing the same lee hom's song for 3 times!!! oh my. vaness looks handsome in the mtv though. hahaa! and so sickening!! couldnt let me sing my 183 and willium so's songs!! duhhh.. anyway, becoz of my $25 voucher (from my aunt), each of us only pay $13.60 for 5hrs ok!!! nve thank me yet pissed me.. wadeva.
after that, so happy to meet angela for dinner. then we shopped ard tamp for my present. haha! chose 2 tops @ really cheap price. thanks ppl. then all of us bought something. so thirty after shopping, we went mac for drinks! then i told them about the C and R in my sch. hahaa!! all the "fox's tail hair, 10cm hairclip, constant blinking, 'boi boi', unbuttoning her top, winking.. etc!!" omg!! they're making me puke man! but anyway, we laughed our butts out even though this is nt the 1st time im toking abt it. evil right? haha! fun larh! seriously!!
till 1130 then we left home. so when will the be the next time we meet up again?
miss fat!!
enjoy yr hols ppl! =)
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
my bday 2nd part!
oh my goodness! till now im still tramatised by wad u guys hav done!! haha. a part2 for my bday! was planned on the friday dinner when they asked me to get prawns, wings, drinks for them?!?!! hahahaa!
angela, hweechin, joanna (includes van and grace but did not turn up) came over my house @ 7pm yesterday! its a bday surprise! hahaa. i was more of shocked! they organised on fri and contacted my mother. so yesterday she actually cooks mee hoon and curry (which she seldom does)!! even that, seriously i didnt suspect a thing!! and my dad came home w/o a cake. (he usually buys one for our bday) haha! so i thought he might ask me if i want.. but he didnt.. and i was thinking "hmm.. nvemind larh, luckily i bought myself a small tiramisu ($3.20)! haha"
oh man.. and right before they 'appear', my sis shouted "hey! who's coming to celeb ur bday?" i was confused. "nobody wad! who who" then they kept quiet....... and minutes later, a missed call! so i called bak hweechin. "oh.. no larh.. im on my way to get sumthg from fren mah.. so call u lorh.." (wad a lie!!) hahaa.. then after awhile, BOOO! they're heard (they are loud people!) hahaa! and my heart dropped out! haha "haiyo.. haiyo..." i went.. =x
thanks guy! i really got tricked!! nice one!!
then took pics of the cake that they've bought, with mine!! haha!
angela, hweechin, joanna (includes van and grace but did not turn up) came over my house @ 7pm yesterday! its a bday surprise! hahaa. i was more of shocked! they organised on fri and contacted my mother. so yesterday she actually cooks mee hoon and curry (which she seldom does)!! even that, seriously i didnt suspect a thing!! and my dad came home w/o a cake. (he usually buys one for our bday) haha! so i thought he might ask me if i want.. but he didnt.. and i was thinking "hmm.. nvemind larh, luckily i bought myself a small tiramisu ($3.20)! haha"
oh man.. and right before they 'appear', my sis shouted "hey! who's coming to celeb ur bday?" i was confused. "nobody wad! who who" then they kept quiet....... and minutes later, a missed call! so i called bak hweechin. "oh.. no larh.. im on my way to get sumthg from fren mah.. so call u lorh.." (wad a lie!!) hahaa.. then after awhile, BOOO! they're heard (they are loud people!) hahaa! and my heart dropped out! haha "haiyo.. haiyo..." i went.. =x
thanks guy! i really got tricked!! nice one!!
then took pics of the cake that they've bought, with mine!! haha!
oh yarh, when i was making wishes, the happy birthday words got burnt!! hahaa! wad da.. well, of course i kept that!
Alright, then took pics with them.. my cliques!
oh, just checked a mail and saw an email bday card sent by ms leo!! oh man.. she's so sweet!!! sent me sms bday wishes too!!! actually this is all that i expect for this yr's bday. (some msges, smses) haha so unlike me! somethings wrong..
oh, and the sat gathering is fake!!! wad da... im still looking forward to it! hahaa.. but in the end i insist i want it larh! muhaha.. yea! go k box!! yearning to sing..
Thanks everyone for wad u've done!
bday
Happy 18th Birthday to meeee!!
thanks for the gifts, smses, sweet msges and treat that i've gotten today!
gotten a comfortable bolster, 2 lovely cushion flowers, 2 necklaces (how u guys know tt im lack of necklace?! haha), pizza, durian, curry treat! wohoo!!
ya. its far lesser than what i've gotten a few years back but im satisfied! haha. i believe i've matured a lot since J1. started to think and look at things from different perspections. tend to be less materialistic. and be more ladylike! haha. that's good!
came home after lunch treat and my ELDER sis played with my bolster. it looks like this!
thanks for the gifts, smses, sweet msges and treat that i've gotten today!
gotten a comfortable bolster, 2 lovely cushion flowers, 2 necklaces (how u guys know tt im lack of necklace?! haha), pizza, durian, curry treat! wohoo!!
ya. its far lesser than what i've gotten a few years back but im satisfied! haha. i believe i've matured a lot since J1. started to think and look at things from different perspections. tend to be less materialistic. and be more ladylike! haha. that's good!
came home after lunch treat and my ELDER sis played with my bolster. it looks like this!
she said "oh! so soft, and can draw!! dark pink light pink dark.. light..." and there, she designed this!! Smiley Bear!
"hahahaa!" she goes. and "hey! another one!! hehee, Evil Laugh Bear!" ...
Then she cant stand my (-_-") face, she said "ok larh! i'll draw a nicer mouth for the bear!" and there she goes.. and it turns out to be this!
hahahaahaa.. looks like the taiwanese "pretty" lady call 'ru hua' (meaning like a flower!) right!! hahaa!! so creative?
ok! that's for laugh! its dinner time! oh, and i bought myself a the tiramisu! hee! =)
wishes wishes wishes..
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